Talking to Shao Baige (2)

"I don't think you want the same as others. ”

Bei Bei was still meditating with her head down, she didn't answer for a long time, and after listening to him, she suddenly looked up at Shao Baige. The young master's face is always calm, and the gray in his eyes is waiting for her to fall into the net.

"Everybody thinks differently than everyone else. ”

She was uncomfortable, and reluctantly said, don't turn your face, it's hypocritical. This seems to be Shao Baige's favorite answer, he twitched the corners of his mouth slightly, the white stubble became sparse, at this moment he showed rare joy, the expression seemed to be sincere, like happy.

"I always felt that my heart was Junni, and I should be with her, until I saw you, I realized that women's human nature is also complicated. ”

Bei Bei was stimulated by his words, she laughed out loud, turned around, supported the dark red table of the boss's desk with both hands, and leaned forward, as if this was the only way to see him most clearly, her beautiful big eyes were full of jokes, looking directly at the man who seemed to have just subverted the world view and said: "What a miraculous discovery! Aren't women human? Human nature is complicated." ”

Shao Baige thought about it, and fixed a decent smile on his face, he said: "Yes! I always thought that women were simple and needed men to help them choose life, it seems to be my problem, women are also people, it is impossible not to have the same complex heart as men." The marriage relationship is far simpler than a woman's heart. ”

"What are you talking about?" That was Shao Baige's monologue, Bei Bei didn't seem to like it very much, she felt that it was a strange question, women's hearts are complicated, don't all men know? Bei Bei had a very bad feeling, as if the secret in her heart had been spied on, she didn't believe that men didn't know: "Do you want to say why women seem to be innocent in their hearts?"

"Because men like women who are simple and easy to control, everyone is disguising themselves. "No one can face themselves naked, stripped of themselves, and they don't even need to be shown to someone to identify them. Bei Bei knew that he was talking about Junni, Shao Baige's gray eyes were always unable to see clearly, but Bei Bei knew what was hidden there, it didn't just belong to him, and that words didn't sound all Junni to her.

"What's wrong with Junni?"

"It has nothing to do with her, I'm married, and you have to help me with the wedding. ”

"Why don't you let Sun Ning help you. ”

"I'm not familiar with her. ”

"Then you marry her?"

"Because it's a good deal. ”

"What about Junni?"

"I don't know. ”

"Broken threads?"

"I don't know. ”

"Oh!" Bei Bei let out a meaningful oh and smiled.

You and I don't have to think too much, and finally stopped, Bei Bei didn't ask, Shao Baige was afraid that he was thinking about something, and he was a little distracted. He thought too painfully, as if he wanted to escape, so he hurriedly said a casual question, he said, "What kind of wedding do women like?" ”

What a stupid excuse, Shao Baige realized it as soon as he came out, he suddenly broke it, tilted his head and gave up, and then said, "It's nothing." He opened the notebook casually, as if deliberately changing the topic, as if he wanted to say something: "Beibei, I think you are an unsatisfying woman, what you want is not something you can afford with money or nothing, nor is it the so-called security of ordinary women, haven't you thought about what you want?"

"Junni wants a sense of security?"

"Say you. Do you want Peng Cheng?"

The original intention of all the questions, Bei Bei probably forgot it a long time ago, she was stunned, what did she want, it seemed that only when Peng Cheng seriously talked about the future, she would suddenly think of it, but it was obviously very uncomfortable, so she hurriedly threw it away, and even threw Peng Cheng and his ideas for the future away.

"Sun Ning told me what she wanted, and I found out that what she wanted was for me to give her a marriage, she seemed very simple, but it may not be simple. Shao Baige was a little dazed, so confused that he was thinking about something again, he lowered his head slightly, the sun had already sunburned on the table, and on his black hair, a white flower was shiny. After a while, he became more and more determined, and he raised his head, so aggressive, that he understood something.

"Enough, what are you thinking in your head? There is no such thing as a simple woman, human nature is complex, self-interested, and because of self-interest, you will do wrong things and hurt others, which is worth understanding. What the hell happened to you and Junni?"

"Beibei, are you living an easy life?" Shao Baige really found her problem from the chaos, but it seemed to be based on the fact that he was also evading.

"No one lives really easy. Bebe was enraged by the stress of all the questions in tandem, and she began to get irritable, and that irritability came from her head, the noise of all the questions coming together. This is a terrible problem that everyone is trapped in, because the selfishness of the heart and the inferiority that may be very little and so little are the weaknesses that life has given us that are difficult to abandon, and the result of the long-standing struggle against the concept of right and wrong, no one dares to expose themselves.

"Then why not simply live?"

"Living simply means giving up part of my self-worth, this is not to say that I can give up subjectively, people's inner demands can not be completely obeyed by reason, ancient women can't do it, how can it be in modern times. You are doing this machismo, so why do you men live complicated and dirty, but you want women to be like a clear and jade radish, as bright as the outside? Any exchange of interests must be abandoned, and it only depends on whether you are willing to give it up. ”

After Bei Bei finished speaking, he seemed to be empty in his heart, and he was so tired that he breathed a sigh of relief. She was incoherent, the theories before and after were not smooth, and the connection in between was probably only understood by herself. She didn't dissect herself, she thought that Shao Baige probably couldn't see the most hidden secret in her heart! In order to cover up that, she even kept herself in the dark, and suddenly, she felt that something was not clear, so she hurriedly added it, I don't know why she always felt that there was a loophole, and she said: "Also, do you think I don't have an easy life? Why?"

"You think easy is easy, I just think that maybe you know what you need, you will live more comfortably, you will be less struggling, and you will let others know how to please you. ”

"Do you think Peng Cheng knows what I need?" this is her most real question, I don't know why she thinks he knows her weaknesses, she is slandered by her own problems, she used to think that she was so reasonable, but now things are wandering.

"I think it's hard for anyone to know what you need. ”

This answer was obviously very surprised by the two of them, they suddenly raised their eyes and looked at each other, trying to figure out what each other thought, and their own, Bei Bei didn't want this answer, but she couldn't ask more clearly. They were all thinking, there was a long silence, the teacup in front of Shao Baige was empty, he reached out and took a sip of mineral water, and then looked at the water bottle, as if there was something wrong, looking at something he didn't know.

"I ......" Bei Bei felt uncomfortable all around, she needed to say something, but as soon as she spoke, she was interrupted by Shao Baige.

"He knows," he said. ”