Chapter 035: The More You Love, The More You Work

All the messy things are almost over, and Yu Han and Chen Shuo have no further development, just nodding their heads. Maybe fate hasn't arrived yet.

In late April, in addition to attending classes, there will be five selections before the Olympic Games, and a group of people will be eliminated each time to ensure that the final selected people can withstand the pressure, be competent for the translation work, and not disgrace the school or even the country.

Therefore, every day, as long as there is no class, I will soak in the library together to memorize those difficult professional words, and I will also give each other some questions to test each other. Every evening when we walked, it became a time for the two of us to exchange spoken words.

I remember that in that time and space, there were also so many selections, and it was also the tempering day and night that led to the final selection, and in this time and space, I have to do everything again, really thanks to the "love of God".

My mentality is different from Xu Zhekai, I have experienced the whole process in another time and space, and I have also experienced the surprises after being selected, and the hardships of actual work, so I don't have too many expectations for all this now, and sometimes I even feel that it doesn't matter even if I am not selected.

But Xu Zhekai is different, in this time and space, it is the first time for him to participate in such a grand event, this is a rare opportunity to exercise, to put it more utilitarian, this is also a rare opportunity to add icing on the cake to his resume. So he attaches great importance to it.

In order not to disappoint him, and to be able to stand side by side with him, I still stubbornly repeated everything ten years ago, which can be regarded as a sacrifice for love, and I can only comfort myself like this.

At the end of April, the first selection will be held, which will be divided into two sections: written and oral. Some time ago, Xu Zhekai was busy with various things and took up a lot of time, so in the week before the selection, he forgot to sleep and eat.

Whether it's this time and space, or another time and space, when I first got along with him, I always thought that there was a kind of person who was born with excellent genes and the talent for success, and was able to easily get what he wanted without too much effort. I thought the same when I met Xu Zhekai, I thought he was the kind of near-perfect god in novels and idol dramas, and it seemed that he didn't need to work hard to dominate the campus and attract enthusiastic followers.

However, the more I get in touch with him, the more I can understand that those who seem to be shining have a process of groping in the dark night, and they have paid unimaginable hardships to outsiders.

Others have only seen him in class, on the stage, and on campus with his talented and charismatic gestures, only intoxicated by his winning, smiling after success, in the eyes of others he is a luminous body, always so sunny, so warm and charming.

Only I know how many red-eyed nights his weightlifting is forged, and only I have seen him haggard and silent during the bottleneck. He is not the kind of person who is angry with others because of his personal emotions, and a good family education has cultivated his good demeanor, but this does not mean that he has no emotions, it does not mean that he only has joy and no anger, but he digests it alone when he is alone.

After being with me, except when he was particularly irritable, he would be silent for a long time, and the rest of the time, when he was unhappy, he would confide in me, and he would show me the imperfect him in his heart. Whenever this happens, I wish I had met him earlier, so that I could enter his heart earlier, accompany him to enjoy the loneliness behind the light, and he would not have to bear all the unhappiness so hard alone.

I know that he will definitely encounter pain of one kind or another in another time and space, and I don't know if there is anyone around him who can confide in. I didn't want someone to take my place to care about him, but now I have some hope that that person will appear, and no matter what, Xu Zhekai will at least not have to work so hard.

I am also the kind of character who is in a fiery and arrogant situation on the surface, and the teachers in the department often give me some major tasks or other competitions that require a strong heart to bear, and in their eyes, Shen Yiyi is a girl who is not afraid of the sky and never has stage fright. However, they never knew that the surface of the laughter, the surface of fearlessness, are accompanied by my inner anxiety and faint fear, but I desire to be excellent, especially after meeting Xu Zhekai, I hope that I can be better, so that I can stand proudly by his side, can proudly have my own name, and is not considered to be Xu Zhekai's accessory.

Just as the song "To the Oak Tree" by Shu Ting, which I learned in high school, wrote, "I must be a kapok near you, standing with you as the image of a tree", I also hope that I can stand next to my "little poplar" in the image of a tree, and be able to "share the cold wave, wind and thunder, fog, flowing lan, and hauni" with him, no matter what kind of tree, as long as I can stand side by side beside him.

Xu Zhekai often said that I am a bright sunflower, always filled with the brightest smile and giving him the warmest support. But I prefer to be the sunshine, so that I can shine on his "little poplar" at any time and become an indispensable part of his life.

So after meeting and falling in love with him, I worked harder than before, a lot less casual, in the past time and space, and Xu Zhekai just been together for half a year, my performance in the department was better than before, and I was also rated as an "outstanding student cadre" at the school level, and after reporting to the city, I was also rated as "Beijing Outstanding Student Cadre". ”

And in this time and space, what Director Tian said to me the most was "Shen Yiyi has matured a lot." "I know it's just thanks to my 10 years of lost experience. It seems that in this time and space, I haven't worked hard enough, so let's keep working hard.

People often say that a good couple relationship can grow with each other, and Xu Zhekai and I should be able to count this kind of relationship. And the pair of famous "resentful couples" in our class, Gu Xiaomi and Xu Tao, are the other extreme.

My memory of these two people basically stays in the plot of "falling in love and killing each other" in another time and space, in the time and space where I lived before, the two of them had a small quarrel for three days, a big quarrel for five days, a breakup every month, and a reconciliation every two months. And every time she broke up, Gu Xiaomi would cry in the bedroom, make trouble and hang herself and go crazy, at first the sisters in their bedroom comforted her seriously, but found that her breakup was just a monthly farce, in Liu Jia's "hurtful" words, "Gu Xiaomi breaks up every month more often than my aunt", the words are not rough, the people in their bedroom are used to it after a long time, she is crazy and let her go crazy, just hide out, anyway, she will not have any radical behavior, she is reluctant, She had to save her life for another reconciliation and prepare for the next breakup. Cycle after cycle, everyone is tired of it, and the two of them are still happy to do it, which can be regarded as another form of "love of life".

In this time and space, the farce between the two is still often staged, and Xiao Ru, who can't extricate herself from falling in sweet love and doesn't want to extricate herself, naturally can't understand this "masochistic" love model, she often shows a look of surprise when she witnesses Gu Xiaomi crying in the bedroom corridor and calling Xu Tao to scold Xu Tao, and after returning to bed, she always says, "It's okay to break up, why is this?" ”

Yu Han said: "Aunt Qiong Yao was born early, if you see their story now and write a book, it will definitely be even more popular than before!" Sadomasochism! ”

Liu Jia's mouth has never been forgiving, "Isn't this good, the two of them get together as a pair, so as not to harm others, it depends on which of them is more ruthless, and one is less than the other." ”

And with my memory of the last time and space, the "sadomasochistic drama" of these two people will be staged for several years, or even more than ten years, just by the time point when I last saw them in that time and space, it can be imagined that these two people are not over.

At that time, there was a Korean drama called "Watch and Watch", and I named the love drama of these two people "Love and Love", Liu Jia gave full play to her mouth damage skills and named it "Endless", which is really funny.

And when I talked to Xu Zhekai about this, Xu Zhekai was really good at black belly, and that mouth was really better than Yu Han, he said that it was better to make several films, called "Farewell My Concubine", "Farewell My Concubine", "Farewell My Concubine", "Farewell My Concubine", "Farewell My Concubine", "Farewell My Concubine", "Farewell to My Concubine", "Farewell to My Concubine......", "Farewell to My Concubine", "Farewell to My Concubine", "Farewell to My I can't help but think that a few years later, the idol drama that "always watches meteor showers" seems to be the true story.

Sometimes I will discuss with Xiaoru and them, if you don't fall in love and talk about such a sadomasochistic relationship, which one will you choose, the four people in our dormitory all choose to be single for a lifetime and be beautiful alone, the reason is "I can't afford that heart, I can't afford to create that sin." ”

I was fortunate that I had a normal relationship, and this mutually reinforcing relationship made me emotionally stable and eager to excel.

After spending the last week preparing for the inhuman life of the primary election, Xu Zhekai and I walked hand in hand into the examination room for the selection exam. We were in the same room during the written test, he sat at the first table by the window, and I sat in the middle of the third vertical row, and from my angle, I could see his face as soon as I looked up. The exam time was 9 o'clock in the morning on a Saturday at the end of April, and the spring sun shone through the window without reservation, and also shone on my "little poplar". When the test paper was handed out, he turned around to pass the test paper to the students in the back row, and at the same time, he looked at me with a nice smile, and I grinned too, and then lowered my head and answered seriously.

Without saying anything, with a look and a smile, we can read each other's minds. In the process of answering questions, when I encounter some hesitant questions, I will unconsciously raise my head to look in the direction of Xu Zhekai, watch his action of writing hard, and look at his serious side face, my heart will be calmer, and my thinking will return to concentration.

The oral examination was held in the afternoon of the same day, I entered the examination room before him, before entering the venue, he also gave me a big hug, and when I successfully finished the oral examination, he also gave him a solid high-five, as if two martial arts students passed on their internal strength.

The results of the preliminary selection were announced two days later, and we were both shortlisted.

People often say that the harder you work, the luckier, and a large part of my luck comes from Xu Zhekai in addition to my own efforts, although he has not been like the teacher always in the ear, but his efforts, his excellence is enough for me to follow his footsteps and keep running.

On the day the results came out, we went to eat something delicious outside the school together, which was a small celebration. During the meal, Xu Zhekai suddenly looked at me and said to me seriously, "Yiyi, thank you." Surprised, I looked at him and motioned for him to continue.

"Before I met you, all my light was to show others how good I was, and after I met you, all my efforts were to prove that I was worthy of you. You are my driving force. ”

I didn't say anything, but suddenly my heart was full of excitement, and it turned out that he was also running non-stop while I was desperately trying to catch up with him, hoping to be with me. It turns out that our desire to fight side by side with each other and move forward hand in hand is exactly the same.

The more I love, the harder I work, the luckier I get, and loving you and being loved by you is also my greatest luck.