I hate surgery and I hate taking medicine, and the doctor said that it was detected early, but it was only the early stage, and it could be suppressed by medication or surgery. I blinked my eyes and asked him out loud, what would happen if I didn't get treatment?

The doctor said that 60% of people with acromegaly do not live to be 60 years old, and I said that is already good, and if I have a breakout before the age of 20, then I am not going to die too? Unless it's a treatment that doesn't cost money......

There are six people in our family, mom and dad, grandma, me, my little sister, and my little brother.

My dad was a farmer, my mom married a farmer and became a farmer, my grandmother was originally rural, yes, a native hillbilly.

Can you expect a hillbilly family to come up with hundreds of thousands of treatment costs?

No way!

So I continued to live my life with my head held high and in a very obscene way.

Shen Lang in 2001 was the only seedling of the Shen family, and Mr. Shen, the boss of the Shen family, was setting up and running a factory, and his family was well-off, so Shen Lang was naturally favored.

The Shen family is very close to our house, and I can always smell the aroma of their food before every meal, and I drool as I look at the potato roast beef, boiled pork slices, and bergamot pork ribs on the table of their family......

Our dinner table is always full of pickles, greens, carrots, and if it's good, you can add an extra plate of scrambled eggs.

My younger siblings were all thinner than yellow flowers, but I was the only one who hit me like a cow, and even though my parents explained to others that I was so fat because I had acromegaly, others still shook their heads, thinking that I had eaten two portions of my younger siblings to make me so fat.

So, when I leaned on the cover of the plane tree in front of the door and tiptoed into Shen's house while Aunt Shen was going to the kitchen to get something, and pinched a few pieces of roasted pork ribs and was about to stuff them into my pocket, Shen Lang appeared.

I kept my head down, like a child who had done something wrong, and I looked at my exposed feet, imagining what kind of white eyes he was glaring at, and I wanted to swallow me straight into my stomach like I had eaten ribs.

But this was not the case, the elegant and well-bred young man just smiled, without blame, he asked me to raise my head, I saw his amber eyes shining with the beautiful light of the stars, like a midsummer evening breeze, giving people an indescribable refreshment, he wore a white shirt with a blue dark checkered shirt, stood there, smiled at me, made me feel uncomfortable.

Shen Lang said that you are the little girl opposite, you want to eat pork ribs, tell me that I don't like to eat anyway.

As he spoke, he found a clean bag, put several pieces in it with chopsticks, and handed it to me.

I'm not welcome, just stretch out my hand and take it.

Shen Lang is really careful, even the bag containing the ribs is black, and when he takes it out like this, he doesn't know, and he thinks it is filled with sanitary napkins.

But when I was about to leave, Shen Lang stopped me.

Hehe, your name is Yu Qiyan, right?

I nodded back and nodded again.

Can you tell me why you put your stolen ribs in your pocket?

I said because I wanted to take it home for my younger siblings.

I already knew that his name was Shen Lang, and I also knew that there was a TV series called "The History of Martial Arts", in which the actor was also called Shen Lang.

Yes, Shen Lang.

As I chanted the name over and over again, Mr. Zhou knocked my little head with the textbook.

Oh dear, now in a language class.

I never thought that Mr. Zhou would call me up to answer the question today, maybe... It's really coming. I was not tall, but my overweight seriously affected the eyesight of other students, so Mr. Zhou still frowned and moved me from the original third table to the fourth table.

It is the backmost and the closest to the trash can.

Mr. Zhou doesn't pay attention to my existence on weekdays, so how can he remember to ask me to answer questions today.

I slowly stood up.

Teacher Zhou said Yu Qiyan, you should memorize He Zhizhang's "Returning to the Hometown Puppet Book".

I shook my head, I won't.

She's annoyed, so you stand and stand until you can carry it!

One minute passed, two minutes passed, and three minutes passed...... I'm still standing!

The bell rang for the end of class...... I'm still standing!

Teacher Zhou threw the Chinese textbook in front of me on the ground and stepped on it with his feet with all his strength than breastfeeding.

If you can't recite it, don't even think about going home.

I think there's a good chance I'll not be able to go home today.

But when my eyes wandered around without a trace, I looked up at the floor from the national flag in the classroom and then looked up at the outside of the classroom, I saw Shen Lang, who was wearing a set of tracksuits with red dark checkered today, staring straight at me.

I recited the poem "Homecoming Doll Book" for the first time.

Then I can go home.

Standing next to Shen Lang was a handsome girl with glasses with broken hair and bangs, and he introduced Yan Shen.

Yan Shen and Shen Lang are students in the same class, sixth grade, she took my fat hand affectionately, you are Yu Qiyan, I heard Shen Lang mention you.

She unloaded the bag on her back, and my eyes widened for 5.3, and there were three packets of beef fillets, two bottles of Coke, and two packets of fries in the bag.

Yan Shen stuffed these "treasures" into my arms very enthusiastically, and there were words in his mouth, you take it, you take it, Shen Lang told me that you need to eat what you love, just like you love to eat their sweet and sour pork ribs.

At this time, I stared at Shen Lang with the same smile on his face, I was very serious, serious and polite and stuffed those "treasures" back into Yan Shen's schoolbag, I said you all listen to me, I am not a beggar in Yu Qiyan! No!

Yan Shen is a good girl.

Good to Shen Lang, good to me, good to my younger brothers and sisters, my parents, and grandma.

She is often with Shen Lang, Shen Lang always gently wipes the sweat from the corners of her eyes, and she will sing some very popular and beautiful songs that make him close his eyes intoxicated.

She is the only friend I have in school other than Shen Lang who can be regarded as a friend, before this, I went to school alone, crossed the street alone, and went home alone, she took my hand and said Yu Qiyan When I am a good friend of yours, the corners of my eyes moistened.

I cried.

She would also bring fun toys to my younger siblings and tell them stories about Hans Christian Andersen's fairy tales, Grimm's fairy tales, the little prince, the little princess, and the little woman. She put a flower in full swing and pinned it in her grandmother's hair, and grandma smiled like a flower, and her parents smiled like a flower.

Yan Shen's father drove a Mercedes-Benz to pick her up from school, my house is not far from school, but because he is too fat, every few steps to breathe hula hula faster, have to stop to catch his breath, passers-by seem to see Saddam Hussein riding on the head of the US president *** strange expression.

I knew that my words and deeds were a loss to death, but I had no choice but to get used to it.

Shen Lang sat in Yan Shen's father's car and waved to me, still with a charming smile on his face, he said Yu Qiyan, you should also get in the car, this is what Yan Shen said.

I happily got into the car and greedily looked at the fleeting sight on the side of the road.

Actually, I was just avoiding seeing the two of them talking and laughing about an additional question from the math paper of the last exam.

I have no looks, no figure, no wisdom and no money, what can I compare with Yan Shen?

That day, Yan Shen came to my class to pick me up the compass, and she said Yu Qiyan, hurry up, we are about to go to math class, and I forgot to bring it.

I quickly opened my bag to look for it, and finally found a pair of blue compasses in the second pocket, she saw that the compass box was a little dirty, so she wanted to take out a tissue from her pocket to wipe it, who knew that an unexpected tragedy would happen.

You might say what tragedy can be pulled out with a tissue?

But when her soft sanitary napkin fell out of her pocket, the class bell rang just as the class bell rang, and the students returned to the classroom one by one.

The red sanitary napkin was lying on the floor in an extremely awkward position.

The boys' eyes were focused on each other, with expressions that were about to spurt blood.

Yan Shen quickly squatted down with his small body, his movements were quick, and he picked up the sanitary napkin and stuffed it into my schoolbag, she said Yu Qiyan You should hide this kind of thing.

There was always a smile in her eyes, and it was natural for her to look at me.

Immediately afterward, the class erupted into a loud sound that was louder than the explosion of an atomic bomb.

I even had to die and zipped up my schoolbag and said thank you.

I think I must be crazy.

But I am more afraid of loneliness than being embarrassed, and Shen Lang and Yan Shen are rare friends.

Shen Lang and Yan Shen have been dating for five years, from 2001 to 2006, from the fifth grade of primary school to the third grade of junior high school.

During this period, Yu Qiyan is still no longer Yu Qiyan.

As early as 2004, my cousin who came back from the United States paid for me to have surgery, and the doctor said that the condition was well suppressed due to early treatment.

In other words, I don't have to die before the age of 60.

I came into contact with "Dream of Red Mansions" in the second year of junior high school, and I learned that there was a frail and sickly sister Lin like me, and at that time, the media said that there was a remake of Dream of Red Mansions, and the director accepted role applications nationwide, and I also went to sign up.

I have only one goal, Sister Lin, I won't play any other role except Sister Lin.

I think I can play the role of Lin Daiyu well, because she has a lot of similarities with me.

But the crew looked at me with the eyes of a neurological patient, and it took a long time for a sentence to pop up.

Classmate, you are really suitable to play Grandma Liu.

At that moment, I wanted to swallow that staff member as braised pork ribs.

I told Shen Lang about this, Shen Lang was thinking about a physics problem, put down his pen, and smiled so much that he was still laughing while holding his stomach.

He said Yu Qiyan, you are really good, you weigh more than 130 and you have to play Sister Lin, aren't you afraid that Cao Xueqin's old-timers will jump out of the coffin and grab the sky?

I thought Shen Lang understood me, but it turned out that he also saw the appearance like many "vulgar" people, and never delved into it, just like doing math problems will always follow the traditional way of solving.

I'm fat, but who says fat people don't have connotation? At least I have.

Every time I see Shen Lang and Yan Shen together, my heart will be sour, Qiong Yao said in the play that this feeling is called love.

But I have no love, 16 years, only a crush that is humble to the garbage heap.

Books are also a good friend, at least she won't tell me, you're too fat, I won't let you read or something.

Cangtian has always had eyes, so I was admitted to the same middle school as Shen Lang and Yan Shen after failing the exams in elementary school.