What was he afraid of......

It's a memory of the girl who was accidentally hurt when he finally escaped from the secret realm and was accidentally hurt because he was haunted by demons!

This is the deepest and deepest secret in his heart!

That was the only girl who had given him warmth and let him see light and hope in the Celestial Star Continent for so long......

That was the only friend he had at the time, the only friend who cared about himself and would treat him as a normal person!

At that time, he had already passed the secret realm and became the nominal head of the Ouyang family.

The old family owner's conspiracy succeeded, and he was busy preparing for the succession ceremony of the head of the family, so he naturally had no time to care about him.

No one knew that at that time, he was about to become the new head of the Ouyang family, and he was locked up in a cold and dark courtyard.

When he was seriously injured and hungry and cold, it was the little girl who secretly came to him with a stove and gave him a steamed bun with hot air through the gap in the courtyard door when he was about to faint from hunger......

"Little brother gave you this steamed bun, although there is only this one, but this is already secretly hidden by me, only in this way no one will find out, you eat it while it's hot......"

"You're welcome, little brother, we're friends! Friends are meant to help each other! ”

The little girl's crisp voice was still in my ears, but I could no longer hear her.

The little girl's father was a member of the side branch of the Ouyang family, not only a member of the side branch, but also a member of his father's family who had strongly opposed the youngest son of the old head of the Ouyang family to succeed to the position of head of the family.

Because of this incident, they were sent to the most barren and remote places after the youngest son of the old head of the Ouyang family succeeded to the throne.

Picking them up this time is just to make a show so as not to chew the root of the tongue behind the other side branches of the Ouyang family.

But in fact, his father's identity was already extremely humble in the Ouyang family.

It's just that she is the least favored daughter by her father's side......

Her father brought her to Ouyang's house because he knew that this trip was dangerous, and he couldn't bear to bring the rest of his family, so he directly took her to make up the numbers.

Just because of the succession of the former head of the family, his father offended the head of the family, so his situation in the Ouyang family at that time was already on thin ice, not to mention her unfavored daughter.

At that time, the Ouyang family was indeed a big family, but they were also full of disdain for these people in the side branches.

Her father had brought her to Ouyang's house so that she could bragging after she left, and she would raise her eyebrows in front of those who mocked them for being such humble as members of the Ouyang family.

But in fact, their life in the Ouyang family was not as good as in their own home......

In the incomparably snobbish Ouyang family, they are not even as good as their subordinates!

An ordinary steamed bun may really not be anything to others.

But Ouyang Yujin knew that if this steamed bun was given to herself, then this little girl would be hungry!

However, it was such a steamed bun that made Ouyang Yujin, who was already hungry and cold, regain a trace of strength.

He can't refuse this steamed bun because this steamed bun can save his life!

He wants to keep this life, live well, and avenge his mother!

If it weren't for the behavior of this little girl at that time, maybe he would have really starved to death in that broken yard.

Therefore, when Ouyang Yujin took the steamed bun at that time, he secretly swore in his heart that in the future, he would repay this little girl's kindness a hundredfold and a thousandfold!

Ouyang Yujin will never forget the cute and innocent smile of the little girl he saw through the crack in the door when she tried to hand him the steamed buns.

But it was such a simple, cute and kind little girl, but she lost her life because he couldn't control himself because of his demons!

No matter what he does to make up for it, that little girl with a smile like a flower will never come back after all......

She left this world and got rid of the ruthless family, but at the same time, she also stabbed Ouyang Yujin in the heart.

If he could, how he wished the dead were himself......

However, the little girl died after all, because he ......

He's dead......

was killed by his own hands!

For many years after that, Ouyang Yujin would keep dreaming of the little girl he killed every night.

She just smiled at herself as if nothing had happened......

But Ouyang Yujin knew that everything was irreparable!

The little girl saved his life by saving her own food because she was kind enough to save his life, but he killed her not long afterward.

If she had known all this, maybe that little girl wouldn't have been friends with her at all, and she wouldn't have wanted to save herself at all, right?

In fact, this is the reason why he didn't dare to touch his inner demon, so he could only suppress it for the time being, but he never dared to make up his mind to remove it.

And Ouyang Yujin didn't want to tell Chu Qianli about this matter for the time being......

In other words, Ouyang Yujin was afraid to tell Chu Qianli about this!

Once his only friend, the friend who helped him take care of him, was killed by him like this, even Ouyang Yujin himself couldn't forgive himself, not to mention what others would think of him?

Even though he was controlled by demons and lost himself, he didn't know what he had done.

But in the eyes of others, he was the one who did it, and he was the one who killed the little girl......

No one cares about those processes, no one cares if he is controlled by some demons.

Anyway, the result is the same, he killed an innocent and kind little girl with his own hands......

He cherished the relationship between himself and Chu Qianli, so he was especially afraid that when Chu Qianli knew everything, he would be afraid of him and alienate him......

Although he knew that Chu Qianli was not such a person, he just couldn't stop being afraid!

Seeing that Ouyang Yujin didn't speak, Chu Qianli looked at him thoughtfully and thought that he didn't have confidence in removing the demons in his heart!

Therefore, Chu Qianli took a deep breath and said as if he had made up his mind: "Brother Ouyang, do you know how I can see that there is a demon in your body? ”

Hearing Chu Qianli mention this problem, Ouyang Yujin tried to calm down before he asked curiously: "That's right!" I've thought I've been hiding it well for so many years, and no one has ever seen it, how the hell do you see it? ”

His inner demon has followed him for more than ten years, and he has been in contact with countless capable people in such a long time, but no one has ever seen his inner demon......

Chu Qianli's medical skills are indeed excellent, and Ouyang Yujin is noncommittal about this.

But his inner demon is no better than other diseases, as long as the inner demon does not attack on weekdays, he is no different from a normal person.

Even the high-ranking Dan Master he knew had never seen anything unusual about him.