When I first entered the university four years ago, we met in the freshman group, talking about college entrance examination scores, talking about majors, and the man who studied architecture and the girl who studied Japanese added WeChat to each other in such a daze. The first time I met was in the club, the chess and card club, I was the only female man in the club, and you said that we actually knew each other after playing chess. Your name is Lin Fangjie, and my name is Liang Fanxin. When I played chess, I played tricks for the first time, and the corners of your mouth were raised, and you sighed helplessly at me, saying that I was a child, and regretting chess was not a gentleman's doing.

What kind of gentleman am I, I'm just a little woman. Confucius said: Only women and villains are difficult to raise. I set up a QQ group, pull you in, blatantly ** you, many people in the group are looking at it, I think I like you a little bit, they know, you also know, everyone doesn't say it, and it doesn't break it, next to each other it, it's about to graduate.

Three

In the 2015 marathon, you finally agreed to run with me, the venue of the race was on the island, and our school car used to take nearly two hours, and it started at 8 o'clock, so I had to get up at 5 o'clock. It was winter, so I ran out wearing only shorts and short sleeves. In the car, you still sighed at me helplessly, took off your coat and put it on me. Your thin leather jacket is warmer than any down jacket.

That marathon was the closest distance between us, when you ran more than ten kilometers, your feet cramped, your muscles ached, and you looked so miserable and helpless when you sat on the ground. You said to me, "Leave me alone, and run on your own."

I don't want it, I also stopped, squatted in front of you, my back arched, you asked me what I was doing.

"I'll carry you and run."

"You?" You laugh, "Then neither of us can think of the end." ”

I don't know what kind of pain you endured to muster up so much courage to limp and follow me half-run and half-run to the end. The doctor said that a strained ligament was a terrible thing, and later on, when I went to a competition, I couldn't help but feel uncomfortable when I saw people rolling on the ground because of a strained ligament.

That marathon is my best exclusive memory, I often sit alone, thinking about it in a daze, and have sweet memories.

At that time, I felt that you should have feelings for me, or in other words, it is not impossible between us, and if this continues to develop, we can be together.

You will also send me a message on QQ to let me go to bed early, the good times make me addicted, I hope a little bit, you take off the shell of calm, really stand in front of me, and say to me, Xuanxuan, let's be together.

The feeling of having tasted the sweetness of love before you have officially started a relationship is called I know I like you, and then you are too.

Four

It's just that later, I saw your QQ signature, and I knew that you had a basketball game after the fourth period of class on Friday afternoon, and that day, I put on my newly bought bright green skirt and spared several circles in the mirror before leaving, and I was going to the court to watch your sweat. As a result, on that day, I was called by the counselor to criticize ideological education by name because I failed too many courses, and I didn't go to your basketball game. Now that I think about it, I was thinking, if I had been to that basketball game at that time, would the people who were with me be you?

That basketball game, became my irreparable regret, I heard that your civil construction team won very beautifully, you also shot a few three-pointers, this was enough to make me happy, however, my roommates also went to see the game, and a lot of girls from the foreign language department also went, on the court, my roommate Nannan threw a hug to you, confessed on the spot, so, the noise of the scene reached the highest point.

You guys are like this, in my opinion, they are inexplicably together, think about it from another angle, fortunately I didn't make it, otherwise, seeing such a scene, I would have been hurt so much.

You often invite people out to dinner in our dorm, except mine, of course, because I did it myself. The house was small, there was a lot of luggage, it took more than a dozen trips from the dormitory to finish, and I was alone in the small house outside in tears. It's the same as me in City A, crying, City A is so big, my room is so small.

Five

After coming to this strange city, I began to try to learn to forget, often telling myself that I like you, but my unrequited love. I've been the only one who has been guilty of cheapness all along, and it feels better to think about it in my heart, because then I can take you out of my time as a matter of course.

It's just that after work that day, it was pouring rain outside, and I suddenly received your QQ message again, the message was very long, so long that I couldn't bear to believe it or read it.

"Fan Xin, now it's raining heavily in City A, I'm very worried about your frizzy personality and forgetting to bring an umbrella, society and campus are completely different concepts, of course, I think you have more experience of this problem than me, because you stepped into this society a year earlier than me, if you can, I really hope that the two of us will switch places. But then there is nothing to hope for, because we still have to separate, and I have been thinking about this message to you for a long time.

Liang Fanxin continued to move the mouse, and the whole person fell into a state of thinking.

"I don't know if this message of mine will disturb your life, but in the end, I sent it out. After you went to Shenzhen, I started to worry about you like crazy, even though we never really worked together as a couple. That's because, I'm not sure, do you like me? At that basketball game, someone told me that there was a girl in the 2012 Japanese class who wanted to confess to you, and she said that you know who she was, and asked you directly if you would like to? I was ecstatic, I was even happier than if I had won, I do. Then, just like that, I mistakenly took your roommate for you, I watched you be squeezed out of the dormitory by your roommates, but I couldn't do anything, at that time, I actually had every chance to explain clearly, but after you moved out, I didn't hear from you again. Looking at your space, I know that you went to Shenzhen, I should go with you, you are so stupid, you walk slowly, Shenzhen is a city with such a fast pace of life. I can't think about it, but what's the use of thinking about it, sometimes it's hard to get it back if it's lost......

Six

After work, I was lying on the bed alone, looking at the ceiling in a daze, the floor was full of leftover bags of snacks I ate, and I was making two assumptions about myself, one was that I was back in City A, he was still in college, single, and not with my roommates. We were together, walking side by side on the boulevard of the campus, and the wind blew the scent of flowers. There is another way, I continue to stay in City A, squeeze the subway every day, eat cheap fast food, live in a rental house that sometimes leaks, and even lose five cents and have to feel distressed for a while. After twelve o'clock, he closed his eyes, deleted all the chat records related to Lin Fangjie, and chose the latter life.

Continue to stay in City A. I can only survive if I crowd the subway, only live in a cheap rental house, and only be called around by other colleagues as an intern in the company.

I'm not a little girl on campus anymore. Lin Fangjie, I used to like you so much, but even if there is no Nannan, we may not necessarily be together. Perhaps, every girl will meet a boy named Lin Fangjie on the youth campus, but the ending of the story is not necessarily romantic and beautiful.

Only after experiencing it can I be light-hearted, just like now I wrote such a letter to the boy named Lin Fangjie, but I can't send it.

Lin Fangjie, I miss you, but we can't be together. ”

Her hands were shaking.

Mo Enqing walked in and said with a smile, "Sister, I'll take you to your mother's room now!" ”

Mom...... It's not a stepmother, it's a real mother!

Liang Fanxin nodded desperately.

Mo Enqing took her in and left by herself, knowing that Liang Fanxin had already seen Fang Cai's log.

Liang Fanxin walked into her mother's room, which she had walked into countless times before, but when she walked into this room in a state of complete loss of memory, everything here was new to her.

There were a lot of letters under the bed, all written by my mother.

Now, that woman is a completely unfamiliar memory for her.

Mo Enqing took her into the room and told her that this was her mother's room.

She opened the letters, one by one, as if she had seen her mother.

"At the age of 14, the conflict between my parents could no longer be reconciled, and I signed a divorce paper, and I followed my father and my brother followed my mother.

A few months later, Dad brought back a foreign woman, tall, with a high nose, yellow hair, single eyelids, and a not very fluent Chinese speaker.

I heard that my father was going to marry a foreign woman in a few months, in other words, she was my mother-to-be.

Dad introduced the name of the foreign woman - Lassy, it just so happened that I was eating, and a mouthful of food in my mouth squirted out before I could swallow it, God testifies, I didn't mean to, just because the name is too lethal, Lassy? Lash?

Hey, it's disgusting!

I call her Aunt Lassi very warmly, but I am thinking about how to separate her from her father, because children know that a child with a mother is a treasure, and a child with a stepmother is a grass, and this stepmother is still a foreigner, so I am about to become a dog's tail grass.

Two

Dad rushed out to run errands and explained a few words, so that I could get along with my mother-to-be, and I kept saying "oh oh oh" in my mouth, but I was secretly happy in my heart, and the opportunity finally came.

I pretended to be enthusiastic and took Lassy's hand, and I said, Aunt Lasie, you are so young and beautiful, there must be a lot of people pursuing you, right?

Lassi said, "There is nothing."

I came up with a good idea, the current young girl wants to be with a man who is a decade older than herself, in fact, it is nothing more than money, so I seized on this and told her bluntly, my dad has no money, see if she wants to be with my dad.

"That Aunt Lassy, in fact, you don't know, my dad is a very flamboyant person, especially likes to pretend to be wide, in fact, our family is dying of poverty, and the money I went to school is still borrowed! To tell you the truth, this house is also rented, and the landlord has come to ask for money several times, but there is no way, who called our family poor? Sometimes even buying rice becomes a problem. If you marry your father, you will have to live a hard life, and my father plans to raise pigs, should you follow suit? ”

I'm complacent about my perfect eloquence, don't want her eyes to turn red and cry?