The past is in sight
"I, I want to ask my classmates if you know where Su Jin is?"
Li Xin didn't expect Cheng Yi to hesitate for a long time, and finally asked this question.
Li Xin slowed down for a long time before he came back to his senses, opened the door at the moment, stood in front of Cheng Yi, squinted, and looked at him from head to toe.
Then he asked with doubts: "Are you looking for Su Jin?" What are you looking for her for?"
Feeling Li Xin's gaze, Cheng Yi lowered his eyes a little crampedly, the expression on his face did not change, and replied softly: "I just want to say thank you to her." ”
Thank?
Li Xin frowned when he listened, thinking of Cheng Yi's series of operations, Li Xin only felt confused, "So, you have been walking through here every day recently, just to find Su Jin and thank her?" ”
What kind of deception is this?
Cheng Yi also felt as if something was wrong, and said thank you, but he was just forced by Li Xin's question, and he answered it as quickly as he could think of in his heart.
Because apart from thanking, Cheng Yi couldn't find a point that could connect him with Su Jin.
After Li Xin saw Cheng Yi nodding a little silently, he also slightly restrained his expression that was too surprised just now.
Cheng Yi in front of him looked very young, and there was a little silence and introverted, which was connected with Su Jin's unruly and casual appearance, and at first glance he was a person from two worlds.
But now that these two people don't know when they actually intersected, Li Xin is now more and more curious.
"Oh..."Li Xin raised his eyebrows, and nodded matter-of-fact as he spoke, "Okay, I know, but she's not at school recently, and I'll tell her when she comes back." ”
said and smiled at Cheng Yi, turned around and was about to leave, Cheng Yi didn't make a move, only to see Li Xin suddenly stop, turned around and looked at Cheng Yi again, with a slight imperceptible smile in his eyes, and said in a subtle tone: "After thinking about it, I think it's better for you to go and tell her in person, so as to show your sincerity more, isn't it?" ”
Hearing this, Cheng Yi's eyes lit up slightly for a moment, although it was fleeting, it was still noticed by Li Xin.
Slightly curled her lips, she secretly thought that there must be something between these two that she didn't know.
Later, after Cheng Yi left, Li Xin turned around and took out his mobile phone, looked at Su Jin, who had never replied, and happily sent a few more photos of Cheng Yi, and finally attached a text,
Comrade Su Jin, who is brave and helpful, your little comrade has come to report and hope to return as soon as possible.
……
In other words, the atmosphere on Su Jin's side has not eased so much.
Su Jin looked at one after another that was extremely picky by Teacher Shen, threw the waste paper on the ground, stood aside silently, and watched quietly.
She has been accustomed to this kind of scene in the past few days, and she already has a deep understanding of this person's style of behavior, Su Jin.
Concise and to the point, crisp and neat, not dragging mud and water, revealing a coldness and impersonal coldness.
If a person with a little fragility becomes a student of this person, in the face of such a blow, I am afraid that there are few people like Su Jin, standing aside without changing their faces, and after she finished throwing it away, she quickly picked up the drawing paper on the ground, and sat back in her position as if nothing happened, and continued to draw the next one.
Su Jin, who has always been keen, can naturally feel that this person has vaguely revealed his dislike for himself since they first met, and Su Jin has no clue what the specific reason is.
And Su Jin didn't take the initiative to speak, that person was also cold, and there were very few conversations between the two throughout the whole process, so in the repeated process of painting and throwing, a large part of time gradually passed.
And this day is already the last few days near the end, Su Jin handed the painting to Mr. Shen as usual, thinking that she would throw it on the ground again as usual, Su Jin was ready to pick it up.
But this time, the man took the painting into his hand, but he just watched it quietly, and did not throw it away again.
"You should know I don't like you." Teacher Shen looked at the painting in his hand and suddenly spoke.
Su Jin glanced at her when she heard this, and before she could respond, she was heard continuing to herself: "Your mother used to be my student, and although I haven't taught her for too long, she is the most spiritual and talented painter I have ever seen. ”
Saying that, her eyebrows and eyes rarely softened slightly, "Including me, how many people once thought that such an amazing genius must have a bright future." ”
Her tone gradually deepened, her eyes were filled with regret, and then she looked at the silent Su Jin, her tone was a little regretful, "It's a pity that her ending was beyond everyone's expectations, only regrettable." ”
Su Jin listened quietly, in fact, it was not the first time she had heard these words, and the impact on her mother was only the white sheets, the locked door, and the woman's shallow humming voice.
has heard too much about her mother's deeds, and every time Su Jin hears it, she will only be proud that she is Su Biyun's daughter, and on the other hand, she will dislike herself more deeply.
Because everyone knows that the harmful Su Biyun fell from the altar because of an unidentified man, and Su Jin is the proof of all this.
An unknown child with that man's blood on it, an existence that should have disappeared from the beginning.
Teacher Shen seemed to sigh and raised his eyes to look at Su Jin's eyebrows, "It's a pity that you don't look like your mother, I think most of you still look like your father." ”
This is the first time that someone has mentioned the existence of that man in front of Su Jin so naturally, and has given him the title of father.
Su Jin frowned a little uncomfortably when she heard such unfamiliar words, and said coldly, "I don't have a father." ”
Listening to such childish words, Teacher Shen, who was nearly half a hundred years old, couldn't help but smile slightly, and said in a rare calm tone: "At the beginning, I was a little uncontrollable because of your father's existence, and I deliberately snubbed you, but now that I think about it, I was still narrow-minded for a while. ”
Su Jin was a little puzzled.
Teacher Shen turned his eyes to look into the distance, his eyes were profound, "Thinking about your mother's personality, she has always been quiet and prefers to be alone, and she is also alienated and indifferent when she interacts with people, always isolating people from a certain boundary. Your father was able to come into her heart and give birth to you, and I don't think that person would be as bad as the rumors had been. ”
"So son, what is the truth of some facts, if you really want that answer, put aside all the words that may affect you, and follow your own heart, your own eyes."
Hearing this, Su Jin only felt incredulous, Su Jin, who had grown up with all kinds of bad remarks about that man since she was a child, heard this completely different expression for the first time, and almost reshaped her cognition.
The image of the man in her mind, she had a new idea at this moment.
Then, the subtle flame that gradually ignited in her heart, with continuous conjecture, faintly had the potential to burn the prairie fire.
Teacher Shen looked down at the painting in his hand, and said with some sighs: "As I expected, you do have the same talent as your mother. ”
It felt like she was recognized, and Su Jin listened a little nervously.
"Actually, your first painting has already met my requirements, and the reason why I took great pains to bring you here and guide you is on the one hand, in fact, the most important thing is to let you meditate."
"It's been too long since you've held a paintbrush in your hand, and your heart is a little impetuous."
Su Jin pursed her lips, she knew what Teacher Shen's words meant. She hadn't held a paintbrush for a long time, and now that she had been allowed to do so, she naturally wanted to be eager to get results, to be recognized, to prove herself.
"But during this time, I'm already very satisfied with your performance." Teacher Shen said lightly, she looked at Su Jin, as if for a moment she saw Su Biyun, who was beautiful and gentle back then.
She stretched out her hand and patted Su Jin's shoulder, sighed, and said to Su Jin in a serious tone: "I hope that when others mention you to me in the future, the title you will be called will no longer be Su Biyun's daughter, with the prefix of anyone, but your own name, Su Jin." ”
The tone was full of expectation and recognition, and Su Jin felt a fever in her heart.
Be herself?
Su Jin nodded solemnly, and also responded with a sense of promise, "I will do it, teacher." ”
After that, Su Jin did it, but the time was a little too long, too long.
Rolling red dust, they are just a drop in the ocean, how could they expect the impermanence behind them, things are not people.