If you can do it all over again

Although Su Biyun is crazy, she has a sensitivity beyond ordinary people for the existence of the child in her belly.

As long as someone showed a little bad intentions towards her child, Su Biyun would either go crazy and scream uncontrollably, or clutch the corners of Su Shaoyun's clothes tightly, crying like a child, "Yunyun, baby, in the belly." ”

As he spoke, he grabbed Su Shaoyun's hand and put it on her stomach, wanting him to believe his words.

How could Su Shaoyun not believe this, when the doctor's list was handed to him, he didn't want to believe it was true more than anyone else.

He and Su's father agreed at the beginning that the child could not be kept.

A child of unknown origin will only become an indelible stain on Su Biyun's life, and has no other role than becoming the laughing stock of others.

But Su Biyun seemed to sense their intentions, and the unexpectedly strong resistance almost made them helpless.

In this way, Su Biyun's belly grew bigger day by day, and she had missed the best time to get rid of this child.

didn't want to hurt Su Biyun's body, so in the end, the father and son had to compromise, thinking that it was just a child anyway, and the Su family could still raise it.

Just turned a blind eye like this, and the days passed like this.

On this day, Su Biyun grabbed his hand and put it on his stomach as usual, Su Shaoyun actually didn't want to mention the existence of this child for a second, so he had to endure it, but at the moment when his hand was about to be removed, he suddenly felt the movement of his subordinates.

He froze suddenly, only to hear Su Biyun's laughter, "The baby moves, Yunyun, the baby likes you." ”

Su Shaoyun didn't say anything for a long time, he looked at Su Biyun's smile, thinking about the movement in his hand just now, his eyes suddenly turned red, and the emotions that he had been holding back for a long time suddenly exploded like this.

Su Biyun looked at the person opposite who suddenly burst into tears, and suddenly panicked, raised his sleeves helplessly, wiped the man's tears, and muttered in his mouth: "Don't cry, don't cry, Yunyun won't cry, Yunyun won't cry." ”

Childlike comfort, listening to Su Shaoyun's ears, his tears became more and more fierce, he wiped the tears on his face in embarrassment, trembled and put his hand on Su Biyun's stomach, the fetal movement inside, he clearly perceived it.

This time he really felt that this was a growing life, a child who shed the blood of Su Biyun.

"Does my sister like babies very much?" Su Shaoyun asked softly.

When Su Biyun heard the question, she also lowered her head, her voice was soft like a real mother, "Baby, it's my baby, mother's baby." ”

Su Shaoyun looked away, his hand was quiet Su Jin quietly felt the movement of the fetus, and seemed to have figured out something for a long time, and said to Su Biyun with relief: "No matter what you become, you will always be my sister, and your child will naturally have the same supreme glory as you." ”

He kept this promise for half his life, but in the end, he missed the contract by chance.

He would never have imagined that the only time he missed the appointment would almost ruin the child's life.

Su Jin was born at that time of chaos.

When Su Shaoyun took the little baby from the doctor's hands, he was full of complexity, but his subordinates didn't dare to exert any strength at all, for fear of hurting this seemingly extremely fragile Dongxi.

For this child, he only felt helpless, and the two contradictory emotions of rejection and closeness filled him, making him at a loss, and only by deliberately keeping his distance could he have a little respite.

But that child, incomparably clingy, a small lump, always followed him, not noisy or noisy, just staring at him with his eyes open.

Oh, that little thing is called Su Jin, and it is also Su Jinghua's rare need to let go of the mustard in her heart, and she flipped through the books all night, and finally got her such a name.

Jinzi, Meiyu, Su Shaoyun sneered a little, he really couldn't agree with this sour rot of the literati.

Look at the appearance of a lawless monkey climbing a tree and climbing over the wall, how can there be a little bit of the beauty that Su Jinghua wants.

However, Su Shaoyun is extremely satisfied, this is lively, just like a young child, and he has a bit of what he did back then.

In this way, in Su Shaoyun's different aesthetics from ordinary people, Su Jin finally grew into a woman with short ear-length hair, picturesque eyebrows and eyes, and full of unruly and unruly women.

If you want to talk about who is the most open among the children of the Dijing family, the first one will mention Su Jin's name.

Although this Su family is not the largest family, Su Jin has been trained by Su Shaoyun since she was a child, coupled with her unique personality charm, and the most important thing is that she has an uncle who is extremely protective of her shortcomings.

For various reasons, Su Jin naturally became the boss of a group of gentlemen.

Su Shaoyun didn't care much about what Su Jin was like outside, in fact, he didn't see her very often.

Since Su Jin continued to grow up, the face that originally had the shadow of her mother Su Biyun began to gradually transform, and on that face, the outline of another person gradually became obvious. Looking at Su Jin, he always couldn't help but think that the man named Chen Shen back then had a little bit of his shadow on Su Jin's body.

Over the years, he has also been looking for clues about that man openly and secretly, but he has found nothing, as if there is no such person in the world.

Gradually, Su Shaoyun also understood, the man named Chen Shen was afraid that even his name was fake.

A man who even had a fake name made Su Biyun crazy like this, and gave birth to a child for him.

Every time Su Shaoyun thought of this, he couldn't help but sprinkle his anger on Su Jin's body, and after experiencing it a few times, he looked at Su Jin's face that was stunned by his sudden anger, like a basin of cold water poured on his head, and suddenly sobered up.

"Uncle......" Su Jin seemed to be at a loss and whispered to him.

Su Shaoyun turned his back to her, rubbed his eyebrows a little irritably, and said in an extremely tired voice: "You go out." ”

Since then, he has deliberately reduced his contact with Su Jin, on the one hand, so that he does not think nonsense, and on the other hand, he also controls himself not to hurt Su Jin.

As for why Su Jin became full of rebellion and impermanence after that, Su Shaoyun only faintly attributed it to the reason for his adolescent rebellion, and did not think about it.

Until that time, he inadvertently looked at Su Jin's room door covered, and he walked by the side and heard the sound of a paintbrush wiping the paper from the room.

That kind of voice, his memory is extremely vivid, how many days and nights have been, Su Biyun also sat in a room like this, his eyes focused on drawing the pictures in his hands, humming a tune softly in his mouth, and he listened to the familiar voice next to him and gradually fell asleep.

The anger that came out of nowhere suddenly rushed out of his heart, and the long-suppressed irritability erupted like that, and it could no longer be contained.

He slammed open the door, only to see Su Jin raise his head with a panicked expression.

"What are you doing?" Su Shaoyun asked calmly.

Su Jin seemed to be a little panicked, she lowered her head and replied softly, "I'm painting......"

"What did I tell you before, there are so many interest classes for you to choose, but you can't paint!" Su Shaoyun said coldly.

After hearing this, Su Jin was unusual, without the obedience of the past, raised his head, met Su Shaoyun's gaze directly, and asked excitedly: "Why!" Why can't I! ”

"There's no why, no just can't!" Su Shaoyun avoided his face, the girl's gaze was too hot, and he suddenly didn't dare to look at her.

"If you don't say it, that's good, I'll tell you for you, because I'm a wild seed of unknown origin, you hate that man, and I bleed the same blood as that man, so you also think I'm unworthy, unworthy of doing the same thing as my mother, right!" Su Jin yelled at Su Shaoyun excitedly, these things seemed to have been suppressed in her heart for a long time.

"In that case, you have to do this more, what do you care about me, a person of unknown origin!"

"Bastard, what are you talking about!" Su Shaoyun was shocked and angry when he heard this, and before he could react, he raised his hand uncontrollably and slapped Su Jin.

Smack.

Time seemed to stand still, Su Shaoyun came back to his senses, and looked at his trembling hands in disbelief.

He actually hit her, he hit Su Jin.

Su Jin's face was fanned to the side, Su Shaoyun trembled his hands, raised his eyes to look at her, as if he wanted to say something.

"Huh"

I only heard Su Jin suddenly chuckle, she slowly turned her face, looked at Su Shaoyun coldly, suddenly picked up the inkstone on the table, and slammed it towards the drawing board, again and again, accompanied by a huge sound, smashing like crazy, spilling ink all over the room, and the two of them were also in a mess.

"Satisfied?" She stopped, turned her face, and asked him in a cold voice, that kind of Su Jin was something he had never seen before.

It seems to be covered with a compelling aura, cold like the frost of winter.

It seems that it has always been very different from what he thinks of as youthful rebellion.

Finally, he watched Su Jin pack his things with an expressionless face, walked straight past him, and walked out of Su's house without looking back.

And what did he think then?

Although he was angry at that time, a large part of it was angry with himself, because what Su Jin said hit the most secret corner of his heart, he never knew it, in fact, it turned out that Su Jin had always understood it so thoroughly, and it was transparent and even made him a little scared.

As for Su Jin, he just wanted to let her live outside by herself for a while, and after she was beaten by society, she would naturally come back.

But he never thought that after Su Jin ran away from the Su family that time, time had passed and he never came back.

If time could come back, he would definitely stop Su Jin, who was negative at that time, and let the child, under his protection, spend his life in peace and joy.

put an end to all the joys and sorrows of the future, and the vicissitudes of life.