In these last 100 days, I was nervous and busy, and how I wished I had you by my side.

But you're not there.

I still remember, three years ago, in the 100-day high school entrance examination, we sang "True Heroes" together, I sang until tears fell, you wiped away my tears for me, you said that we would be admitted to a high school together, and we would be admitted to Xiamen University together.

Now, the song we swore to be a true hero is still a true hero, and unconsciously, the circles under our eyes are wet. What I'm crying about is that Ye Yipeng, you, are not true heroes.

Before, I always fantasized that I was a princess and you were a prince on a white horse, and the story was vulgar but beautiful.

Now, I know that it was me, not you, who rode the horse, and that it was a beautiful mistake for me to clatter the horse's hooves, and that I was not a returnee, but a passerby.

April: You are the April day on earth

April is the season of longing.

There are 60 days left before the college entrance examination, and in the face of more and more practice day by day, everyone is immersed in the intense review of the college entrance examination.

But I can't sit or stand. It always feels like something has been lost. Although, every day, I was the first to arrive at class, and I was the last one to leave after evening self-study, but my heart couldn't be calm.

Who can understand? There is a lack of one person in my heart, and no amount of outline practice can fill it.

There was no one in the class, everyone was out to eat, and I enjoyed the quiet moment, only now that I could chew on the taste of memories.

That year, I was 5 years old, the youngest in my class, and my teacher placed me at the same table as you. Whenever the teacher is away, you always snatch my red scarf and cut my eraser with a knife, and I have a stubborn temper at that time, and I always refuse to cry, and you always get worse. Later, one time you drew a big turtle in my Chinese workbook, and I cried somehow, and then you showed a very frightened look, and I realized that you are not afraid of heaven and earth, but you are most afraid of girls crying. This also made me taste the sweetness, and since then, you have been doing everything for me. Sometimes when we are young, hazy emotions sprout silently, and then even the head teacher notices that in order to prevent the little tree from being strangled in the cradle, he gives us "life". But since then, I've had several more love letters in my drawer, and I know you wrote them.

Later, time is still slowly turning, turning and turning, and when I get used to the days with you, but you are gone, even if I cry a handful of snot and tears, you will not come back.

Someone suddenly patted me on the shoulder, and I was suddenly startled, and when I saw that it was Peixian, I calmed down again. He asked me, warm, why didn't you go back to the dormitory so late? The college entrance examination is important, but don't work hard.

I'm just smiling, haven't you gone back yet?

I'll be with you. His voice was low, but I could hear it clearly, and my heart was a little relieved in an instant.

I still remember what Lin Huiyin said in his poem: You are the blossom of a tree, the swallow murmuring between the beams,—— you are love, you are warm,

It is the hope that you are the April day of the world!

Ye Yipeng, thank you for giving me, April Day in the world.

May: I'm a melancholy guest on earth

There is only one month left before the college entrance examination, and the last city quality inspection, I did not do well in the exam, but I hinted in my heart that I must adjust it, I must.

I can't believe that I'm so strong that I can't believe it, I haven't been home for more than a month in order to study, and every day is a three-line life. I tried my best to make my life more regulated, but I didn't know that God would not fulfill people's wishes, and a phone call finally broke my peace at the moment.

On the phone, my dad told me that my grandmother was sick. I should have gone home, and in my hospital bed, my grandmother told me your story, and I blamed you for saying goodbye.

Your father is not as good as his health because of alcoholism, his sister is in high school, and his mother is sick all the year round. And I still blame you, at the last moment of the college entrance examination, you made a turtle with a shrunken head.

Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and how can I not be like this? Since I was a child, my parents have not quarreled for a day, and I have gradually learned to adapt, the closer I get to the college entrance examination, the more I find myself anxious.

Listening to my chatter, Peixian is always the only one.

How I wish that at this moment, there is a wise man by my side who can relieve my sorrows, open my heart, and give me joy. I'm also trying to adjust to life without you, or to comfort myself, that you're still around. Hold your breath and smile before your weekly exams every week, as if you never left.

Seeing that I had been in a trance these days, the teacher suggested that I see a psychiatrist, but I refused, because I was timid, and I still didn't want anyone to interfere with the rhythm of my life, even though this intervention was well-intentioned.

June: Flowers bloom and must be folded

Tomorrow is the day of the college entrance examination, looking at the countdown watch slowly leaving zero, axonal abrupt, this time, it's my turn. In the past, I always felt that someone else was taking the college entrance examination, and I seemed to be very far away, but now I am extremely close, and there are always thousands of thoughts in my heart, and I dare not say all of them at this moment. After all, what I want to maintain is a state.

Ye Yipeng, how I hope that we can take the college entrance examination together and take it calmly. The night before the college entrance examination, I stayed up all night, nervous or excited.

Only this time in the college entrance examination, I have been reading books for more than ten years, I hinted at myself like this, I couldn't help but think of you again, and I couldn't help but shed tears, yes, you have also read books for more than ten years, but it has come to naught.

On the first day of the Chinese and Mathematics exams, the evening self-study was a little earlier than usual, and the evening self-study ended early. When I got back to the dormitory, I wanted to get a hot shower, but I suddenly heard a lot of noise on the playground, and it seemed that several people were still making noise. The girls' dormitory is not far from the playground, so it can be heard.

When hearing "Warm, I like you." At that time, I was suddenly shocked in my heart, and the voice was none other than Peixian. My roommates pushed me to the balcony and looked down, it was him! He clasped his hands together and shouted at the edge of his mouth, and beside him, there was the flickering light of a candle—a heart in the shape of a candle, like a fairytale dream.

Warm, why are you silent? The college entrance examination will be over tomorrow, aren't you moved?

It would be a lie to say that you are not moved, but what about being moved? What I want to maintain at this moment is a peaceful heart, which has nothing to do with Ye Yipeng or Peixian.

I want to finish the college entrance examination well, and I don't want to leave regrets.

The sound on the playground gradually dimmed, and the crowd gradually dispersed, perhaps feeling bored, only the jumping heart-shaped candlelight was still on......

Peixian, forgive me for my cruelty. Just because we are all too young and ignorant of the world, who is young and not frivolous?

The college entrance examination is finally over, I was busy packing my luggage, the school was urging to clear the school, Peixian stood beside me, he said, warm, I know, there has always been a person living in your heart.

I don't say anything.

Warmth, I can wait for you, when your heart moves out of place, I will appear again.

He's still smiling as he was yesterday,

It was also raining, maybe it was an instant awakening, I looked at the faint water vapor, and the palm of my hand was mixed with a trace of warmth.

I secretly told myself, yes, there is a person living in my heart, but from now on, this person's name will not be Ye Yipeng, but youth.

It's just because I'm here, and you're not.

Gao Qiaoyi showed a shallow smile on his face, and he always walked to Ye Yipeng's side with a smile on his face.

To grasp a person's weakness is to grasp the person's weakness.

The owner of the diary is none other than her.

Liang Fanxin woke up again, looking at the boy he was familiar with and unfamiliar with, and he didn't know how long he had been asleep.

——

Ye Yipeng is solving the case, and the title of the first detective in City A is not for nothing.

Close your eyes and start telling the story.

001

0:00 a.m.

"I'm so sleepy!" Zeqing was almost lying on his stomach in front of the computer desk, like a big deflated ball.

"Hey, you're still tired of playing games." Yisen said very unceremoniously, "I've been in the dormitory all day, and I haven't seen you participate in any student union activities, just hanging the title of a vice minister of literature and art, are you embarrassed?" ”

It's really embarrassing, the big ball just rushed a little bit, indeed, what Yisen said is not unreasonable, he can enter the student union, more or less has something to do with Yao Xiaoxian, the Minister of Literature and Art. Almost everyone in the department knew that Yao Xiaoxian was interested in Zeqing, and Zeqing didn't notice it before, but after entering the student union, he began to be a little suspicious. Yao Xiaoxian frequently expressed his good impression of him, and gave him all the opportunities, Zeqing didn't want this, all he wanted was to play a role in the student union with his own efforts and exercise himself. But Yao Xiaoxian's doing this undoubtedly killed his chance to get exercise.

"I don't want to live on women in the future." These are Zeqing's exact words.

Also, in order to avoid Yao Xiaoxian, he simply stayed in the dormitory all day, which greatly reduced the chance of the two of them meeting, and he also wanted to quit the student union, anyway, he didn't enter the student union with his own strength, he wrote the resignation letter, and was ready to hand it over to Yao Xiaoxian tomorrow.

It's just that it's really too cruel to a girl like this. However, Zeqing shrugged his shoulders and looked at the people in the dormitory who were probably asleep, except for Yisen, who was still fighting at night. He cast his gaze on the night sky outside—

The moonlight is like water......

Then the heavy sigh was like a soul falling to the ground in the middle of the night, he knew that he couldn't fall in love with Yao Xiaoxian, even if he was in college, he couldn't fall in love. Because, he has no capital to fall in love at all.

002

0:45 a.m.

I don't know how many times I tossed and turned, but I still couldn't sleep, Yao Xiaoxian thought, I had something on my mind, and I really couldn't sleep, although I was very tired from being busy in the student union during the day.

Lying down is also a kind of torture, so I just sit up and sort out some materials of the student union. The computer desk was only about two meters away from the bed, she got out of bed carefully, not daring to make a sound, she turned out a large number of books from the drawer of the backbone of the Ministry of Literature and Art, opened the computer, and created a new form.

The sound of the slender hand on the keyboard woke up the 4-bed Huixin.

Huixin squinted her eyes, although she was highly short-sighted, she knew that it must be Yao Xiaoxian working late at night again without thinking about it. This guy is really a workaholic!

"Xiaoxian, don't hurry up and rest, there is still class tomorrow morning."

Xiao Xian's eyes did not leave the form on the computer in the poem, but only perfunctorily hardened: "Well, good." ”