Cause and Effect (2nd Update)
Cheng Yi carried his schoolbag and sat quietly under the big tree, with students coming and going in front of him, looking over from time to time.
Cheng Yi didn't pay attention to these, he just looked quietly in the direction in front of him from beginning to end.
When Su Jin and Li Xin walked over, they happened to meet Cheng Yi's gaze, and the young man who came over obviously had his eyes lit up for a moment, and when he stood up and was about to walk towards them, Cheng Yi saw Su Jin walking past him as if he didn't see him.
Li Xin saw him, but after only glancing at him, he quickly followed Su Jin away.
Cheng Yi froze in place, a trace of injury flashed in his eyes, but more of it was puzzled.
"Hey, Su Jin, wouldn't it be nice for us to do this?" Li Xin walked in front, and swept to Cheng Yi, who was left behind by them, and asked a little cautiously.
Su Jin didn't speak, she walked straight, her eyes were heavy, and the hand in her pocket was clenched tightly, "Have you forgotten what I said last time?" ”
Li Xin was silent, she knew very well how proud Su Jin was, for those gossips, in fact, she had never taken it to heart for so many years, but since she was with Cheng Yi, she subconsciously put herself in a position that she never recognized.
"But......" Li Xin was about to speak, when he saw Su Jin, who was walking next to him, stop suddenly, and after being silent for a while, he turned to her and said, "You go first." ”
After saying that, he quickly turned around and ran back.
Li Xin looked at Su Jin's back from behind and shook his head.
These two people, now she is becoming more and more incomprehensible.
………
Cheng Yi walked slowly on the road alone, in fact, he originally planned to catch up with Su Jin, but when he thought of the indifferent look that Su Jin looked at him just now, he couldn't help but stop, held his breath, and turned his head in another direction quite hard.
In fact, even if he was sluggish during this time, he felt something strange.
Su Jin would only smile at him when there were few people, and once there were more people, Su Jin would change to the expression he had just now.
Cheng Yi's feelings are hot and straightforward, without a trace of concealment, and as the feelings get stronger, the eyes of love will only become more and more obvious.
In fact, as long as someone with a little heart pays a little attention, they will find that something is wrong between the two.
But no one would have linked the two of them together, because no one would have thought that these two people who were very different from each other would actually be together.
And how could Su Jin not understand this kind of thought, and even said that she understood it better than anyone else.
The more I like it, the more careful and caring I become.
But Cheng Yi doesn't understand these, he just simply likes a person, he simply wants to stay with her, and he can speak freely in the unrelated and lively or silent crowd, and it has always been.
That's why this time he chose to wait for him on a whim in the crowd of people.
Unfortunately, the result was not satisfactory.
This relationship turned the originally flamboyant and wanton person into a cautious, but the originally shy and introverted person was unexpectedly bold and straightforward.
Change or change, nothing outside the column is just for the sake of another person.
……
Su Jin frowned and walked down the street, his eyes swept over the backs one by one, but none of them were Cheng Yi.
Thinking of the eyes that the young man saw just now, from full of joy to gloomy and lonely, Su Jin's heart couldn't help but tighten, thinking that he was about to walk over in a moment just now, but after feeling the gaze of others, he couldn't help but change his direction again.
Su Jin, Su Jin, when did you become so forward-looking, it's really wasteful.
With a low scolding, the anxious look between Su Jin's eyebrows became more and more obvious, and she quickened her pace and walked forward.
……
And Cheng Yi was walking aimlessly, he held his breath and walked aimlessly, and now after calming down a little, bursts of remorse came out like that.
He rarely gets angry, and he has never acted so willfully, Xie Su is strong, he has long been accustomed to letting it go, which is the best way to protect himself.
Now that he has such a willful and angry move, in fact, behind it is nothing more than relying on Su Jin's indulgence towards him.
In his subconscious, he had already been deeply convinced that Su Jin would not leave him.
Thinking of Su Jin's indifferent gaze just now, he hesitated a little again, what if, what if Su Jin didn't like him anymore?
This is a problem that he has never thought about before, and the consequence of letting it go is that in this emotional situation, it will always be Su Jin who leads him forward, and he just needs to get used to it and wait.
Su Jin will teach him anyway.
But if so, what if Su Jin is unwilling?
Cheng Yi stopped, too much uncertainty suddenly appeared in his heart, he needed to see Su Jin immediately, immediately.
Only by staying by her side will he have a slight sense of stability.
Cheng Yi turned around, raised his feet and was about to walk back, when suddenly a black Bentley drove over and stopped in front of him.
Cheng Yi looked at the familiar car, his eyelashes trembled slightly, his face instantly turned pale, and his feet unconsciously took a step back.
Sure enough, a man in a black suit got down from the co-pilot, like a sculpture, and said expressionlessly: "Young master, madam, please go home." ”
When Su Jin just walked here, he saw Cheng Yi follow a man with a pale face and get into the car.
The car drove past her, the window of the back seat gradually rose, Su Jin clearly saw Cheng Yi's expression, and her gray eyes seemed to return to the loneliness and silence when they first met, and they were about to be isolated from the world.
At the last moment, Cheng Yi raised his eyes and saw Su Jin not far away, the silence in his eyes was instantly dissipated, but for some reason, Cheng Yi slowly withdrew his gaze.
The window closed, and the car quickly drove past Su Jin's eyes, and the wind blew Su Jin's short hair.
"What's the matter?" Inside the car, he seemed to feel the sudden movement of the young man, Xie Jin looked at Cheng Yi's line of sight expressionlessly, but he didn't see anything.
"It's fine." Cheng Yi lowered his eyes, his tone was a little cold, Xie Jin didn't react, after retracting his gaze, he still sat straight, motionless, like a real sculpture, once he quieted down, he almost couldn't feel the breath of this person.
Cheng Yi sat quietly with a cold face, for the Xie family, for Xie Su, he was afraid and longing, and for Xie Xingxu, he respected and loved him, but for this Xie Jin, he always had a subconscious resistance.
This person has been working behind Xie Xingxu all the year round, silent, and his whereabouts are ghostly, like a person who is born to survive in the shadows, and during the time that Cheng Yi was "raised" by Xie Su in those years, the person responsible for taking care of him was Xie Jin.
Cheng Yi subconsciously didn't want Xie Jin to find out about Su Jin's existence, and he didn't know what the reason for this subconscious action was.
It's just a subconscious defense, guarding against Xie Jin, guarding against Xie Su, and guarding against Xie Xingxu.
…
The car drove fast, and the people in the car were silent one after another, and the atmosphere was dull and depressing.
No one noticed a motorcycle behind the car's rearview mirror.
The roar of the car was obvious, Su Jin stared at the car in front of her tightly through the eyes of the helmet, and Li Hai's nervous voice came from the earphones in her ears, "Sister Su, my car has just been maintained, you old man must take care of it......"
Li Hai just now was originally planning to ride his car, wandering around the school and pretending to be forced to see if he could make an appointment with a young lady, but he saw Su Jin from a distance, so he raised his hand and greeted Su Jin happily.
Su Jin stood in place with a cold face, then looked at Li Hai, his eyes paused in Li Hai's car for a moment, and he walked over, before Li Hai could react, he was driven down from the car by Su Jin, took his helmet and put it on, and quickly started the car and drove forward.
Only the exhaust gas of Lehi's nose, which was still stunned in place.
…
Su Jin ignored the noise in his ears. She looked at the car in front of her, her eyes sank, she saw Cheng Yi's expression just now very clearly, obviously so obviously happy, but as if she was worried about something, she quickly withdrew her gaze and stopped looking at her.
What do you need to be afraid of not looking at her?
knew that Cheng Yi might have chosen to avoid it for some reason, maybe for her good, but she was still irritable for no reason.
Su Jin remembered that she hadn't been the same to Cheng Yi before? is also for his good reasons, the same choice to turn a blind eye, but at best it is her own thoughts, and she never thinks about Cheng Yi's feelings.
Self-righteous for his good, unconsciously became a disguised injury.
And now this feeling Su Jin quickly felt.
It's really sad.
The car in front seemed to be speeding up, Su Jin pursed her lips, and her subordinates couldn't help but speed up and followed closely.
……
The car drove for a while and soon stopped in front of Cheng's house.
Cheng Yi got out of the car and looked at the floor in front of him, but he was separated by a few months, and when he came back here, he actually felt like a world away.
The building in front of you is tall and majestic, and it exudes a sense of sophistication from the inside out.
Cheng Yi walked in behind Xie Jin with an expressionless face.
For here, Cheng Yi can even go anywhere he wants with his eyes closed, because no one has stayed here longer and longer than him.
Over the years, the building had almost melted into his life, and it had imprisoned all of him.
…
Su Jin stood quietly in the distance, watching Cheng Yi follow the man into the tall building, raising his eyes, and scanning the surroundings, almost every corner was covered with surveillance.
Although there are many families, including the Su family, there is surveillance outside the house, which is not unusual. But compared with the Cheng family, the degree of tightness is a little weird.
Especially some people who are not facing the critical position, but are abnormally illuminated in Cheng's house, they can't help but give people an illusion.
These may not be to prevent the restless and well-meaning from sneaking in, but to prevent the people inside from sneaking out.
Suddenly recalled the rumors about the Cheng family that he had heard before, the young master who had never shown up, and thought of what Cheng Yi had said before, his mother didn't like him to go out.
Su Jin raised her eyes, her gaze was firmly fixed in the direction of the Cheng family, and some unbelievable thought suddenly sprouted in her heart.
If it was really as she thought, Su Jin suddenly didn't dare to think about it anymore.
Compared with Su Jin's turbulent waves and impatience, Cheng Yi seemed much calmer, but compared to calm, it was more like a lake of stagnant water.
can't set off a trace of waves, death-like wood.
Xie Su was wearing a long black dress, sitting lazily on the sofa, looking fixedly at the young man walking behind Xie Jin.
Her memory of Cheng Yi is actually not very clear, perhaps for some reason, when Xie Su faces this child, she will always subconsciously avoid the focus of her gaze and try not to look at Cheng Yi's appearance.
The only thing I remember is the memory of the child calling her mother softly without crying or making trouble every time she was angry.
Weakness and ignorance, being controlled by others, is all Xie Su's positioning for Cheng Yi.
Now that a few months have passed, there seems to be something different about the children in front of me. The figure is taller, and the sickly pale that has not seen the sun for many years seems to have a little blood, and the contours of the eyebrows and eyes are more distinct.
Really, really like that person.
As if touching something, Xie Su retracted his gaze without a trace, and said lazily: "Why, how long have you been outside, and you don't even speak?" ”
Cheng Yi stood in front of Xie Su, habitually lowered his eyes, did not dare to look, and called in a low voice: "Mother." ”
The voice was soft, with the same cowardice as ever, Xie Su was satisfied with what she heard, this child was taught by her, and no one knew what her nature was like better than her.
A caged bird, even if it temporarily flies out of the cage, a bird that will not forage for food is destined to fly not far.
Those old guys are still trying to put their chips on this "pet" that she has carefully raised, which is really ridiculous.
Xie Su looked satisfied, looking like he was winning, but he didn't notice the young man in front of him who was always lowering his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and his expression was uncertain.
He has his own password, and that is Su Jin. And the best way to protect these passwords is to decorate them with disguises and lies.
Void and wrong, although Cheng Yi's thought at that time did not understand this word very well, the body had perfectly completed the full meaning of the word.
So much so that after he understood the meaning of this word, he achieved the ultimate in the unity of body and mind.
Xie Su has been cautious for half her life, how many roads have been walked on the tip of the knife, I am afraid that she would never have thought that the person who finally ended her last journey was the young man in front of her who seemed to have no trace of aggression, quiet and gentle, Zhilan Yushu, and low eyebrows.
Cheng Yi has a secret, Su Jin is his weakness, and it is also the switch of all his evil thoughts, and Xie Su, the last thing that should and cannot be touched is Su Jin.
Dragons have reverse scales, and if they touch it, they will die.
A wolf that has been deliberately domesticated into a dog, no matter how docile it is, the wolf nature of the bones is still difficult to change, and once the slightest smell of blood is smelled in the future, all the potential factors will be stimulated.
Good and evil in the world, black and white, are originally the same source of water, clear and turbid, good and evil, and there will be a time when they will flow together.
There is no absolute black and white, and there is no absolute goodness.
Obviously, Xie Su just ignored this problem, or rather, she didn't take Cheng Yi to heart from the beginning.
The road is long, there will be a return, all kinds of causes and effects, and there will be a reward.
Someone has to pay for the bloody debts.