Tang Shijin took a shower, changed his clothes, came out, and stood in front of the door to watch for a while.

He really lost a lot of weight, his cheeks were slightly concave, his eyebrows were full of exhaustion and vicissitudes, and the whole person seemed to be ten years old, and his body wrapped in black clothes was even thinner and sad.

Tang Shijin watched quietly for a while.

She said, "Uncle Wei, everyone withdraws." ”

Wei Jingzhi responded: "Yes, little master." He waved his hand and took everyone out.

Tang Shijin said: "Ling'er Lin'er is staring, don't let anyone in." ”

Qi Yaoling put away his sword and answered, pointed to the back, Hua Shenglin turned over and jumped to the back of the house, and Qi Yaoling stood in front of the door.

Tang Shijin's eyes fell on Yan Baiwei's face, and she said calmly: "You come in." ”

Yan Baiwei hesitated.

These days, he lived like years, anxiously repenting, and wanted to see her and ask her for sin...... But she really wanted to listen to him, but he was inexplicably panicked, and his feet seemed to be filled with lead, and at that moment, he just wanted to turn around and leave......

At least there is hope that then she can comfort herself, but she has not found her yet, and if she sees her, she will definitely forgive him......

But looking at the dim candlelight in the room, he still dragged his steps, step by step, step by step.

Standing in the room, he was like a sinner waiting to be sentenced, and said softly, "Jin'er." ”

Tang Shijin waved his hand: "Please take a seat." ”

He opened his mouth, wanted to say something, but still didn't say anything, and sat down slowly.

Tang Shijin put down the teacup: "Yan Baiwei, today is the last time I will talk to you as a friend." ”

Yan Baiwei clenched the handrail violently, lowering his eyes and not daring to look at her.

Tang Shijin said calmly: "I also learned after I left Maozhou that Wei's Qingqing should have been surnamed Wei, and her maiden name was Qingqiu, and she was the youngest daughter of Lord Wei...... In other words, Tang Shijin is the bloodline of the Wei Wangfu. And you, your identity, you should understand what kind of turbulent waves it will be once it is lifted, and you have no right to be willful at all...... Because of your willfulness, it is very likely to ruin me and drag down the Weiwang Mansion, which is too selfish. ”

"The first family in the world of Weiwangfu, I borrow the name of Weiwangfu, everything is at my fingertips, why should I dig my own grave? Moreover, Wang Ye Wei is Tang Shijin's only remaining relative, and I will not allow you to hurt him and ruin his reputation. So I hope you can stay away from us and know each other for more than three years...... It's been four years, I don't owe you, if you really feel guilty, you should stay away from me. ”

Yan Baiwei closed his eyes violently.

He felt that her words were like a knife, one knife after another, comparable to Ling Chi.

Then, he heard her footsteps, and walked towards him step by step, step by step, and then Tang Shijin reached out and pinched his chin, forcibly lifting his face: "Yan Baiwei." ”

He slowly opened his eyes, blood and tears in his eyes.

She asked him word by word: "Yan Baiwei, I said this, do you hurt?" ”

He pursed his lips and couldn't answer.

She squeezed it tighter, condescendingly, staring into his eyes: "You say, do you hurt?" ”

He nodded without saying a word.

Tang Shijin laughed suddenly.

Then she said slowly: "It hurts!" Your pain today will be ten times greater, and it will be my pain that day! ”

He couldn't help choking: "Jin'er, I'm ......"

Tang Shijin said coldly: "You don't have to speak, listen to me...... You should understand that this Tang Shijin is not the other Tang Shijin. ”

His eyes froze.

She continued word by word: "I am an outsider, and I don't understand your rules here. You have been surrounded by famous teachers since you were a child, so do you understand that some people even live is a difficult thing? ”

"My father was a gambler, and people would smash the door and splash paint in the middle of the night...... When I was a child, I saw my father rummaging through boxes and cabinets looking for money, beating my mother frantically when he couldn't find it, until one day, I watched him beat her to death, I called the police and sent the scum to a prison cell.

I was five years old.

He went to prison, and his debts were still there, and my grandparents had to do manual work to pay off his debts when they were sixty or seventy. In the end, the debt was repaid, my body collapsed, my grandfather committed suicide due to serious illness, my grandmother followed, and after I finished the funeral, I didn't have time to be sad at all, because I still had to face the debt owed by my grandfather's illness!

I was seven years old.

I'm still young, no one dares to use me, I kneel and cry, fight desperately, wash dishes and brush the toilet, beat and scold, I will do whatever I don't do...... In the end, it's all just about living!! ”

Her tears fell down his face one by one.

He couldn't say a word in shock.

She swallowed: "I've been rich since I was a child, but don't you understand that kind of life, every penny earned will be taken away by creditors, every corner may be beaten up, getting rich means a disaster of blood and light, eating a good bite of food, and sleeping well are all gifts of life?" ”

She took a long breath and chuckled softly, "You don't understand." You'll never understand...... Whether you understand it or not, I just want to tell you that I will never forgive you, and I will never forgive you...... I treat you as my dearest relative, my closest lover, not to let you stab me with a knife, not to let you turn these things out, tell me that your bloody hardships are all written full of unworthiness!! Some things, from the moment they fall to the ground, have been decided, and no matter how hard you try, you can't change them! ”

"Yan Baiwei, no matter what you think on the basis of this, from the moment you do this, you don't deserve to be forgiven!"

Angry, she gasped slightly.

Then she raised her hand lightly and touched his face: "Yan Baiwei, people's past will be written into life forever, and there is no way to get rid of it in their lives...... Actually, I really like you, I like that you are reckless, but you seem to have a good upbringing engraved in your bones; I like that you have gone through hardships and setbacks, but you still have a bright and warm heart; I like that even if you are small things in front of you, you can see the big with the small, observe the subtleties, and accept all rivers; I like that you are knowledgeable, you know everything, you know everything, and writing articles is as natural as picking fruit from a tree...... In fact, even your manners and manners make me like it very much. ”

She slowly wiped a handful of tears: "People don't have anything, they will double their yearning for something, you are a whole person, I like it all, I like it very much...... But Yan Baiwei, even if I have always liked you all my life, I will never forgive you, even if I can really let go, I will never look back, I don't want you, I just don't want it. And time will heal me eventually, a year, two years, three years...... No matter how deep the emotions are, they will fade, and I will keep moving forward, and these useless things will be completely abandoned by me sooner or later. ”

She slowly withdrew her hand: "People live in the world, their feet always have to step on the ground, rely on the mountains and mountains, rely on everyone to run, my ground is myself, even if everyone thinks I'm not good, but I think it's not bad, because I have always relied on such a self to survive!" I still have to rely on one of these self to live as a master! Live to a height that all those who look down on me can't reach! ”

She held his face in both hands and looked at it carefully, still feeling that she liked everything in every place.

She gently kissed his long eyelashes wet with tears: "Brother Wei, I love you...... For the rest of your life, don't say goodbye. ”