In the Su family late at night, the lights on the second floor gradually turned on. Su Lili had been lying on the bed looking at the ceiling for two hours, but he still couldn't fall asleep, remembering that he had just talked to his mother and had to chat with his father, but he couldn't sleep peacefully.

After a long time, she gradually closed her eyes, thinking back to the bits and pieces with Mo Yi, those past were like pictures left in her mind, playing frame by frame, she was not a movie, nor a short drama, but real life, easy to reach, but that person is no more.

You are late at night, our moon is still hanging high, and there is not the slightest desire to set in the east for the sun to come out. Su Lili had been here, lying on the bed, and there was no more sleepiness.

After a long time, he was also annoyed, and he had no way to continue to lie down with confidence, and the words in his head and the words he wanted to say had been piled up, which was really unpleasant. He rubbed his head, leaned over, and struggled to prop himself up on his elbows on the bed. Stood up.

He walked slowly to the table in the distance. Sitting in the front, I picked up the pen I was dragging in my hand, this pen has not been used for a long time, and the last time I used it may have been in high school. Because of the fast life, I now use the computer keyboard to type, and the youth of writing by hand is no longer there. He also remembered that there was a diary on the table, and he would write things down when he was too young. Mom and Dad won't be able to watch it, but he will watch it himself. It looks awkward.

He knows that if some things are to be recorded, they must appear more mature, so that after many years, they will not look so embarrassed, and if they write what they want to say in a very childish self-righteousness at the beginning, after so many years, they may only be a laughing stock. So he gradually pondered for a moment. What exactly do you want to say?

After a long time, she seemed to have finally made up her mind.

Write the following words.

"Everything is difficult at the beginning, the introduction is filled in for ten minutes, and I want to spend a night at the beginning.

I wanted to pretend we were old friends, or that we hit it off at first sight.

But then what? There was silence again, not a word.

I really don't know how to speak, just like when we said we wanted to separate, I was obviously reluctant to give up, but I didn't know how to keep it.

Or maybe they've been a couple for a long time and don't know how to talk about being friends again. I was silent, scrolling through his stories about him, news about him, waiting for another girl. She's different, and the sixth sense tells me that I've lost you.

It is often said that when girls fall in love, both Holmes and Conan are unemployed. But what if I found the murderer, as the protagonist of my life, the script did not allow me to "do the right thing for heaven" and "kill demons".

Losing you is not the first time I have been wronged, and it is not the first time I have cried. Losing to that one wasn't my first defeat either.

So there's not much to say, is there?

I'm sorry to let you read so many innocuous digressions, but this is the least blunt dialogue I can think of, the most like the reunion of old friends.

That day, I sold all the stocks.

There are signs, which are the inextricability when they want to escape from reality, but in fact, they are more unwilling to live in reality; It's the dark circles under your eyes after staying up late listening to songs, pretending that today is not past self-hypnosis; It is the reluctance to need lower energy when spending time on food, when the brain and mind are not moving. It's like falling out of love, like being trapped in love, like the world outside me is carnival, but it's just self-inflicted.

It was the first day I left my favorite thing, and I didn't know who I transferred the dozens of dollars left in my bank card, and I bought a few junk stocks for the last time.

I'm left with nothing now. ”

Su Lili gradually put down the pen, too young to say all the words she wanted to say, slowly lay on the bed for two days, and continued to look at the ceiling. He did sell all his shares, all his savings from the past few years, including the proceeds from the club. He really didn't want to see anything about finance anymore. Once it comes to this field, there are only three words in her mind, Mo Qingsen.

The last bit of money, he bought a junk stock casually, but it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter anyway, it's just a dozen yuan, if he really earns it, he probably won't care, and it doesn't matter if he loses it. He thought that after returning to the ceremony, the new study should be good for learning. The rest of the time. I may develop some other hobbies, but I probably won't go to work or start a business again. Even for a short time she won't deal with the financial side of things.

In this way, he closed his eyes in a daze, thinking about the things he had been planning for a long time, and he didn't know how to implement them officially.

Gradually, the sky was bright, insects flew outside, and the sound of birds chirping gently reached Su Lili's ears. What's wrong with her, what's wrong, her eyelids slowly cracked a slit. Follow the light to peek out outside.

It was the first day of school to report back to A University, and Su Lili put on a light makeup and dressed according to what he had thought last night. Take your packed luggage and slowly walk out of your house.

Su Lili looked at Ai Hui standing at the door, neither of them mentioned what happened last night, nor did they elaborate on what they said last night. Gave each other a smile. This is the loved one. Any hatred doesn't stop for long, or it's not hatred, it's just a small bond.

She enjoyed the feeling.

After getting off the plane, even if you are wearing a cotton jacket, you will feel a slight breeze gently blowing on your face, blowing your face, freezing a little bit, grabbing your Weibo in the red pine forest, hugging it, and tightly wrapping your two faces.

The slight breeze brings the news of spring, and the fragrance of flowers comes out of this spring breeze. Tell everyone that spring in City A is coming, and it is also the first day of school, and many students of the same age have walked out of the airport one after another.

Zhu Lili usually doesn't have much to do with each other, even if he accidentally looks at the right person from the same school and the same college, and takes a look, he won't know too much, so he stands alone at the gate of the airport. Because it was all the speech of the classmate next to him, he looked down at his mobile phone. I don't know which file to open or who to send a message to, my heart is empty, when I'm still there, he only has one thing a day, open the phone to see what that person is doing, but now when I open the phone, she only stands in the cold wind.

The wind gently stirred up her fever. For a few days, my hair fluttered in the wind. Some of them stuck to their mouths, and some of them fluttered on their faces, so it was not lively.

Su Lili put his hands into his sleeves. Then he stared blankly in the direction where the taxi was coming. He had just hailed a taxi online. The map shows that there are still a few tens of meters away. In order to avoid any mistakes, after all, she brought a large bag of luggage, so she still chose to put her mobile phone in her pocket first, and then stared at the taxi driving in the distance.

When the blue-gray taxi stopped, Su Lili opened the trunk directly without thinking about it, and after settling his luggage, he turned around and came to the back seat and sat in.

When she sat down in the car, she realized that there were two people in the car. And this car is not a taxi at all.

It's his car.