Zhang Shuqiu is still wondering, it stands to reason that if that person is really looking for her upside down, it is impossible that there is no movement around her, it turns out that the person in front of her has done something.

Zhang Shuqiu pushed Ning Ye and said, "You lie down and talk well, what have you done?" ”

"It's nothing, it's just that some means are used to block your information."

"That's it? It's that simple? Zhang Shuqiu wondered.

Ning Ye smiled bitterly in his heart, in fact, how could it be that simple, but he nodded very quickly: "The process is a little complicated, but the result is so simple, let's just look at the result." He can't find your information, and you have rarely been in China all these years, so naturally there is no way to make trouble. But it's not a one-and-done solution. ”

"If you want to say it once and for all, unless he doesn't look for it himself, but now, how can anyone be so affectionate, it will die down after a while." Zhang Shuqiu chuckled.

Ning Ye thought in his heart, that was not necessarily, but only said: "So during this time, you will accompany me and benefit the villagers in this big cloud mountain." ”

"Is there anything else you're hiding from me?" Zhang Shuqiu squinted and asked.

"No, no, well, that, let's say it's okay not to be angry......" Ning Ye looked at Zhang Shuqiu's eyes, and turned extremely fast, there are some things, it is better to say it once, and save two more things.

Zhang Shuqiu smiled and said, "Say it." ”

Ning Ye half-leaned on the bed, hugged Zhang Shuqiu into his arms, and said cautiously: "I, I'm just curious, I don't mean anything else, I checked...... Dragon, Long Hao. ”

Ning Ye looked at Zhang Shuqiu's face, as if he was afraid that she would disappear directly from his arms, and he stuck extremely tightly. Although Zhang Shuqiu's face changed, he was obviously prepared in his heart, and paused and asked, "What did you find out?" ”

"It's been too long, and I haven't found anything yet......" Ning Ye said embarrassedly.

"What do you mean, you're ready to continue?" Zhang Shuqiu asked.

"No, it's just that you look at this, it seems strange, I'm afraid of you...... You don't tell me anything, in case, yes, I can't stand it......" Ning Ye stumbled and explained.

"What do you want to know?" Zhang Shuqiu leaned sideways and asked.

"I just, I just want to know, how did he treat you well, can make you that, a serious illness, after so many years, I can't forget ......"

"You're really ......"

"Yes, yes, yes, it's me, I mean I shouldn't, he's been dead for so many years, I shouldn't be fighting with him, I just want to know, how can I tie you, your heart, ......"

Zhang Shuqiu looked at Ning Ye's innocent appearance and couldn't help laughing: "You are really, the matter between these two people, who is good to whom, how can you find out?" ”

"Yes, yes, yes, I thought wrong, then, if you tell me, how he treats you well, I am also eager to learn."

"This person is different, good and good are not the same, the time is different, the situation is different, what do you want to learn, in the final analysis, it is the same, sincerely." Zhang Shuqiu shook his head and said.

Ning Ye suddenly remembered the red on the sheets that night, closed his eyes and said, "At that time, he should be less than twenty, eighteen or nineteen, right?" ”

"Well, he died twenty years ago." Zhang Shuqiu said in a dull voice.

"Actually, I admire him, you have such a good relationship, and you are all young and young, and your blood is strong, Xiaoqiu, you look like this again, he doesn't have it, you still ...... It seems to be really rare. Ning Ye said with emotion.

"He thought I was too good at reading, and said that I should study hard, and then go out to see the world, and take him out of their village and go outside. Later, I went anywhere, but he ...... In fact, later, I suddenly understood that the one-third of an acre of land under my feet was the most down-to-earth. Hey......" Zhang Shuqiu smiled with desolation, and looked at Ning Ye with disdain: "What is like you, look at what you are thinking in your head?" ”

Ning Ye said with a haha: "You're right, all I have in my head is you." Didn't you just say it, different times, different situations, now you are in this situation, you need the nourishment of love, you need the nourishment of me, right......"

"What kind of fallacies and heresies are you, and what you say can change your taste."

"How could I be wrong again? Okay, okay, tell me, why did you get sick at that time? ”

"It's not that I'm sick, it's just, now that I think about it, I was too young, one after another, and a little silly. You see, when my grandmother died, my father supported me, when my father died, I always had some faith in my grandmother's heart to support, and later, in a brand new place, and a few people I never wanted to see again in my life, when I was so uncomfortable that I was going to die, Long Hao caught me, at that time, I really felt that he was my lifelong dependence, but he was suddenly gone, I didn't even have time to react, I went to the hospital, I saw his face bloody, he held his breath, After explaining two sentences to me, I left, and then I was forcibly taken away, I was completely confused, I couldn't see the road, and I didn't know how to go down again, at the beginning, it was Shanshan, who forcibly pried my mouth open and poured me rice soup, and then I was half-asleep, and I mechanically let her feed rice soup and water every day, and I survived like this......" Zhang Shuqiu said and began to tremble, Ning Ye held her tightly in his arms, although he was very distressed, he did not interrupt her words.

Ning Ye hugged Zhang Shuqiu like that, until he felt that she was gradually calming down, and then asked softly, "What did he tell you?" ”

Zhang Shuqiu replied with some trembling: "He, he asked me to go to my aunt, leave Yunzhou, and never go back." ”

From these last words, Ning Ye could feel a little different, but he didn't want to take the initiative to arouse Zhang Shuqiu's suspicions, so he changed the topic and asked, "What about later?" How did you get good later? ”

"My aunt took me to Jiangcheng, tried her best, and let the second aunt guard me every day, but I just did, as if I had covered myself in a cover, I was confused, I just didn't want to go out......"

"What about the people of the Wang family at this time? None of them care about you? Ning Yeqi said.

Zhang Shuqiu shook his head and said: "My mother almost cut off contact with everyone in the Wang family because of the old mansion, and they only knew that I was taken to Yunzhou by my mother. Later, my aunt wanted to ask my sixth aunt to find a doctor for me in the capital, and they found out that I was sick. I remember a lot of people came to see me, even my four grandfathers, and my grandmother's brother who emigrated abroad, and they must have thought that I was either crazy, or I couldn't live. ”

Zhang Shuqiu let out a long sigh and continued: "Later, my uncle, who was a doctor abroad, originally wanted to take me out for treatment, and consulted a lot of psychiatrists, but most of them did not recommend changing me to an unfamiliar environment, but suggested that I return to a familiar and pleasant environment.

That summer, my aunt took me to the mountains, and I followed Brother Yunhai and them all over the mountains since I was a child, even to herd cattle and sheep, and I was so happy that I died.

After I went back to the mountain, I was able to sit up slowly, and I was in a daze at the pond in front of my house every day, but I can remember the fact that my father used to give me a net of fish and shrimp with a fence.

Later, my brother Yunhai was in a hurry, and one day taking advantage of my aunt's inattention, he took me to my father's grave, pointed to the pond below, the opposite mountain, and the bamboo forest on the side, and told me that in the past, my father took us to fish in the river in the summer, pick fruits on the opposite mountain in the spring, dig bamboo shoots in the bamboo forest in winter, and be beaten in the palm of my grandmother's house while studying, laughing and crying while talking.

I seem to suddenly feel that I can't just die, I just die, how can I go to see my grandmother, see my father, they love me so much......"

Speaking of this, Zhang Shuqiu couldn't cry anymore, and Ning Ye couldn't help but feel astringent in her heart, it turned out that she grew up like this, and it was so different from others' childhood and adolescence.

Zhang Shuqiu wiped his tears and continued: "Later, my aunt let Brother Yunhai take me, go up the mountain and down the river, climb the bamboo and trees, anyway, how naughty and how to come, I took off a few layers of skin in the sun.

He also smuggled me down the mountain to my grandmother's house, which was in disrepair and dilapidated at the time, and there was no way to live in it.

Several of my uncles and surviving grandparents cried at me, saying that after all, my grandmother still had a queen, so that I must be good and don't go to my mother again, saying that the Wang family only deserves to be my mother again, and over the years, no one in the whole family has ever mentioned her again. ”

Zhang Shuqiu smiled bitterly, and continued: "Later, I learned that when I was sick, my aunt, my uncles really couldn't help, and they went to my mother.

She said that I didn't study well at a young age, learned to fall in love with others, and didn't go home yet, and now that people are dead, I'm crazy, what does it have to do with her. also said that this is the third grandmother of the Wang family who is respected by everyone, a good child raised single-handedly, isn't it also a.

My uncle slapped her and questioned her, saying that she had watched me since I was a child, a good child, how could I become like this after a few years with her, it was early love, and it was also because she pushed me out of the house.

My mother said that a shameless daughter like me would be a shame to live.

My eighth uncle was young and vigorous at that time, and smashed her house, he said that everyone was the flesh of my mother's heart, and when I came to my mother, I simply wished I died early, saying that my mother had no humanity at all.

Later, there was a lot of trouble, and anyway, it really broke off from then on. ”

Ning Ye was surprised: "Why is your mother so deeply contradictory to your Wang family?" ”

"It's a long story. My grandmother was the head of the family in her mother's family, and she only married into the Wang family at the age of thirty-three.

After getting married, I gave birth to children non-stop, and gave birth to six or seven in total, either this disease or that disease, and there was a severe shortage of food at that time.

A large family, old and young, my mother is in the middle, her health is slightly better, she rarely gets sick, my grandmother didn't take care of her, and in the end those didn't survive, but my mother survived.

There were two years in the middle when my grandmother couldn't bring it, so I asked my grandfather to take my mother, who was in the best health, to the unit and raised her for two or three years.

My mother and my grandmother are not close, and my mother's temperament and personality are very similar to my grandfather's, that is, she is quite selfish, and she feels that she is the eldest son of the eldest son of the long house, and everything has to revolve around him. Anyway, my grandfather was depressed and left in his early fifties.

Later, my mother was sent to junior high school, and in a township where we got along with a person, my grandmother disagreed, first, because my mother was too young at that time, and second, because my mother was very difficult to get along with, and what she said was very ugly.

My mother didn't listen to my grandmother, and it seemed that she had been secretly with that person for a while, but the family was so poor that my mother didn't survive and ran back by herself.

As soon as my mother came back, the man took his wife. I didn't know that my mother blamed my grandmother for this.

Later, my dad graduated from college and came to my grandmother's house to ask for relatives, my aunt was frail, since she was a child, my dad carried her down the mountain to beg my grandmother to see a doctor, my grandmother liked my dad very much, said that he was of good character, capable, knew the thanksgiving picture, and knew that he was distressed, so he married my mother to my dad.

My dad was very handsome and capable when he was young, but the family was also counting on him, and the burden on his shoulders was very heavy, so my mom often quarreled with my dad, and the relationship between the two was not good.

I began to think that my mother was simply dissatisfied, that she married someone my grandmother had chosen, and I later learned that my mother had never let go of the person she used to be. Because the man my mother married to Yunzhou was actually her first love. ”

Zhang Shuqiu talked about her mother who had cut off contact like a movie, and continued to recall: "These are all very late, I grew up, and my sixth aunt told me about it.

At that time, after Brother Yunhai took me to my grandmother's house, I remembered my grandmother's expectations and instructions for me, and I really got better, so I told my aunt that I was going to school.

My aunt and uncle took great pains to stuff me into the Jiangda High School. But the school said that I didn't finish my first year of high school, so I asked me to reread my first year of high school, and as long as I had a book to read at that time, I would reread it, and it didn't matter. You basically know what happened after that. ”

"Then why did you suddenly skip a grade?"

"At that time, I spent all my time studying except for eating and sleeping, and then when I was in the third year of high school, the math teacher of our class asked me to take the exam with them, and I easily took the first place in the grade, and the head teacher of the top liberal arts class and the top science class all found my aunt to bombard me in turn, and the grade director of the second year of high school couldn't stop me, so I skipped the grade."

"Why did I never see you at your brother's house? I remember going there a few times. Ning Ye wondered.

"Yes, I didn't live at my aunt's house, from their house to school, I have to cross two compounds, and it takes half an hour to walk, it's a waste of time, if I don't have to go out to class, I will choose to live in the dormitory." Zhang Shuqiu explained.