Gu Baisheng watched the TV being turned off.

Turning his head to look at Song Shuang in a complicated mood: "Now, the entire second courtyard will be affected by me." ”

"It's fine."

Song Shuang got up, "As long as Vice President Jiang can say this in front of the media, it means that the entire Second Hospital is willing to bear the consequences of your mistake on the operating table this time." ”

Gu Baisheng pursed his lips and apologized: "I'm sorry ......"

She thought that if she got on the operating table, she would definitely be able to save Ono.

However, it was naïve.

She couldn't save Ono at all.

Ono is still dead.

She lowered her eyes, thinking of Ono's body covered with a white cloth on the hospital bed, and she felt very depressed and uncomfortable.

Song Shuang turned her head and saw her raise her hand to cover her forehead.

Frowning, he walked over, squatted in front of her, and asked her, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Uncomfortable ......"

She put her fingers on her forehead.

I always feel that when I think of Ono's corpse, there are still some fragments from a long time ago in my mind that want to surface.

Faintly also the small corpse of the child.

There were also some hoarse cries and curses.

Song Shuang remembered that she was delirious and cried at her to accuse him before, and her brows furrowed even tighter.

Fingers on her shoulder: "I'll help you to rest." ”

Gu Baisheng nodded, he really couldn't muster up the energy and strength to go to dinner.

Song Shuang helped her into the bedroom, watched her lie down, tucked her quilt, and sat on the edge of the bed for a while.

Only then did he go out of the bedroom.

Gu Baisheng was dreaming in a daze.

In the dream, I couldn't sleep steadily, frowning, my fingers tightening from time to time, scratching the smooth corners of the pillow.

……

Over there, Yang Jing and Jiang Shouyuan finished dealing with the reporters who were chasing after them, and drove the car on the way home.

Both of them were a little tired and tired.

Jiang Shouyuan was poked in pain by reporters, and when he thought of the bleak future of the Second Hospital, he couldn't help but sigh again and again.

Yang Jing looked at him worriedly several times, and finally couldn't help but ask him, "Dean, what are you worried about?" ”

"Didn't you hear what the reporters were pointing at my nose?"

Jiang Shouyuan looked at Yang Jing, sad and angry in his heart.

Yang Jing dealt with the reporter just now, and his mind was also a mess.

At this time, I really can't remember what those reporters said to Jiang Shouyuan.

"They said that after Gu Baisheng died, only Song Shuang was the only one in the surgery department of our hospital who was struggling to support him!"

Yang Jing didn't think there was anything wrong with this, and nodded: "Yes, it's not wrong." ”

Such an honest answer made Jiang Shouyuan almost vomit out a mouthful of old blood.

"We have a lot of surgical talents, how can we only have Song Shuang alone to support us, this is obviously looking down on a few of you!"

The corners of Yang Jing's mouth moved, and he felt a little guilty and powerless: "But compared to Doctor Gu, a few of us are far behind." ”

Jiang Shouyuan glared at Yang Jing: "Won't you give yourself a long ambition?" ”

The corners of Jiang Shouyuan's mouth moved, he was silent for a while, looked at Jiang Shouyuan who was sulking, and suddenly said, "Dean, I think our surgery needs to be injected with new vitality." ”

"What do you mean?"

Jiang Shouyuan frowned and looked at Yang Jing.

Yang Jing said a little hesitantly: "That is to say, the surgery department of our hospital may need new, younger and more capable doctors to join?" ”

"Who?"

Jiang Shouyuan asked her.

Yang Jing looked at Jiang Shouyuan's face and plucked up his courage to say, "For example, Bai Shengsheng." ”

Jiang Shouyuan was stunned and really fell into thought.

……

Gu Baisheng had a dream in the middle of the night and woke up.

Song Shuang saw her after waking up, handed her a glass of water, and asked her, "What did you dream about again?" ”

"Dreaming of a Little ......"

She subconsciously wanted to say that she dreamed of Xiao Shen, but when the words came to her mouth, she looked at Song Shuang's eyes and handsome face, but changed her words again: "Xiao Ye......"

She withdrew her gaze.

There was still a sense of uneasiness in his eyes.

Her child kept coming into her dreams.

The loss of her son made it difficult for her to sleep.

Especially after Ono's death, the pain of the past has become even more intense, making her fall deeper and deeper in the pain.

After she drank the water, Song Shuang took the water cup.

"You didn't eat dinner tonight."

Gu Baisheng lay back on the bed: "I'm not hungry." ”

When you're too sad, you don't feel hungry.

"Tomorrow you stay at home and have a good rest."

Gu Baisheng didn't insist on going to the hospital this time, but responded in vain: "Hmm." ”

Song Shuang saw her lying down, so she also lay down and turned off the lamp in the bedroom.

The room was plunged into quiet darkness.

Gu Baisheng closed his eyes, and the cold corpses of Xiao Shen and Xiao Ye kept appearing in front of him.

The bodies of the two children appeared in her mind, making her afraid to close her eyes in fear.

She inhaled nervously, trying to close her eyes and fall back asleep.

However, as soon as you close your eyes, the child's lifeless face will appear in the darkness.

She was so frightened that she was breathing hard, and then she quickly opened her eyes again.

"Can't you sleep?"

Song Shuang's voice sounded next to her.

Gu Baisheng replied sadly: "Hmm." ”

Song Shuang was silent for a moment when she heard this.

After a few seconds, he reached out and pulled her over, gently wrapping her around her waist.

Such a strong, warm hand held her waist.

Arms around her.

Invisibly, it gave her a strong sense of security.

Gu Baisheng tilted his head, wanting to see Song Shuang in the dark.

Song Shuang closed her eyes a little tiredly and asked her, "Wouldn't this be better?" "Every day daydayxs

Gu Baisheng bit his lower lip: "Hmm." ”

It was not the first time that Song Shuang had hugged her to sleep.

Every time Song Shuang's arm wrapped around her waist, it would make her feel very safe.

However, this feeling no longer existed after Xiao Shen's death.

Because of Xiao Shen's death, she refused any touch from Song Shuang.

And now, this sense of security of being embraced, but for some reason, has returned to her side.

She tried to close her eyes.

This time in the dark, the first thing she felt was the strength and warmth of Song Shuang's arms around her waist.

She pursed her lips and rubbed her cheek against the pillow.

couldn't help it, raised his hand, and gently held Song Shuang's arm.

Song Shuang felt her movements, and her body was obviously tense.

"Don't move."

Song Shuang's voice rang low in her ears.

With a sleepy voice, a bit of a warning.

Gu Baisheng said softly: "I ......"

"What?"

Gu Baisheng turned over.

Song Shuang opened her eyes from the darkness.

Seeing Gu Baisheng turn over in front of him, his arms wanted to tighten a little.

But her waist is thin.

He was even a little afraid that if he suddenly exerted force, it would hurt her.

"I'm a little scared."

Afraid?

Song Shuang was a little surprised.

It was the first time she had heard Gu Baisheng say that she was scared in front of him.

Gu Baisheng lives in a single-parent family.

Mother Hu Hui is a very strong character.

A strong mother will inevitably not let her child be hurt too much.

And the child's personality will be relatively softer.

Gu Baisheng is like this.

During her college days.

I don't know if it's because she has a boy she likes, she has become more gentle and soft.

In front of the people she likes, she is like white jasmine, which makes people feel quiet and pleasing when they look at it from afar.

But although she seemed soft, she seldom said she was afraid.

Even when I was born Xiaoshen.

She didn't say she was afraid, she just gritted her teeth in the delivery room, held his hand, and tried hard to cooperate with the doctor.

Song Shuang accompanied her all the way.

When Chengbi died, she didn't say she was afraid.

Didn't say scared when giving birth.

At the time of the child's death, there was no mention of fear.

And now, she said coldly that she was afraid.

Song Shuang suddenly didn't understand what she was afraid of.

Gu Baisheng was in his arms, his eyes drooped, gently tugging at the clothes on his chest, and said in a low voice: "As soon as I close my eyes, I will see the child's small corpse and lifeless face, I have never been afraid of the dead before." ”

Song Shuang's hand was gently raised, gently stroked her back, and comforted her: "It's okay, I'm here." ”

"I think everyone, as long as I try my best to save them, I won't regret that they die."

"Doctors are not immortals, and they can't guarantee that everyone will be saved, as long as you do your best, you don't need to feel guilty or regretful."

Gu Baisheng listened to his words, raised his eyes, and looked at him: "Have you ever regretted it?" ”

Song Shuang was silent for a moment.

"Have you ever had any regrets for your patients?" She asked again.

"Yes," Song Shuang's eyes became lonely and profound in the night, "but I also tried my best, and that is the life I can't keep." ”

Gu Baisheng looked at him silently.

Suddenly, I wanted to know what kind of expression Song Shuang had when she said these words in the dark.

Xiao Shen's surgery was done by him.

Did he do his best?

Will he feel regrets?

She didn't dare to ask, and she didn't know how to ask.

You can only knock on the side like this.

Because every time she thinks of Xiao Shen's death, her feelings for him become complicated and difficult to distinguish.

This man accepted her and took care of her in her most difficult times.

But when she was most desperately looking forward to that glimmer of hope, her hope was completely shattered and stifled.

She has a grateful love for his affection.

There is also a resentment of hatred.

"Shengsheng."

He softly called her name.

Gu Baisheng responded.

Song Shuang's voice sounded in a deep voice: "This incident will have a great impact, no matter what kind of remarks you hear from the outside world, you don't have to feel sad." ”

Gu Baisheng was a little surprised.

At this time, his reputation with the Second Court is the most at stake.

He was still worried that the outside world's accusations against her would cause her harm?

"I know."

Song Shuang nodded, and said: "Sometimes, the reason why people accuse and insult others is because they feel that they have been deceived. ”

Gu Baisheng didn't understand what he meant.

I think what he seems to be talking about is Ono's business.

But it doesn't seem to be Ono's business.

Song Shuang's voice rang in her ears, like a helpless whisper: "And the reason why they are deceived is because what they see with their eyes and what they hear with their ears makes them feel that this is the truth is the truth, but if you believe what you believe, instead of believing what you see, you will not be deceived." ”

Gu Baisheng twisted his eyebrows.

Believe what you believe? Instead of believing what you see?

What is he talking about?

Is it Xiao Shen's death?

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