Chapter 49: The Right Choice
's mother has been the eldest daughter of the Hou Mansion since she was a child, and she has endured too much pampering, and she has also endured too much helplessness.
Although she had too much sympathy for those people, her mother's heart had long been full of water, and she knew that this was the gap between people.
Sometimes, she doesn't have the slightest sympathy for these people, because God has given them a happy life, but he doesn't give them too much material.
But despite being within these walls, and having no worries about food and clothing, it is clear that they may not be happy.
So sometimes, my mother would often stand under the tree in a daze, and sometimes she would look into the distance, and it would be a whole day. He looked at these so-called poor people, and she didn't know whether she should sympathize with them, or if they would also sympathize with her.
When the mother turned around, she whispered to the maidservant beside her, "Give her some silver taels, so that she can bury her father well, if she is still a little faithful, she will naturally come back, if there is no silver taels, it is only a good deed we do, after all, this child is still too young, there is no need to sign any deed of sale with her." After saying that, the mother turned and went back to the house, still sitting under the tree, looking into the distance.
She wondered what life was like beyond the walls, and she wondered what it was like for those happy people to work every day at sunrise and rest at sunset! She wanted to know what kind of food was being served every day in the small family in this mausoleum city, and if it would be like her.
This is general, and she is troubled by the trivial things of life, whether she will be helpless against her arrogant husband all day long.
Sure enough, a few days later, after Qingsui buried his father, he knocked on the door of Nangong Mansion again.
The one who came to open the door was the personal maid who gave her silver taels that day. "I didn't expect you to really be able to come back, and sure enough, my young lady still didn't see the wrong person." Aunt Li whispered, and led Qingsui into her mother's house.
This is also the first time Nangong Jin'an has seen Aunt Li when she was young, although her appearance is not as beautiful as the moon, but she also looks very comfortable.
Perhaps, it is precisely because of this that she will always be by her mother's side, she has a spirituality that other personal maids do not have, and also has a temperament that they do not have.
Perhaps, this is also the life that my mother herself has been hoping for for so many years.
Qingsui entered the house, and her mother was taking a nap at this time, so Aunt Li could only arrange for her to sit in the side yard.
"If you wait for Miss to wake up, I will come to call you, you can wait here first and clean up this place by the way, and then this will be your house." Aunt Li said softly.
Then, she pointed to the side bedroom on the side, and continued to say gently, "I've always slept in here, you're too young, and you're currently in the same room as me, so we can take care of each other." ”
Hearing this, Qing Sui knelt directly on the ground excitedly, with a grateful face, "Thank you, madam." I've never lived in such a beautiful room and I've never slept in such a nice bed. ”
"Since I was a child, I have slept on the ground with my father, we all use the earth as a bed, the sky as a quilt, and we have never had a stable home, nor a house of our own." As she spoke, Qingsui began to cry again, thinking of her father.
Aunt Li hurriedly picked up Qingsui, who was crying, and said shyly, "I am not the lady in this mansion, I am a subordinate like you, except for the lord and the lord and the mother in this mansion, they are all subordinates." ”
"I'm just a dowry maid by Madame's side, I've been following Madame since I was a child, and I'm just like you when I followed Madame. Our lady has a bodhisattva heart, and she won't make things difficult for you like other masters, you just need to do your part. You'll call me Aunt Li in the future, okay? ”
Aunt Li looked at Qingsui and remembered her former self, at that time, she was also sold into the Hou Mansion by her adoptive father as a slave because of her poor family.
Fortunately, she was able to meet her own young lady and grow up with her young lady, and she also hoped that in her future life, she could accompany her young lady to old age.
"Hmm...... Well! Auntie, don't worry, I will definitely do a good job of this errand. Qingsui flashed her big smart eyes and looked at Aunt Li with a wink.
Aunt Li also nodded, and went back to the outside of her mother's house, she wanted her mother to be the first to see her when she woke up.
And Qingsui turned the whole room, jumping happily in the room, this was the first time she lived in such a large room, looking at such chairs, such beds, such furniture, such decorations.
She was happy, she was excited, she even wanted to cheer, this was something she had never thought of in her life, she thought to herself that a maid could be so glamorous, so if it was a room of the main mother's house, how gorgeous it was, how ......
She thought that if she could one day become the head of the house, it would be an inexhaustible glory and wealth.
Qingsui happily sat on the chair, and still sat on the chair in the middle, Nangong Jin'an's mind was suddenly awakened by this scene, and she suddenly sat up.
She began to sneer, she began to sneer loudly, "Originally, you were such a person when you were young. I have always thought that I hope you can marry Wang Cheng, live your own small life, and get a happiness, it seems that I am really worried, I have really done too much useless work, what you want may not be just these......" Nangong Jin'an looked depressed.
She remembered that in the 21st century, she regarded those so-called friends as the most important people in her life, but they were also like this, and what they thought in their hearts was always different from what they said in their mouths.
Nangong Jin'an realized that this world has never been divided into ancients and modern people, all their thoughts and their words and deeds are consistent, and their mood of wanting material things and wanting glory and wealth is also the same.
Therefore, in this world, "money can make ghosts grind." Nangong Jin'an sat up, and she walked back and forth in the room.
Originally, she was worried that Qingsui would leave Nangong Mansion alone and go out to wander. But now that I think about it, leaving is the most correct choice for Qingsui, and it is also the most correct choice for Nangong Jin'an.
Because Nangong Jin'an didn't know about this Qingsui at all, she didn't know at all, if she forcibly kept Qingsui by her side, Qingsui would be the second Lin Xiaoliang or the second Nangong Yueruo.
"Miss...... Miss, hurry up and get dressed, Prince Ling Changwu is here. Chen's mother said loudly outside the house.
She doesn't want her young lady to become the so-called queen under one person and above ten thousand people in the future.
In the inner house, for so many years, there are many things, and Chen's mother's eyes see it more clearly than anyone else, just like this matter of Qingsui.
Once upon a time, Chen's mother simply thought that Qingsui was actually a transparent person, and she could serve Nangong Jin'an by her side in the future.
However, who would have thought that Qingsui, who seemed harmless to humans and animals, would do such a big thing here.
Nangong Jin'an slowly opened the door of the house, where did she have any other thoughts to dress herself now, she just wanted to go back to her home early and sleep in the bed that belonged to her, not because of this.
Every day, Nangong Jin'an lives in fear, all of which she thinks self-righteously that as long as it is her own life, she will not calculate herself at all, but Nangong Jin'an never thought that the person who has always wanted to calculate her own people can only be the people around her.
Prince Ling Changwu stood under the cherry blossom tree in a daze, he watched Nangong Jin'an slowly walk towards him, and his happy face jumped on the paper.
I saw Nangong Jin'an today, she was wearing a pink robe, which was comparable to a cherry blossom.
Nangong Jin'an walked towards Ling Changwu step by step, she couldn't forget every word Qingsui said when she left, those words seemed to be like thorns and tissues pierced Nangong Jin'an's heart.
If you don't get it out, I'm afraid that even your own heart will have problems with it after a long time, but if you have to force him out, you can only splash other people's blood.
"I don't know Lord Ling Changwu, you're here! What is the so-called matter, you come to my house, and there is no one you want to see in my house for a long time. Nangong Jin'an's face was sad.
Although, Nangong Jin'an has no way to be sure whether she is in love with the prince in front of her. However, deep down in Nangong Jin'an's heart, he just wanted Prince Ling Changwu to comfort and comfort him.
This is the first time that Nangong Jin'an has felt sadness and grievance since he crossed over.
She has been wronged enough to tell everything in her heart to the second person, but as an ancient straight male terminal cancer patient, especially the prince, how can she understand Nangong Jin'an's application.
How can you play the most romantic way of modern people, I saw Ling Changwu take out a piece of jewelry from his sleeve, open the heavy jewelry box with wood, Ling Changwu said softly, "This is my biological mother, left when she died, she was at the last moment of her life, deep down in her heart, she must give this to her beloved wife, so that she can live a lifetime." ”
It is these simple words that have deeply moved Nangong Jin'an, Nangong Jin'an can no longer hold back his tears, and he can no longer hold back all the emotions in his heart.