Sink

"Cheng Yi, which one do you want to listen to first?"

The night was deep, and Su Jin's voice was scattered in the wind, as if it came from far away.

Cheng Yi only felt that his whole body was frozen, his ears were buzzing, and he opened his mouth silently, like a voice squeezed out from the depths of his throat: "Ah Jin...... You're in, what are you talking about? ”

For a moment, he only felt that he had misheard, shook his head in a daze, and asked in disbelief.

Or Su Jin would shake his head, or he would suddenly laugh evilly and say that he was lying to him, as he had teased him many times before.

However, none of the reactions he had hoped for came to fruition. Su Jin was always quiet, calm as if she was telling someone else's story.

The young man's face was white, his eyes were red, his eyelashes drooped, his lips moved slightly, he didn't know what to whisper, he took a step back with some shaking, and his whole body was full of confusion.

The starlight in those eyes was darkened after all.

Su Jin watched silently, without sadness or joy. She felt as if some of her emotions had disappeared, as if she had lost the ability to love someone. Facing Cheng Yi, she calmly surprised herself.

"Why didn't you ask me, why did you ask?" Su Jin asked out loud, with a hint of coaxing in her tone. This kind of tone used to often appear in the moment when the two kissed, but now it is used by Su Jin as the sweetest poison to seduce the person in front of him.

It's really ironic, Su Jin sneered in her heart.

Sure enough, the young man raised his eyes very obediently, looking at her with tearful eyes, full of trust, and Su Jin was stabbed and looked away.

"Why?"

"Why?" Su Jin lowered her eyes and repeated softly, as if she had thought of something, and the corners of her mouth raised a wicked smile that Cheng Yi was most familiar with, "Why, your mother, Ms. Xie, didn't she tell you?" ”

With a laughing tone, it exploded in Cheng Yi's ears, as if tearing the last barrier. Su Jin couldn't maintain her whole body calm anymore, she put away her smile and raised her voice, as if all her anger was suddenly vented towards the shocked and stunned young man.

"Your mother, Ms. Xie, suddenly went to my mother's hospital room not long ago, and shortly after leaving, my mother committed suicide."

"Not long ago, Li Xin and I were walking on the street, and suddenly a car hit me, and Li Xin injured his leg in order to save me." Su Jin said a little excitedly, she stretched out her right hand that had not been stretched out at the beginning, and the gauze had been fainted by blood.

She grabbed the collar of Cheng Yi's white shirt with that hand, and even the blood stained Cheng Yi's body.

"But the interesting thing is that after the driver who caused the accident was shut down, his family suddenly made a windfall, bought a new house, and opened a shop."

Su Jin stared at Cheng Yi fixedly, and his tone was as cold as a cold pool: "I'm really curious, so I tied up the daughter of that family on a whim, and it took a lot of effort to ask." ”

As she spoke, she lowered her voice: "It turns out that behind them, it is your mother, Ms. Xie, and the "philanthropist" is funding," she approached Cheng Yi, and in a seductive tone: "Guess, how much money did that Ms. Xie give them?" ”

Cheng Yi stood quietly in place from beginning to end, a puppet like a puppet letting Su Jin pull his collar, the tip of his nose was full of Su Jin's blood, and his lowered eyes were dead. Hearing Su Jin's question, he still subconsciously responded obediently, and his voice was a little hoarse, very weak: "Many...... How much? ”

Hearing the response, Su Jin also said patiently and softly: "Five million, Ah Yi, I gave five million, it turns out that in Ms. Xie's eyes, my life is worth five million, and Li Xin's leg is worth five million." ”

"The driver had cancer, and he didn't live long, and he earned five million for his wife and children when he died, but he had a conscience." Su Jin said, with mocking malice in his eyes, "To be honest, I don't hate him, what I hate is the person behind it." ”

Su Jin let go of Cheng Yi's collar, looked at Cheng Yi's eyes full of tears, his red eyes were full of struggle and despair, trying to control the crying that was about to overflow, his hands tightly grasped the corners of his clothes on both sides, and his chest rose and fell violently.

"I found out so easily, do you think the police don't know? No, they all know, they just don't say it, they don't dare to say it! Su Jin said excitedly and looked at Cheng Yi, as if looking at someone through him: "The Cheng family has a big business, I really feel it, Cheng Gongzi." ”

The silent Cheng Yi felt Su Jin's sharp gaze, and suddenly stepped forward excitedly, grabbed Su Jin's wrist, and shook his head: "No, Ah Jin, I'm not, I, I don't know." ”

"Ah Jin, don't be like this, I'm sorry, don't hate me."

The hand held by Cheng Yi was a little painful, and the person who was a little excited just now felt the tremor of the young man's body, she gradually quieted down, raised her eyes to look at Cheng Yi, stretched out her hand and gently touched Cheng Yi's eyebrows, her tone was fragile, and she said loudly: "I knelt in front of my mother's monument for a long time, and my uncle said that all this is because of me, I shouldn't provoke you, provoke the Cheng family, Cheng Yi, do you say that's the case?" ”

Cheng Yi shook his head, suddenly reached out and hugged Su Jin in his arms, holding him tightly, as if the person in his arms was about to disappear in the next second, and said in a trembling voice: "No, it's not your fault, Ah Jin, it's not like this." ”

"It's the mother who is wrong, it's her who is wrong, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Su Jin didn't react, the young man's neck had a good smell, which was the traces left by the perennial home incense.

How many nights, lingering and compassionate, the light fragrance of the teenager's body heat, accompanied by heavy breathing, is extremely seductive. Su Jin once fell in love with this taste.

But now she only felt full of resistance, and after a little silence, she opened her mouth: "Cheng Yi, I regret it." ”

The boy's body stiffened for a moment.

Su Jin didn't care about this, and continued: "I said I regret it, Cheng Yi, let's separate." ”

The calm voice sounded in his ears, like a knife, inserted in Cheng Yi's heart, as if he didn't hear it, he hugged it tighter and tighter, shook his head and his eyes were slightly dark, and his tone was tough and stubborn: "No, Ah Jin, you can say anything, it's just this sentence, take it back, it's impossible, I don't agree." ”

Su Jin was also ruthless, struggling hard, and forcefully broke Cheng Yi's hand around her waist, but Cheng Yi was not obedient as usual, holding on to her desperately, refusing to let go.

Su Jin clearly felt the strength and weakness of the essence of men and women at this moment, she bent her knees and pushed Cheng Yi fiercely, her waist was loosened, Cheng Yi frowned and bent over, her face turned pale.

Su Jin looked at her stunned, although she could fight, but she never touched Cheng Yi, she loved Cheng Yi, lest others hurt him, including herself.

Su Jin suddenly cried, she cried loudly, and yelled at Cheng Yi: "What are you still doing here, can't you hear clearly?" I said break up, do you know the breakup, I don't want you anymore, I don't want you anymore! ”

Cheng Yi frowned, feeling the stuffy pain in his abdomen, he bent over, his face was facing the ground, and he also cried: "Ah Jin, don't speak, I don't listen, don't listen." ”

Su Jin no longer wanted to stay a little more, she was ruthless, and said the most vicious words: "We will never be able to, as soon as I see you, I will think of that woman, and when I think of you with her blood flowing on your body, I will only feel disgusted." ”

She said in a fierce voice, trembling and hoarse: "You understand this, Cheng Yi, I don't want you anymore, do you hear?" Do you hear that? ”

After speaking, she tried her best to control the trembling of her whole body, and tried not to look at Cheng Yi again. She has protected the person for so long as a treasure, and in the end, she was the one who hurt him the most.

She turned away, turned and walked away. The person behind him caught up suddenly, grabbed the corner of her clothes, and pleaded in a tone of pleading: "Su Jin, don't treat me like this, you, don't want me, don't want me......"

As if to meet the occasion, it suddenly began to rain in the dark night.

Su Jin turned his back to Cheng Yi and stood quietly, letting the crying and trembling of the people behind him.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and the clothes of the two were completely wet.

Su Jin didn't look back, and said quietly: "Ah Yi, don't cry," After speaking, she paused, "Cheng Yi, you hate me." ”

Hate is the only connection they can have.

It is good to have hate, and it is good to live with hate.

Once Su Jin tried her best to pull Cheng Yi into her world, so that the dull and quiet teenager felt the warmth and warmth. Now Su Jin is also desperate, trying to pull Cheng Yi towards sinking, adding the darkest stroke to the white paper dyed with warm colors.

She knew she would never forgive herself.

She will not forgive those who hurt Cheng Yi, including herself.

Su Jin pulled out the corner of Cheng Yi's clothes, walked forward quickly, and never looked back.

That back is Cheng Yi's last impression of her. It was engraved in his mind like a knife, year after year, and endured.