"I don't hate, I even explained the ins and outs of it, so that I don't have any mind when I meet, in fact, engagement for me, is just a means of building near the water, I think I have been missing for so many years, maybe I won't come back, as long as I work hard, one day, Achen will see me, even if I can't see it, it doesn't matter, I'm still his best comrade-in-arms, the most tacit partner, such two people, there is a marriage as armor, even if the armor is fake, but after all, it is a community of interests, as long as it doesn't appear, I think that's a good life. ”

Xia Yangyang said: "But I appeared. ”

"After appearing, I feel that I have seen a lot of things clearly, Achen's apparent calm and the recovery of the wound are all pretended, I used to think that time may be able to heal everything, at least the wound can scab over, but, no, at that time, I knew that the wound in his heart was festering and bleeding, and it had never healed, so I couldn't trap him with a marriage that didn't exist at all, I chose to let go, even if I said before, if I can't get it completely, then I'll give up, I can't stand the never-ending quarrels, suspicions, and breakups between people, and I should live a decent life, so that I can get together and disperse. ”

Xia Yangyang smiled: "There are few people who can be as chic as Miss Xi." ”

Xi Zijun said: "If the two of us are happy like a fairy tale book from now on, I will automatically quit, but that's not the case, the pain brought to Ah Chen is even more than those four years, the longer I stay in him, the more I feel that we are really inappropriate, love between husband and wife is actually far from enough, my understanding of marriage is the combination of interests in all aspects, including feelings, mutual understanding, even if you don't speak, you know each other's needs, unconditional trust, not endless torture." ”

On this point, Xia Yangyang agrees with Xi Zijun's opinion.

She is with Gu Qichen, and there seems to be more pain than happiness.

She has become what she doesn't like, and so does Gu Qichen.

But where is the root cause?

It's not that it's not explained.

But the four-year separation has made them more cautious about each other.

There are many things that I obviously mind in my heart, but I still have to pretend to be generous.

After coming and going, those little things piled up, and finally became the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Speaking of which, it's not because of Gu Chaohan, nor because of Xi Zijun.

It's the mode of getting along between her and Gu Qichen.

Xi Zijun continued: "Miss Xia, I have explained everything that should be explained, the choice lies in, there is another point, I will not make any changes because of Miss Xia's choice, I will still stay by his side and help him ascend to the world, Achen is a shopping mall wizard, he should not be trapped in the quagmire by feelings, in this world, interests are always more stable than feelings, I will establish that relationship with Achen, if Miss Xia minds, then you might as well give up as soon as possible." ”

Xia Yangyang suddenly smiled: "Miss Xi graduated from a prestigious school, don't you know that this is intervening in other people's marriages?" If you know that I mind the intimacy of the relationship with Achen, you should avoid suspicion, it's not that if you don't go to bed, it's not called cheating, mental cheating is also cheating, even more uncomfortable than physical cheating, saying that you want to establish that relationship with Gu Qichen, but you still let me not mind, then if I really get with Gu Qichen one day, I told you, I don't want to destroy our relationship, but I slept with him, please don't mind, okay? ”