March 2005 —

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The long surgery was a torture, although there was no pain.

I always have dreams these days, and what makes me different from the past is that these dreams are very real, with obvious logic and sequence, and there are obvious feelings in them.

But every time, it's a nightmare. And every time I wake up, I feel like I have a splitting headache.

They said that this was a necessary part of the craniotomy, and I was prescribed painkillers so that I could recuperate and get better.

But through the cultivation of the past few days, I feel that I am a wasted person, as if I will be imprisoned here forever.

I suddenly remembered what my mother had said to me, "There is no such thing as a free lunch", and there should be a corresponding exchange.

If it's really like what Mom said, what do they want from me?

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Lin Xu wanted to stop Ouyang Luo, but Ouyang Luo opened his hand expressionlessly, and then tore his gunshot wound left and right and again, until the white bones were faintly exposed.

Lin Xu was shocked when he saw this and wanted to yell, but he found that he couldn't make a sound at all.

And here, Ouyang Luo didn't know what evil he had fallen into, and kept tearing himself until the layer of skin and flesh was peeled off like a piece of clothing, revealing a half-crimson skeleton and approaching Lin Xu.

Lin Xu didn't have time to be disgusted, he just felt that half of his life was scared away, and before he saw it, the bloody man approached step by step, so he had to turn around and flee, and fled to the door to twist the doorknob, but unfortunately how the doorknob twisted and didn't move, it seemed like a welded ornament.

"It's not as good as you think."

In a panic, Ouyang Luo's voice came again, and there was a kind of resentment on his exposed eyes......

"Get out of here!" Lin Xu sat up suddenly, and there was darkness around him—he was dreaming again!

He hurriedly turned on the bedside lamp, and the warm light illuminated the bedroom to drive away all ghosts, snakes, and gods.

There was silence around him, he wiped his face to check the time, 4:43 a.m. was the time when people fell into a deep sleep, but he obviously couldn't sleep.

Lin Xu sat still for a while, simply turned on the computer, then opened a software, and then followed the explanation and steps on the software to operate something.

This is a set of computer learning tutorials, which he bought himself. At first glance, the content is more than enough to make up for his computer skills at the middle school level.

He didn't stop until Lin Xu had studied for an hour or two and the sky was already dark.

Then, he subconsciously opened the chat software that he didn't use often, thinking about the content of the replies planned by the previous few people and the organization of the language.

But to his surprise, the moment the software was opened, the unfamiliar chat box popped up directly. Lin Xu was not prepared, but was startled.

"No. 374 Zhongshan Road, No. 8 yard next to Xigang Wharf. There's everything you want to know. ”

This is a message, and the other party's avatar is dark, indicating that it is not online.

Lin Xu's eyes narrowed slightly, did this person know their movements or didn't he know?

He thought about it for a while, and planned to go back to bed and fake sleep, and then get up and tell Ouyang Luo about the matter.

After the alarm clock rang at 7:30, Lin Xu went to the restaurant to wait for someone after washing.

After waiting for a while, Ouyang Luo came. This person was still a little sleepy-eyed, and when he saw Lin Xu asking, he had already started to pick it up and stuff it into his mouth.

Lin Xu looked at it and was about to speak, but Ouyang Luo took the lead, and he repeated his old words in a serious voice: "I'll tell you, don't inject that thing." I've made it clear to you the disadvantages, that thing hits into the surface of the scenery, but in fact you will feel that there is always something wrong with your body. If you want to exclude the heavy ones, you will die! ”

Hearing this, Lin Xu couldn't help but think of yesterday's dream, and felt sick to his stomach. He involuntarily swept his gaze to Ouyang Luo's shoulder, the shape of the bandage inside could be vaguely seen outside his shirt, and he didn't know if he was wrapped around it again or just like that.

"Your wounds...... Didn't get worse, right? Lin Xu asked tentatively.

Ouyang Luo patted his shoulder lightly: "No, I didn't touch it, and the medicine was changed on time."

Lin Xu covered his forehead - it seems that he has been so mad recently that he can't tell the difference between reality and illusion!

Ouyang Luo looked at him and seemed to be unconcerned: "What's wrong with you, you're not feeling well?" Are you okay with your gunshot wound? ”

Lin Xu let out a sigh: "No, thank you for your concern." I just had a nightmare last night. ”

Ouyang Luo smiled: "You can sleep well if you think about something less, and I don't know what you're thinking about all day long."

Lin Xu reluctantly laughed with him. Then he suddenly found that the topic was deviated by Ouyang Luo, and when he was about to tell him that message, Ouyang Wenjia came again.

This young lady is dressed up very fresh and generous today, and she has changed her cold and luxurious style or unkempt style in the past, and it seems that she is in a hurry to go out.

Ouyang Wenjia said hello to Lin Xu, spoiled Ouyang Luosa, and began to bury himself, and his brother was finally able to pay attention to himself and take her out to play a little bit.

Such a happy atmosphere couldn't help but leave Lin Xu alone, which made Lin Xu unable to interject even if he wanted to.

When the brother and sister were done, the breakfast time for several people was over. In the end, Ouyang Luo only dropped one sentence: "I promised to accompany her to go shopping today, and you can rest well." Just let Aunt Wu do it if you do it or something. Remember to change the dressing~"

Then he went out with Ouyang Wenjia.

Lin Xu kept talking to the monkey's head, and he could only hold it back at this time.

Lin Xu sighed, bored, went back to change the dressing, and then sat in the huge living room in a daze with the three dogs.

As he was in a daze, he couldn't help but think of a question, this question was the information that the stranger told him, should he tell Ouyang Luo?

Because he felt that the whole thing could have nothing to do with Ouyang Luo, everything seemed to happen after he was invited to work here for Ouyang Luo.

In this case, either he is a broom star, and he can harm the master's family while taking refuge, or he may be invisibly being used, and the other party's target is not actually him.

On the other hand, Ouyang Luo's side, he has lived here for several months, and he basically knows what Ouyang Luo's habits are. This person is actually a master who wants to be a gentleman but is forced to be unable to be, and there are many strange things about him, such as his own physical condition and the attitude of his relatives towards him.

All of these can make Lin Xu perceive that Ouyang Luo is actually a person who is quite indifferent to the state of life, but he is always getting rid of something, intentionally or unintentionally.

So, if Lin Xu doesn't be this "middleman", will many things not involve Ouyang Luo anymore?

Lin Xu was depressed and hesitant again, it seemed that this mood had become more and more frequent recently.

During this time, the phone in the living room suddenly rang. He had to put down the mess in his mind and pick up the phone: "Hello, is there something wrong?".

The other party was obviously stunned for a moment, and then asked with a little anger: "Lin Xu?" What about Lowe? ”