Man's mom

People are really afraid of persecution, especially Peng Cheng, who likes to persecute himself all the way, and he is entangled endlessly. Entering the casino again, Peng Cheng's intuition was clearer than before, from the day the number came out, the lessons in the detention center were still not profound enough! He didn't even survive two months before he went to work again.

The young man was extremely distressed, the feeling of wanting to catch, grasping, and not being able to catch it, which made people angry. Everything about Bei Bei is so gentle and soft, that people have no focus and can't make it out of energy. Peng Cheng began to miss the time when he was in the small bathhouse, when he made a mistake for the first time, Bei Bei had been so hysterical, but after that, she never had it again. The slap at that time was Beibei's, and it was also his Peng Cheng's heart knot, so that neither of them could let go of each other in their hearts, nor did they let go of themselves.

Gambling Peng Cheng never loves war, what he likes is not only money, but also the purity of the empty heart, sometimes he even thinks, I'm afraid that only when he loses money, Bei Bei will talk to himself with some emotions. For a moment, Peng Cheng even felt that only when he fell into hopeless hell, Bei Bei would never abandon him.

Since he is returning to his old business, the young man has some experience, and every time he starts, he mostly fights pettily, and he goes in and out quickly. Peng Cheng found that this is like playing mahjong, wanting to hold back a big game, compared with improvising and always winning some small ones, the latter is more stable and has more surplus. So every day, he always had a harvest, five or six hundred yuan at most, and one or two hundred yuan at less, and all this went so smoothly that he suddenly realized that he must have been enlightened, and soon he lived a life of profligacy.

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One day, Peng Cheng pinched the more than 400 yuan he had just withdrawn and walked to the door, and the casino owner shouted at him in a very high-profile manner. The man was a short and fat man of less than 1.7 meters, Peng Cheng will never forget that day, this little man's unruly face, he held chopsticks in his mouth, sandwiched the fat and thin meat from the sauerkraut bone broth and said, "Brother, won money again?"

The young man pursed his lips shyly and smiled, and the hand holding the money was gently lifted twice, and then he picked it up.

"Why don't you come to work here, brother, and give you some time every day. Humpty Dumpty threw the meat into his mouth, chewing it exaggeratedly, as if the meat was undercooked, and his cheeks were bulging.

Peng Cheng is not stupid at all, he understands what this Humpty Dumpty man means, and it is inappropriate to talk more. So he just waved his hand at Humpty Dumpty in self-deprecation, turned and walked away, and when he went back the next day, he never touched the machine he won money every day.

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02

Another cycle begins, like a repetition of the previous life, and anyone who looks at it feels déjà vu. Bei Bei realized at the beginning that the man was like her disobedient son, who was going to cause trouble for herself sooner or later. But she didn't dare to stop him, and everything slipped in the direction that had left them both dead. It was the first time Wen Beibei wanted to run, and although she never really ran away, it was the beginning, and it was the beginning of her urge to run again and again.

At this moment, she firmly believed that she had long since stopped loving Peng Cheng, and the fear in her heart was far greater than her love for that man. She didn't want to answer his calls, she didn't want to see him, and even thinking about him made her feel sick. During that time, she began to regret it, regretting everything that happened between herself and Peng Cheng, she really shouldn't have robbed Xiao Min, that was the only chance she could think of so far, a chance to get rid of him.

All of this, Beibei's heart is very clear, the only thing that still confuses her is that every time they meet, Peng Cheng says: "Daughter-in-law, I won't go back with you, I'm tired, can you go by yourself?"

It was like a curse, and when she heard it, she felt like she had suddenly become a fighting hen. Humiliation? Bei Bei couldn't understand why it was humiliating, it felt like disgusting, and people couldn't control themselves. She was angry, and she couldn't find a way to calm her heart, what could she do to keep herself from being sad! Or how could Peng Cheng make herself not feel bad? What was painful was that she couldn't think of any way, but she could only let her heart become more and more desolate, like a scab scar, and everything was settled and became inexplicable. Injustice and all kinds of chagrin burst out together, and in just a moment, she became a resentful woman full of grievances, falling into endless complaints.

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During that time, Peng Cheng almost never disguised himself, he was really a frank man, and he came and went without worry. When he was disgusted, when he wanted to rest, his face was unusually sincere, as if it was full of words, and he was unwilling to restrain it at all, for fear that Bei Bei would not be able to see it. The deep love and disregard between partners can always stimulate the neglected person, Bei Bei looked at Peng Cheng, although she felt that the love between them had already died and died thoroughly, but it did not prevent her from still being troubled.

She hated such a feeling, which was one of the reasons why she was reluctant to see Peng Cheng, whenever he looked at her, he was very helpless, oh, no, she felt that she couldn't define that expression, it really didn't look like helplessness, it looked like impatience. She didn't understand what reason Peng Cheng had to be impatient, he always loved to be like that, as if everything had nothing to do with him. Okay! Then it's completely irrelevant! Then bye-bye! When Bei Bei threw out the word breakup, Peng Cheng began to retain the language.

"Daughter-in-law, look at you, I'm just tired, what are you doing when you break up?"

In the story of two lovers, love and hate are not really uncomfortable, and the most uncomfortable should be indifferent. The once love has become silent, become open, become friends, family, that is generally the saddest in love. Beibei's heart has been tormented by grief for a long time, so even though it is only a verbal retention, she is still retained. She continued to love the man, but she didn't admit it, in her heart, she made countless excuses for herself, and never mentioned the word love, that was her most tangled feeling, but she had even deceived herself.

The relationship between the two has not changed because of anything, and Beibei's fatigue has not retreated in the slightest, and even Peng Cheng does not feel more comfortable. They didn't know how to be nice to each other, all Bei Bei could do was remind him at the right time: "Peng Cheng, stop playing, it's almost today, stop playing, that thing can't spit out money every day." ”

All women are men's mothers, they must be, so almost all men will eventually be like their sons, and they will look back with a blank eye: "Well, you go back!" and continue to go their own way.