Chapter 790: Absolutely Can't Go Back

Chu Qianli thought to herself, she really thought too much, there shouldn't be such a person......

After all, when she was in the Huaxia Continent, not to mention that she didn't have any relatives and friends around her, she didn't even have someone who could care about her from the bottom of her heart.

Maybe no one knew that she was gone, maybe everyone thought that she was dead a long time ago......

In this way, her departure will not cause any trouble to anyone, and she will be able to stay here without any psychological burden.

But Chu Qianli knew that if her current self suddenly disappeared one day, then these people who cared for her would definitely be very sad.

She is confident in this.

Because there are relatives, lovers and friends who love her......

Whether it was Grandpa, Third Uncle, Jun Ling or Chun'er, Ouyang Yujin and Lan Luoyu and many others, Chu Qianli felt too much sincere affection here that she couldn't let go.

So for the Huaxia Continent, Chu Qianli hardly has any nostalgia.

It was more like a long, difficult nightmare to her......

Now that she woke up from the dream, she naturally didn't want to go back to the nightmare!

But Ji Luo's situation is clearly different from her......

In the Huaxia Continent, Ji Luo also has a mother who really loves him.

What's more, Ji Luo and his mother have been dependent on each other for so many years, and his mother has always taken care of him in every way, the two must have a deep relationship, how could he not want to go back to see his mother?

Unexpectedly, when Chu Qianli mentioned Ji Luo's mother, Ji Luo's eyes, which had been forcibly trying to make her emotions as stable as possible, should not be overly affected by those things that had affected her too much......

For two years, he has been comforting himself that he has left this drag, and his mother will naturally live a very relaxed and happy life.

Even if his departure will cause great pain to his mother, after the pain is eternal relief......

But Chu Qianli's question hit his heart hard.

Won't you miss her?

Of course I will miss ......

He missed his mother so much, loved him so much!

It's because of his deep love that he can no longer be so selfish to stay with his mother and enjoy her care, and then destroy her life in disguise......

But I really miss the kind and loving mother who works hard every day to take care of herself every day and make money but has been smiling gently and saying that she wants to save money for her future daughter-in-law......

He really, really misses her!

I'm going crazy at the thought!

He was willing to give everything he had now, as long as he knew that his mother was okay now, he could trade his life for it.

Anyway, these two years of life have been an unexpected gain for him......

Once again, he stood up on his legs, for two whole years!

Enough is enough......

Anyway, at this time, he has nothing to worry about in the Cloud Desolate Continent, and the only thing that worries him is his mother in the Huaxia Continent.

If it weren't for the fact that he couldn't do it because he was seriously injured in the Huaxia Continent, he would have lost his life a long time ago, why would he drag his mother down for so long......

And now, when he just came here, when he felt down to earth again, he walked and ran and jumped by himself.

He really wanted to stand in front of his mother and tell him, Mom, you don't have to worry about me, I stood up, I am living a good life now, and you have to work hard for yourself to live happily......

But......

He couldn't go back.

He couldn't find a reason for being here, and he couldn't find a way to get back.

Even if he did, he wouldn't be able to go back.

Even if his thoughts are overflowing, he will never go back.

This was his last insistence, and the only thing he could do for his mother.

Because once he goes back, he is no longer the person he is now.

He will become the same season as before, and he will become the wreck who needs his mother's care for everything, and he will become a burden to his mother, the oil bottle that has caused his mother to work so hard all her life!

If it weren't for him, maybe my mother would have left the beast that exposed her true face after marriage, and maybe she would have found another happy marriage.

After all, she is such a beautiful, gentle and virtuous woman!

It was because of himself that he scared away one after another people who wanted to get close to his mother, and even his mother pushed them away one by one in order to take better care of herself......

Thinking of this, Ji Luo lowered his head and asked in a muffled voice, "Actually, do you know?" All separation is painful, it is difficult to accept for a while, because separation itself is an extremely cruel thing, but time will slowly heal these pains, take away those unacceptable sorrows, I left, she may be sad and painful, but she can be free, from now on she no longer has to take me with such a drag bottle, no longer have to take care of me so hard every day, in order to make money to support me, this waste person works hard, one person works three jobs, and can only endure silently when he is bullied, Even during the lunch break, I have to come back to see if I am okay, if I have fallen, if I want to go to the toilet, if I have water...... She no longer has to miss out on one good man after another who could have given her happiness because she is as crippled as me! So since I've been away for two years, two whole years, time must have erased the pain in her heart and the thoughts of me, if I go back, how will she face me like that again? How am I going to face that again, dragging down others in everything? ”

After finishing speaking, Ji Luo smiled and wiped away the tears dripping from the corners of his eyes and took a deep breath.

He knew that his idea was cruel and selfish to his mother, and perhaps let his mother choose, she would rather work so hard for the rest of her life and want to live with her son.

But he couldn't let his mother's life be sacrificed for him like this.

Thinking that his mother would never have to take care of him so hard from then on, Ji Luo felt that his sad mood was comforted.

But looking at Ji Luo's current appearance, although his expression was smiling at this time, his indelible sadness made Chu Qianli's nose slightly sour.

The meaning of Ji Luo, Chu Qianli understood......

It is precisely because she understands that she feels even more sorry for this transparent and sensible ......

Little boy.

If you calculate according to the age of the Huaxia Continent, you are a little older than Ji Luo.

Even if Ji Luo looks older than her now, Chu Qianli knows that the person in front of her, who dresses herself up in red clothes and is extremely dazzling, is just a simple child for her.