Chapter 10 The Road Ahead is Difficult
He has no wife, and his daughter has suffered so much.
He was a father in vain, and he was even more a father in vain.
Mrs. Niu also stood aside wiping her tears, that's fine, Xiao Qingci has a father, it's good to have a father, and you don't have to live alone in the future, a four-year-old child, no one to take care of it, can you still live?
Shen Dingshan wrapped his daughter's small body in his clothes, he wiped away his tears, and then carefully touched his daughter's little face.
"Ah Ning, will Daddy take you and your mother home?"
Shen Qingci still had a small face, she didn't cry or laugh, only in those empty eyes, she slowly got into some brilliance.
She saw her father, and his father was still there, and his father was not dead.
Shen Dingshan thought that his daughter was frightened, after all, she was only four years old, but she witnessed the death of her mother in person, and it is normal to lose her heart now, all of this is not him who is a father, no matter what, he must take his daughter home, and then cure her, and also give her everything, he will give her mother's share to her.
His little aunt is the most noble concubine of their Shen family, and the only concubine of his Shen Dingshan.
Shen Dingshan's eyes were red, and there were still tears in his eyes.
Shen Qing put his little hand into his chest, and then took out a blood-stained embroidered handkerchief from it and put it on Shen Dingshan's hand.
Shen Dingguo took the embroidered handkerchief with trembling fingers, and then looked at the blood stains on the embroidered handkerchief, almost his heart was twisted like a knife.
He clenched the embroidery in his hand, and then carefully put the embroidery back on his chest, picked up his daughter with one hand, and was about to take her back, he didn't want to stay here, he would take his wife and daughter home, return to their home, and would not let them fall outside, whether it was a person or a soul.
"Knock Knock ......"
Niu Pozi was holding the soles of her shoes, and she heard the sound of someone knocking on the door outside her door, she hurriedly put down the soles of her shoes, and also went to open the door, and the door opened, as if there was no one outside, but when she looked down, she found Shen Qingci standing outside the door.
"Xiao Qingci, why are you here?"
Niu Pozi squatted down and touched the child's yellow hair, it seems that your father will take good care of you, it's okay, you can go home with your father.
Niu Pozi said, she couldn't help choking up, she couldn't bear this child, she thought that she couldn't forget it in her life, only a four-year-old child carried that bundle of firewood every day, heavier than her body, to her house.
Shen Qingci stretched out his little hand and hugged Mrs. Niu, and Mrs. Niu's tears followed.
"Okay," she wiped her tears, and then Shen Qingci's little clothes, "Let's go, go find Dad," There was also a carriage parked not far away, and the children were all making noise around the carriage, and even the adults came out, whispering about the carriage, no one would have thought that the Shen Niangzi who came to their village would be like this, although now they still don't know what Shen Niangzi's husband's family does? However, this looks at the formation, this depends on the bearing, and it should not be an ordinary person.
I think this time the Niu family is really developed, right? She helped Shen Niangzi with the funeral, and people didn't thank her well, she knew that they had done this good thing themselves, and would they have cheapened Mrs. Niu's family for nothing?
Shen Qingci turned around and left, she ran to Shen Dingshan's side, then knelt down and knocked three levels against her and her mother's house.
"Mother, let's go home, my father said that I would also take my mother back, but I feel that my mother is here, wait until Ah Ning has done everything well, and when everything is peaceful, Ah Ning will take her mother back home, okay?"
"Let's go," Shen Dingshan picked up his daughter, and then gave him to a middle-aged woman inside, this is a milk grandmother he found for his daughter, although his little aunt doesn't need to drink milk, but he also needs to be taken care of, and he is a big old man, he has never taken care of a child, he doesn't dare to hold a child now, he is afraid that his daughter will be pinched, or pinched to death, so he bought a milk grandma back, and when he returns to the middle, he will buy someone for his daughter.
Shen Qingci opened the curtain on the horse, looking at the direction of the village, and also followed the shaking of the horse, waiting little by little for the sea to gradually disappear in front of her eyes......
And she will also embark on a different path from the previous life, and this one is not peaceful, and it is also full of all kinds of dangers, but she will go well this time, and she will never go wrong again.
There may be no chance of repentance in life, but she has.
She lowered the curtain, and when she looked up, there was the gentle face of the grandmother's smile.
"Little Miss, let's sleep for a while, it's time to sleep for a while," Mama Grandma patted the quilt beside her, and the internal space was very large, which was enough for an adult to sleep well, not to mention that Shen Qingci was only four years old, and he was a long, thin and small child.
Shen Dingshan hugged his daughter with one hand, and then pointed out to the roadside stall outside.
What does Ah Ning like, is it okay for Daddy to buy it for you? Today they stayed here, he happened to come over to accompany his daughter shopping, in his memory, he has not gotten along with the child so much, although he has a son and a daughter, but he has never felt too much, maybe it is not because it is his wife's hand, so he expects less, and the closeness is also a little worse, but his little A Ning, she is his eyeballs, is his Shen Dingshan's biggest baby bump in his life, he just wants to give the best to his daughter, everything is to his daughter, even if it is his life.
"Is this good?"
Shen Dingshan took a wave drum, put it on his daughter's face and shook it.
Shen Qingci stared at the wave drum, then stretched out his little hand and took it, he shook it again, and Xiaobu's lips also bent upward, she smiled.
Shen Dingshan touched his daughter's little head, and then continued to walk with her.
Shen Qingci shook the wave drum in his hand, there was no moment, and he also listened to the sound of the wave drum in his ears, but he thought of his previous life, it seems that his father also bought this for her, this is her first toy, she likes it very much, and cherishes it, but her eldest brother broke the wave drum, she cried at that time and didn't eat or drink, and her father beat the eldest brother badly, but even so, the eldest brother never hated her in his heart, and still dragged his body full of injuries and bought her a box of wave drums to play.
Why did she believe Lou Ziyin's words at the beginning, saying that the eldest brother just wanted the title of the General's Mansion and just wanted to use her.
She was so stupid at that time, she actually believed it like that, she never regarded her eldest brother as an elder brother, obviously, her eldest brother never had any requirements for her, but she loved her and protected her just like her father, but she harmed his life, so that he and his father died because of her, and she has no one to protect her anymore.