Chapter 147: Lin Wan'er, Lin Chu 4
How could this be like this, two people didn't expect things to develop to this point, two people are almost the same person, said to be the same, and the family environment is the same, but they didn't expect that they are very extreme people outside, a person who lives in a family full of happiness, but the heart is indeed very dark, a born in an unhappy family, but there is a mother who loves her very much, and has been guiding her to correct values, but the heart is also very dark.
Two people were born in completely different families, but they have a similar fate, not that their fate is exactly the same, some have the same life trajectory, just that the way they deal with it, including the code of conduct, is almost the same, which is very confusing, how could such a thing happen, but it just happened. Although the two of them are far away from the end of the world, they seem to be really related by blood and are going to almost the same trajectory, or maybe this is a punishment for Father Lin, so that his two daughters are no better than a person full of sin. Having a bad childhood, living a life with sinful thoughts. I have been calculating all my life, no one has a nearly perfect childhood, and no one has a nearly perfect life.
But Father Lin didn't notice that he had always thought that his two daughters were very good, and he taught them very well, but everything was like this, and everything suddenly appeared and ended suddenly, and everyone had everyone's thoughts, but uh, although he couldn't feel it, everyone in the outside world felt and could feel it, and those other entrepreneurs in City A who could be on an equal footing with him, their children and daughters had completely different life experiences from his children. Although the feeling of the outside world is that everyone is like the marriage between the neighbor and the Mo family, but no one in their thinking envies the neighbor's education method, and no one can envy the Mo family for marrying such a daughter-in-law, so they are just superficial compliments, Lei Fu has been kept in the dark, he is the one who is unknown to the outside world, but they don't tell him about everything, because the powerful are the only way to speak in this world. People are richer and more all-encompassing than other families, so everyone is turning a blind eye and saying flattering words on the surface, but the mainland is secretly unhappy or disdainful.
That's right, Lin Chu's mother didn't want Lin to be injured, and she also wanted to maintain his little childlike innocence, so that his father's appearance would always appear in his immature mind before he was at least two years old, so that he would always have a very good childhood, but his life was not easy to do, and he lost his father since he was a child. Mom is working hard. Solved for him later. Ideological problems, he knows that this kind of emotional thing is the most difficult to let go, especially when you leave the factory order, he will definitely understand what these things he is talking about now, so if something really goes wrong or there is something to revenge, or what is the weak mentality, let him be a mother, therefore, these white lies, he must instill in his daughter, even if you believe it, it's okay not to believe it, he doesn't want his daughter to believe it, His father turned out to be such a scumbag and he didn't want his daughter to have any worries about love, and he had any fear of the family, because as a mother, although she was also a girl in her early 20s, she had just graduated and found a job she liked and found someone she liked, but it didn't matter, because she was already a child's mother after all, she had to worry about the child's future and be fully responsible for him. It doesn't matter, at least she, the mother, can't be wronged as long as he is in his son, that's all the psychology of a mother.
Therefore, even if Lin Chong's mother was unwilling to admit that her husband was really the so-called feeling of accidentally dying for the sake of this family, he had to convince himself to admit it, because if he didn't believe in it, how could he let the child believe it, so he endured his disgusting look, Lin Chu explained over and over again that his father must be a good person, how kind his father is, How much he loves this family, how much he loves him, all this is made up by him, including two in a family. Those things happened before he was two years old, some were true and some were false, he thought he couldn't even remember, so he made up some many, many lies to deceive him and said that his childhood was very good, but he knew in his heart that these things might have been made up by his mother, but he was actually not sure, because he did have a very vague memory before, and he wouldn't remember it very clearly like now, so he didn't pierce this layer of window paper. But the only thing it knows for sure is that his father is definitely not dead as his mother said, and his father must still be there because. Lin Chu's mother will secretly cry at night.
He shed tears, not because she lost her husband, not like in the TV series, nor like the heart-rending in the movie, there was no silent tears, he just scolded the scumbag of that person or watched. Those past jobs and the grievances at work and blame that man, this is not like what a lover expresses, so you come up with a more accurate idea in your heart, what he saw when he was a child is true, it is definitely not what his mother said, Dad left for this family, and lost, but maybe Dad didn't lose at all, but Dad became someone else's father in another family and became someone else's father.
Sure enough, when I was 18 years old. Everything is very good because. Lin Chu's mother had been lying to Lin Chu, he thought that he had already taken Lin pictures to the point that at least all the lies he thought he had woven so much already felt like he could write a book.
He has been telling this kind of lie for 16 years, and he knows every lie in his heart, and he has woven a whole set of logical chains, everything has time to meet, and he has connected all the details of love together, he has. And the details of the family harmony are kept in mind as if these things have happened, when he doesn't tell Lin Zhi, he will still go over and over in his mind, over and over again, interspersed and interspersed, you make sure that this matter is like the kind of thing that has happened as if it is a fact, its only purpose is to let the daughter have full power, believe that what she said is true, and don't want the daughter to keep asking her father where he is, or have any bad childhood memories of her father, Thus influencing his future life.
And Lin Chu himself also knew his mother, why did he do this, and he didn't blame his mother at all, she was very grateful to her mother for always weaving a very beautiful fairy tale for her, but he couldn't lie to himself anymore, although he could lie to her mother on the surface and say that he admitted that he was telling the story, but he had no way to lie to himself in his heart and said that it was true, because he had experienced the true face of this kind of thing since he was a child, and he had experienced the true face of this kind of thing since he was a child. He'd seen the most disgusting side of his dad, and he knew he knew everything.