Chapter 344: Why bother with today

However, compared to before, Yan Baiwei at least has a healthy body, and he is at his peak.

Even if it is not compared with before, he has a gold mine, a five-peer mountain villa and a God of Wealth City, a well-known "Yan Shizi" name, an equally well-known "Jintangchun" backhand, many like-minded people, and a lot of life-saving elixirs and antidote poisons......

Even, the medicine garden, tea garden, spice garden, grain seeds, etc., have entered the second stage of Tang Shijin's planning, that is to say, the quality is far better than other places, at least within three or five years, no need to cheat is as good as cheating.

So, it's far from the end of the day.

However, at this time, Yan Baiwei didn't have the heart to think about this.

The feet are empty, you can't find a place to stand, you can't find where you are, you can't find the meaning of living.

Gui Kaifu did not leave, he came to see him twice, and he sat cross-legged in the ruins of the carp garden, like a clay wood sculpture, motionless.

Gui Kaifu watched, shook his head, and turned to leave.

Fang Xiaoxiao said in a low voice, "Master? You...... Don't you persuade him? ”

Gui Kaifu sighed: "If he can get through this hurdle himself, he is worth helping, if he can't get through this hurdle himself, then ...... It's time for us to go, too. ”

As soon as he mentioned it, Fang Xiaoxiao was a little angry: "I knew today, why bother in the beginning?" ”

Gui Kaifu didn't speak, and after a while, he said to himself: "Jin'er, this child, was also born on October 27. ”

Fang Xiaoxiao didn't understand what he meant: "What about October 27?" ”

Gui Kaifu didn't answer, and slowly walked back to the Awakening Garden with his hands behind his back.

Yan Baiwei was still sitting in the ruins.

In front of him were the golden house he sent, the comb, the arm-wrapped gold, the Jijiu sword, the four-color ceremony when he was engaged, and the brocade lotus-patterned jade pendant he gave her in the year he first met, and the brocade pendant that he later paired with him...... There are even two empty scrolls.

Even though the painting on it was burned, he knew that it was his picture of the Twin Eagle Goddess, and the other ...... It was when he first met, and he painted her singing while drunk.

He framed it all by hand.

She left everything he had given him.

Even the little "golden and jade relationship" that she carved with him was thrown away.

Only took Hai Dongqing away.

He never imagined that things would turn out like this.

For several days in a row, he did not eat, drink, or sleep, and just sat like this.

Ren and the others were about to go crazy, but no matter how much they persuaded him, he turned a deaf ear...... Renichi didn't know who to turn to for help.

Until Tang An came over, he said from afar: "Yan Shizi." ”

Renyi was angry at that time: "Li Yuan! What do you mean? ”

Tang An said calmly: "My name is Tang An, and my master is Tang Shijin, what's wrong with calling him Yan Shizi?" ”

Ren Yi was furious, "You ......"

But Yan Baiwei was called back to his spirit by Tang Shijin's three words.

He froze and said, "Stop." ”

His voice was hoarse, but it was the first time he had spoken in a few days.

Ren Yi stopped angrily, Tang An looked at him, and said quietly: "Yan Shizi, when our master left, he was heartbroken, but he also arranged more than 20 affairs for Lu Shao, involving all aspects of the Tang family and the God of Wealth City, none of which were missed...... And Yan Shizi is obviously the initiator, a dignified man, it has been more than four days since the incident, but he has been sitting here and has not done anything. ”

"Yan Shizi, the master and everyone are gone, what's the use of you doing this gesture? God of Wealth City didn't leave, Wujue Mountain Villa didn't leave, but Yan Shizi didn't do anything, did he want to force the master away first, and then ruin the master's hard work? ”

Yan Baiwei was stunned for a long time and smiled bitterly.

He stood up slowly, still tall and slender, but his legs didn't seem to bend.

He stood for a while, slowly picked up all the things on the ground into his arms, scattered and couldn't hold them, fell to the ground, he bent down again to pick them up, just folded his arms in embarrassment, and carried these things back to Ganyuan.

Ren and a few people, quickly pour the water, make the bed.

As a result, as soon as he lifted the pillow, Ren Yiqi said, "What is this?" ”

Yan Baiwei turned his head, his eyes frozen.

He rushed up a few steps and grabbed the thing.

It's a small ornament.

A pair of cute dolls, sitting on top of the rice liter, holding a golden persimmon in their hands.

The little lady, combing her flying bun and wearing a skirt full of embroidered sleeves, was kissing Na Langjun with her little mouth, who was wearing a carmine placket armor and a strap, with her eyes down and smiling, her expression was gentle, and her long eyelashes were drawn under her eyes.

One liter, one persimmon, one double,

A couple for a lifetime.

Yan Baiwei cried fiercely.

At this moment, he clearly understood that she had always been a man and a woman for him.

When he still treated her as a child, as a student, and as a daughter, she was already a man and a woman to him.

She called him eyelash essence, small waist essence, not that she didn't understand, she didn't just want to get close to him, she liked him and liked everything about him.

The more you care, the easier it becomes.

The more painful it is, the deeper it is hidden.

It's like back then, if he hadn't accidentally seen the gloom of the moment when she was talking to Xie Huaijin, he would have seen the inkstone remnants afterwards...... He wouldn't have noticed the knot in her heart at all, and probably never would have found out.

Because her whole performance was too relaxed and comfortable, she didn't show any clues.

Including feelings.

It's all hidden under the mouth and unintentional.,It's said every day.,It's like a joke.,As if it's never been serious.。

Including origin.

She kept silent, never mentioning it, as if she never cared.

But Chinese New Year's Eve night talk, he said "marry a wife and marry a virtuous", she vomited blood in the middle of the night, the old injury recurred, and confessed her last words......

She pushed him away, not because she didn't recognize him, but because she recognized him.

But when she was talking, she laughed and said deviant, "As long as you look good enough, it doesn't even matter if you are male or female."

Including at the beginning, when he said that he was responsible, she also arrogantly said, "No matter who he is, I naturally have a way to get it"......

Once she touches that point, she will be extraordinarily arrogant, extraordinarily outgoing, and repeatedly spit out amazing......

Obviously, as long as he cares a little, he can detect it, but he has not been vigilant.

His feelings for her have always been complicated, morbid, and full of strong possessiveness.

He doesn't want her to talk to anyone, he doesn't want her to be good to anyone, he wants her to always be the only one in her eyes, to be good to him alone, or even to talk to him alone.

He wanted her to be his treasure alone.

She really spoiled him.

I've always spoiled him so much, and I'm used to him.

He wanted to get engaged, but she was obviously not happy, but she agreed.

Why not?

Because from the very beginning, her heart was full of hidden worries.

She said, "The human heart is the most complicated thing in the world, and no one knows what will happen in the future. ”

He was stunned at the time, but he never thought that she would expect this scene at that time.

His love is to trap her in the golden house, seal the door, prevent contact, and not be discovered by anyone.

Her love is to help him soar to the clouds, help him recruit talents and build a city, and saddle the horse before and after, so as to avoid his worries.

The wife of the family and him are just a symbol, a screen, used to block the covetousness of outsiders to her, and all the high-sounding rhetoric is just to cover up his despicable and selfish thoughts...... All his best efforts to keep her were for himself, and he even went so far as to break her wings for this.

However, he did not think about it,

Every word he said at that time was a knife, stabbing her where it hurt the most.

No wonder she didn't want him anymore.

He deserved it.