Chapter 65: Regret
Su Mingyue found out for the first time that the best friend in his heart was so unreal, he didn't seem to know this person at all, and the kind-hearted and good-tempered Li Wen in his heart was completely different from what he imagined.
Su Mingyue listened to the shouting and scolding of his senior brothers and sisters, his eyes drooped, and he didn't know what to do. These so-called brothers and sisters usually look down on themselves and treat themselves badly, in fact, he doesn't particularly care about their life or death, what he cares about is that after these brothers and sisters have an accident, the master will be sad, and he still feels guilty about the master in his heart.
In the end, what he didn't expect was that in his eyes, the master who accepted apprentices just to take advantage of apprentices actually stood up at this time. He said that the apprentices' skills were all taught by him, and those apprentices actually had no ability, and he hoped that Li Wen could let his apprentices leave, and he would enter the palace to refine medicine for His Majesty.
Su Mingyue looked at the master in shock, after listening to the master's heavenly punishment before, he knew that it was impossible for the master to refine the elixir of life no matter what, so there was only one end for him to go, and that was to be executed by the emperor. He was trading his life for the lives of his apprentices.
At this moment, he realized that although the master often instructed them to do things, his love for each of their disciples was true and had not been adulterated at all, and when it came to life and death, the master was willing to protect the disciples and sacrifice his own life.
Su Mingyue couldn't hold back any longer, and walked to Li Wen's side to beg him to get up, just begging him to let go of his master. As long as he lets go of his master and lets him do anything, otherwise he will not let Li Wen go even if he dies.
Li Wen looked at Su Mingyue with deep eyes, his purpose was originally only Su Mingyue's master, just like his master said, the skills of these apprentices were all taught by his master, and with the master here, the value of those apprentices did not exist. He smiled and patted it, and told Su Mingyue not to be nervous, this is an opportunity to make great contributions, as long as the medicine is refined, he will be regarded as a national teacher by His Majesty, don't be so resistant.
So he happily ordered to release those disciples of Su Mingyue's master's sect, leaving only Su Mingyue's master and inviting him into the palace to refine medicine for His Majesty. It was only at this moment that Su Mingyue really realized that he seemed to have been deceived by Li Wen, Li Wen was not what he imagined at all, maybe he was using himself from the beginning.
Su Mingyue has no family affection since he was a child, and no senior brother or sister can look up to him, the only thing that makes him completely open his heart and treat him sincerely is Li Wen, even at this point, he knows that the other party has been lying to himself from the beginning and using himself, he is still unwilling to give up this friendship, and hopes to save this friendship.
He hoped to save this friendship and also hope to atone for his sins, so after the senior brothers and sisters were driven away by the master, he and the little junior sister followed the master to the palace of the king of Qin to see His Majesty the First Emperor.
Along the way, he felt very guilty, and he kept thinking about how to replace the master, let the master leave safely with his junior sister, and leave the guilt himself. It's not worth anything with your own life, and you must not let anything go wrong with your master and sister. But what he didn't expect was that after the master saw the First Emperor, he looked like a master outside the world, and he showed his hand very fairy, which made the First Emperor praise him, and even took him as a reward.
He knew that the master had always been very powerful, and it was not an exaggeration to say a word about the immortal means. Not long after, both the First Emperor and Prime Minister Li Si respected the master as an immortal. made Su Mingyue look staggering, not wanting his master to have such kung fu to fool people.
What he admired the most was that his master had spoken to His Majesty after refining the medicine for a period of time, saying that all medicines might not be able to refine the elixir of immortality, and he heard that there was an immortal island overseas, Penglai, and there was an immortal medicine on the island, and if he got the elixir, he might be able to refine the elixir of immortality. The First Emperor was overjoyed, so he ordered Master to lead all the monks to the sea in search of immortal medicine.
Su Mingyue's master recalled his disciples, took a few monks sent by the First Emperor to monitor him, and swaggered out to sea to find the immortal medicine of overseas immortal islands. Before the master left, he was going to leave with Su Mingyue, but Su Mingyue knew that the master would never come back after leaving, and when the time came, he would suffer the wrath of the first emperor if he stayed here.
But Su Mingyue didn't want to go, he still didn't want to give up his friendship with Li Wen, he wanted to work hard at the end, if Li Wen knew that he knew that the other party was using him, and he was willing to treat him as a friend, would he be a little moved? Will you really consider yourself a friend just like that?
The master was very disappointed in Su Mingyue, and did not persuade Su Mingyue again, and left with all the people. But Master's disappointment in him still made him feel very uncomfortable, and he didn't care about Master. But there are too many people that the master has to care about, but Li Wen was wholeheartedly good to him at the beginning, he was too lacking in love since he was a child, and he longed to get a single-minded relationship.
He returned to the mansion that the First Emperor had given to his master, thinking that he would have to stay here alone in the future, and he might die at any point. But what he didn't expect was that it didn't take long for him to find that Qingqing, the little junior sister who was supposed to have embarked on the road to Xiandao with his master, appeared in front of him.
She looked at Su Mingyue with a smile, and said that she knew that Senior Brother Mingyue had been afraid of loneliness since she was a child, and if she left Senior Brother alone, Senior Brother would definitely feel lonely, so she secretly stayed and accompanied Senior Brother, so that Senior Brother would not be sad.
At that time, Su Mingyue didn't like this little junior sister, the little junior sister was a collection of thousands of favors in the sect, although she was good to herself, but she made him feel that it was charity, it was not pure, and she was not bad for other senior brothers. Therefore, at that moment, although he was moved in his heart, he insisted on suppressing that emotion and did not show it.
After that, he didn't care too much about this little junior sister, but put all his thoughts on Li Wen, hoping to save his relationship with Li Wen. Although Li Wen was not as enthusiastic as he was at the beginning, he was also very polite and friendly, which gave him the illusion that he and Li Wen could go back to the beginning and be real good friends.
But who is Li Wen, the heir of the Li family, and the person who can be the prime minister is simple? He had already seen that Su Mingyue was a fool, and this fool dared to look at himself and speak ill of him, thinking how much he had been wronged in order to coax this idiot? He has long been eager to kill this kid to get angry, and being able to give him a good face is just to see that the other party still has use value.
Li Wen was annoyed by Su Mingyue during this time, and he saw Su Mingyue's master who hadn't seen Su Mingyue come back for a few months, so he had murderous intentions towards Su Mingyue. He was in contact with Su Mingyue during this time, and he also knew that his master's daughter stayed, and it was definitely enough to keep her daughter as a hostage. Su Mingyue can kill chickens and monkeys, and ask his daughter to bring a message to his master, telling him that if he doesn't come back, his daughter will die next.
Li Wen discussed the matter with his father and went to report to the first emperor. The First Emperor is old, and his desire for immortality is very urgent, and he is of course very happy to agree to Li Wen's method that can improve the efficiency of Master Su Mingyue, and also praised Li Siqi for his son to have the style of a father and can take the initiative to share his worries.
Li Wen directly took the evil Taoist priest to arrest Su Mingyue and Qingqing, said his request, and asked Qingqing to send a letter to her father, asking her father to improve his work efficiency and come back quickly, otherwise she would be the next to die.
Su Mingyue was taken to the place where he buried the whole village alive, Li Wen smiled and said, he killed so many people at the beginning, and now he is also dying here, it can be regarded as retribution, right?
Su Mingyue looked at Li Wen's smiling face with a dull gaze, it used to be like this, no matter how he lost his temper with Li Wen, no matter how vicious he said, Li Wen was like this with a smile on his face, as if he didn't know to be angry. Even when he buried the whole village alive, he looked at himself with a smile like this, and he didn't have any dislike for himself at all.
It turns out that all this is fake.....
Su Mingyue looked at Li Wen fixedly, this was the first time he believed in a person wholeheartedly, he had never had friends, no relatives, no brothers. He regarded Li Wen as his best friend, as a brother who was closer than his own brother, and even harmed his own teacher for him. But he was just a liar, and no matter how much he did, he didn't take it to heart.
Qingqing stood up at this time, stood in front of Su Mingyue, and firmly said that if he wanted to kill Senior Brother Mingyue, he would step on her corpse. Su Mingyue was stunned, he never knew that this little junior sister cared so much about himself, he always thought that the little junior sister was good to him, just using himself to help the master do things like the master.
On that day, the little junior sister of Qingqing fulfilled his promise, and Li Wen really stepped over the corpse of the little junior sister to kill himself. The little junior sister died in front of him like that, it became the memory he was most reluctant to touch, and it was also the memory he was most afraid of in advance, he kept that memory in the depths of his mind, not letting himself remember, until Li Xiruo stood firmly in front of him, like the junior sister at that moment.
Before he died, he finally understood that family affection, love, he was not without it. Master really treats him like a parent, and he cherishes every disciple under him like his own child. Senior Sister Qingqing looked at her eyes so affectionately before she died, it turned out that Senior Sister actually had him in her heart.
Those feelings were within his reach, but he didn't cherish them. It wasn't until Master was far away from Middle-earth and across the ocean that his little sister died in front of him that he came to his senses, but what was the use? Man and earth cannot be resurrected, those people are gone, what is the point of his life?
When Li Wen harmed him, he didn't resist, the master left, and the junior sister died, what is the point of him living? He didn't resist, but looked at Li Wen resentfully, if he had the opportunity, he would let Li Wen never be able to live forever.