The crackling lightning quickly tore through the twilight, followed by a rumbling thunder.

The wind in the attic became more raging, the beaded curtains rattled, and the hanging ornaments under them clanged crisply.

The clothes on the two people were blown up by the wind, and one black and one white were so obvious.

The candle flame in the octagonal palace lamp was clearly extinguished, reflecting on the cheeks of the two people, and if you don't look carefully, you can't see the expressions of the two people clearly.

"The mountain rain is coming, the wind is full of buildings", Xue'er only thought of this sentence at the moment.

She slowly drank her glass of wine, and then spoke: "The fourth brother is not big, in my opinion, he is just like me, he is a child.

It's okay to play with a child's temper. ”

She sighed deeply, and the smile on her face disappeared: "Actually, who doesn't live hard?"

The people have the sufferings of the people, the scholars have the sufferings of the scholars, the officials have the sufferings of being officials, and there are the sufferings of today...... Everyone is struggling in this mortal world just to live better! ”

What the people are worried about is three meals a day, and the food and clothing of the family.

What the scholar worries about is his own future and his reputation.

What officials are worried about is their career and the stability of their rule.

What worries about the world today is the suffering of the people of the world......

No one can be smooth all their lives, and they can be happy forever.

"Is the sister-in-law worried about the county duchess?" Xuanyuan Mo couldn't see that Xue'er was unhappy, every time he saw Xue'er unhappy, he wanted to give her the best thing in the world and win her smile.

Xue'er nodded, and shook her head again: "Mother's illness can't drag on for long!" ”

"Isn't it possible to delay it for two or three years?" Xuanyuan Mo asked in surprise.

"The suicide of the second aunt made her condition worse, and then her grandfather died, and her mother lost half her life, and Imperial Doctor Li has nothing to do, at most it will be a month!" Cher explained.

"I see."

"Therefore, everyone's life is not easy, relatively compared, you and I are very happy, don't worry so much!" Xue'er is not a person who likes to be sad and sad, these words are to comfort Xuanyuan Mo and comfort herself.

"Well, sister-in-law is right, let's drink!" Xuanyuan Mo filled himself again, raised his wine glass and drank it with Xue'er.

He didn't want Cher to continue to worry about her mother, Cher had lost a lot of weight, and he could see it clearly.

"Crackling...... "The dark night was like an angry lion, roaring to the earth, and the rain was pouring down.......

Eight years have passed in a hurry, Xue'er has been here for eight years, and she has been with Dong Changhe's family for eight years, how many eight years can there be in her life?

Cher cherishes the time she spends with them, after all, it was their family who gave Cher what she had dreamed of in her previous life.

Although there is hard work, calculation, complaint, and pain...... How can there be no joy, no happiness, no nostalgia in it?

Compared with Dong Changhe, the Yun family is a fairly simple person, whether she likes or dislikes a person is shown on her face, she will not be inconsistent with what she is looking for, she will not pretend, and she will not be a yin person behind her back.

She is like a gust of wind and a rain, coming and going fast.

She loves Dong Changhe and is obsessed, she loves her two sons out of instinct, and her feelings for Xue'er are complicated, mixed with too many things.

For example, the inherent patriarchal concept; It's better to say it in an ethereal fate; For example, the anger of being childless for many years; such as jealousy of Cher's appearance and talent; For example, the guilt of not being able to treat it wholeheartedly; For example, the compromise of using Cher to achieve the goal......

But even with so many emotions, it is not that there is not a trace of maternal love that has not been given to Xue'er.

Xue'er has Xue'er's torment, why hasn't the Yun family suffered?

People are such contradictions, and what they can't control is always their own hearts.

Tasting the wine in her mouth, Xue'er thought a lot, and those rights and wrongs turned into reluctance to the Yun family and regret for her imminent death......

After a glass of wine, Xue'er's thoughts were also infected by the sudden heavy rain and emotions, and her face couldn't help but bring a lonely look.

She has always had her own principles of doing things, just like now.

Yun gave her a mother's love that she never had, and at this time she had forgotten about Yun's badness, and all she remembered was her kindness to herself.

She told herself in her heart that she would spend the rest of her life treating her two younger brothers well and teaching them to become talents, not for calculation, not for backing, not for the love of sisters and brothers connected by blood, just for the unfulfilled wish of the Yun family, to repay the maternal love she has received in the past eight years.

The wind lifted her clothes and ruffled her hair, but it could not blow away her heart that sought true love.

"Little sister-in-law, do you really never have hatred in your heart?" Xuanyuan Mo was a little drunk, knowing what the loneliness on Xue'er's face was for, he couldn't help but ask curiously.

"Yes, but I've forgiven."

"Is it really so easy to forgive?" Xuanyuan Che also had hatred in his heart, he felt that he and Xue'er were fellow travelers.

Xue'er's parents were partial, and they used to treat her like that, but his own father was not like this, he also hated, hated his father for giving birth to him, but ignored his feelings so much.

He didn't believe that a person could say words of forgiveness after going through so much.

"To forgive others is to forgive oneself.

People only have dozens of springs and autumns in this life, and if they have been living with burdens, it will be too tiring!

To be kind to yourself and learn to forgive is to be responsible for yourself.

Happiness is difficult to say, simple is simple, difficult is difficult because it is not easy to grasp, simple is simple because it is everywhere, but we all ignore its existence.

For example, a small grass that breaks through the ground, such as a budding wildflower, and a word of care...... If you feel it with your heart, it's actually there all the time.

It's a lifetime to be happy, and it's a lifetime to be unhappy, so why not let yourself live more freely? ”

Xuanyuan Mo read Xue'er's words attentively and found that what she said was not unreasonable.

Forgiveness? He can do it, and when he gets to this point, what else can he care about?

"Little sister-in-law, I always feel that you are very complicated, but you live a simple life, such a contradictory you impress me." What he wants to say is: This kind of you makes me want to stop, but it's a pity that you didn't give me a chance, otherwise I would love you with all my life!

"In this world, there is yin and yang, there is good and evil, there is grace and hatred, only in one thought!"

The heavy rain outside the attic was still falling, and the raindrops under the eaves of the porch were falling in strings, and no other sound could be heard between heaven and earth except the sound of rain.