Xue'er sat there blankly, looking dumbfounded, at this moment she didn't know where she was?

She has always thought that she is the kind of person who can endure anything in order to survive, but she is really hard and tired.

It's been two lives, and I've been enduring it, what is the meaning of living? She kept asking herself, but she couldn't think of an answer.

If living is just to live, what is the difference between her and the walking dead?

Xuanyuan Mo wanted to stay outside the courtyard of Luoxue Xuan, he was worried that Xue'er would not be able to think of any accidents, but he hesitated, the imperial grandfather and the imperial grandmother were in the Youwang Mansion, and those servants, if he was too obvious, what would they think of Xue'er?

He clenched his fists tightly, his nails sank into the flesh, and drops of bright red blood fell, but he didn't know the pain at all, and turned around and walked towards the guest garden.

Downstairs, I didn't see the princess downstairs for a long time, I really didn't worry, I went upstairs to look for it, but I saw the princess standing under the eaves of the corridor with her back to them to enjoy the rain.

The slender and lonely back made several maids almost cry.

Just now, His Royal Highness left angrily, obviously because of something unpleasant with the princess, a few maids didn't dare to ask about the matter between the masters, and after thinking for a long time, Shixiu stepped forward and asked softly: "Princess, but do you want to continue to make clothes for the prince?" ”

Xue'er didn't look back, adjusted her mood and replied lightly: "I want to be quiet alone, and no one should disturb me." ”

Shixiu heard Xue'er's nasal voice, knew that she was in a bad mood, glanced at the other people, and replied respectfully, "No." ”

Several people quietly retreated, leaving Xue'er alone to stand upstairs.

She is not a reckless person, but at this moment, she is depressed in her heart, and it is difficult to calm the depression in her chest if she does not vent it.

Slowly went downstairs and came out of Luoxue Xuan, the roses inside and outside the courtyard wall were in full bloom, and the sudden rain did not make them wither, but they seemed to be bathing girls.

Xue'er smiled coldly, no matter how well the roses bloomed, they couldn't keep her lost love.

She is not a stubborn person, and she can't be ruthless, but Xuanyuan Che hurt her again and again, so that she finally understood that she and Xuanyuan Che had never been in love with each other from the beginning.

Those feelings were just her wishful thinking, and it was her innocence that buried her hard-won rebirth.

From now on, she lives only for herself and for her son.

stepped into the rain without looking back, letting the cold rain wet her body, only in this way could she extinguish the faint reluctance in her heart.

It was pitch black between heaven and earth, and I don't know when she had walked to the garden in the middle of the house, and found a tall tree to sit under the tree, the lush flowers and trees covered her body, looking at the sky, a trace of rain was like a knife, mercilessly stabbing her face, only the physical pain could relieve the pain in her heart.

I still remember that my grandmother died that year, it was also in such a rainy season, and it was also such a rainy day, she didn't know how to go forward, and her thoughts about her grandmother and confusion about the road ahead tormented her when she was still young.

That day the rain was pouring down, she staggered in the rain, I don't know how long she walked, she was tired and sat under a tree, looked up at the sky, and let the rain and tears roll down.

The next day, she was seriously ill and figured it out, and there was no one in this world who could accompany her to the end.

After that, she gathered her mind and began to plan for her future.

Now she also has to plan her future well, since she has decided to break off her relationship, she should no longer have nostalgia, and her life alone is not so terrible.

Loneliness can be filled with many things, and it doesn't necessarily have to be filled with love.

Chen'er is her own child, she can teach him, guide him, love him, love him, but she can't selfishly decide his life.

She just needs to be a good mother, accompany him to grow up, and give him love and care, which is enough.

Xuanyuan Che, who had already returned from Empress Taishang in the Wangxue Palace, stood in the attic and looked at the direction of Luoxue Xuan, at this moment, his anxious mood just now had calmed down, and he already knew that Xuanyuan Mo would also leave from Luoxue Xuan not long after he left.

Although he regretted his attitude towards Xue'er, he did not regret proposing to look at Xuanyuan indifferently.

The fourth brother covered it up well, but what the fourth brother did still couldn't reassure him. Only when the fourth brother marries a concubine and has his own children can it be proved that Xue'er is no longer important in the fourth brother's heart.

He admits that it is not Cher's fault that others like Cher.

He could tolerate Li Yunfan back then, and if he could tolerate Feng Junshan and save more money, he would be able to accommodate the fourth brother.

But he couldn't tolerate Xue'er's attitude towards the fourth brother, knowing that he was not at ease with her and the fourth brother, she still chatted with the fourth brother alone, regardless of his mood.

Xuanyuan Che blamed all this on his relationship with Xue'er who was too indulgent, Xue'er was his, he was alone, he would never allow others to covet his Xue'er, and he would not allow Xue'er to live in his heart, not even the slightest.

Back then, the queen mother was jealous, and she couldn't tolerate her father's concubines, so she often suppressed and often did things that made her father unable to come to power.

In order to balance, the father no longer favored his mother alone, and snubbed her for many years.

Later, it turned out that his father's approach was right, he Xuanyuan Che was not afraid of the dictatorship of his relatives, and the Dong family could not develop for decades.

But his father can't do it, because his favor for his mother at the beginning gave the Feng family a lot of say in the court and in the army, otherwise there would be no Changle in the future. To this day, the Feng family's power in the army still has a lot of influence.

In view of his father's original lesson, he must take precautions, if Chen'er really sits on the supreme position, Xue'er can't be as willful as she is now.

Xuanyuan Che's original intention was to sharpen Xue'er's temperament, but he forgot that to love someone is to tolerate everything about him, not to change that person.

The human heart cannot stand up to polishing at any time.

Life is like a white horse, no matter who you are, you want to live freely, as long as he is a kind person, you should not forcibly change him.

One flower and one world, if all the people in this world have the same temperament, then what is the meaning of this world?

"Mo Yi."

"No." Mo Yi flashed out.

"What is the princess doing?" Xuanyuan Che asked in a deep voice.

Mo Yi rolled his eyes behind him, but replied respectfully: "Mo Yi came, the princess stood alone in the attic for a long time, and then walked alone in the rain, and now I don't know where she is." ”

Xuanyuan Che frowned: "Why don't you follow a few poems?" What are they for? ”

Mo Yi rolled his eyes again: "The princess didn't allow it, saying that she wanted to be alone and quiet." ”

Xuanyuan Che's face was dark, and he said angrily: "You go down, the princess will tell the king when she comes back." ”

"No."