No matter which of the two of them was the most important in Mo Shijiu's heart, she hoped that everything would be good for both of them.

The two of them didn't shout poetry to clean up these scraps, and they packed up quickly, and when they saw that Xue'er had already laid down, the two tiptoed away.

The afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled between heaven and earth, dyed an ambiguous red.

Xue'er, who had slept all afternoon, opened her misty eyes, stretched her waist and slowly got up.

Rubbed the sore little waist, simply freshened up, curled up his hair with only a hosta, and then picked out a lilac loungewear to wear.

It just so happened that Xuanyuan Che also came back, and the kitchen was ready for the evening meal, and the two of them used it up warmly.

Shiwei brought tea to the two of them.

"The lady slept all afternoon, it's time to be sleepy tonight, we'll play chess for a while, and when you're sleepy, we'll sleep again." Seeing that Xue'er's complexion had recovered, Xuanyuan Che was a lot more relieved.

"Okay."

"By the way, will it be good for Zhao and Yu'er to come and see the lady tomorrow?" Xuanyuan Che looked at Xue'er's expression silently.

Xue'er glanced at him with a smile: "The third brother is good at arranging it." ”

Xuanyuan Che was a little embarrassed by her laughter, this matter is each other's heart disease, so Xue'er has been in a cold war with herself for so long.

But Yu'er has been born, this is an irreversible thing, he can only try to let Xue'er accept Yu'er slowly, although this is a bit difficult: "That, that Yu'er, she is a little domineering and a little willful." ”

"It's just a child, and the only child of the third brother now, I will treat it well, what needs to be done, the third brother commands." Cher smiled lightly.

Why is there a smile on her face, but her heart is bitter, hasn't she already forgiven? She found that she was now more and more able to hide her emotions.

Xuanyuan Che regretted mentioning this matter a little at this time, but Yu'er's matter could not be delayed any longer.

When he was a child, he saw with his own eyes how the fourth brother struggled to survive in the palace, and how the concubines and concubines in those big families lived, all of which he knew.

Just because he understands, he has a sense of guilt about this daughter, and he usually indulges a little.

Now that she is three years old, if Xue'er is willing to teach her personally, maybe her temperament can be broken back.

But he really couldn't speak.

He can't ask Xue'er to love Yu'er like he loves his own child, and he can't ask his father to give her an identity at this time, because that would be unfair to Xue'er.

"How can you and I use one command? Wife...... I, I want to ......" Xuanyuan Che's eyes were a little evasive, he didn't dare to look at Xue'er's eyes, and the words in his mouth couldn't be said for a long time.

Xue'er seemed to know what he was going to say, and continued: "When I was a child, I relied on my mother, and I wanted to follow her wherever she went, and I was like a mother's little tail at that time.

As long as I don't see her, I will cry out loud.

Slowly growing up and sensible, my mother always beats and scolds me, but I am still willing to follow her and do not want to be separated from her.

I tried my best to please her, although I couldn't do anything at that time, but I thought that as long as I worked hard, my mother would like me, she would not beat and scold me, and she would let me eat and dress warmly. ”

What she said was naturally the memories of the original owner, but how many years have passed, those memories still exist, and now it seems to have become her own.

Xuanyuan Che was also distracted by her words.

He found someone to check Xue'er's affairs, and although the things before the age of six were only a few words, they poured into the bitterness of a child. Although he really couldn't empathize, he felt sorry for her in his heart.

After a pause, Xue'er continued: "And my father, he goes out early and returns late every day, and he rarely wants to stay at home.

Even when he had time, he paid little attention to me, except for teaching me some things and taking teaching tests, he never asked about things in life.

Even if he saw his daughter's yellow face and thin muscles, he didn't see it, even if his mother beat me and scolded me in front of him, he rarely dissuaded him.

At first, I didn't understand, I often thought that I was a child they picked up, and my father didn't love my mother.

Later, I understood, because I was a daughter, not a son in their minds, and that family was the same with me or not.

So for the sake of the family and everything, my father will not quarrel with my mother for the sake of one me, because it is not worth it. ”

Xuanyuan Che clenched his fists, and the green tendons on his hands were fully displayed, and it was hard for him to imagine how little Xue'er survived in the first place.

But Xue'er's face was still faint, as if she was telling someone else's story.

What he didn't know was that Cher was an orphan and had no experience with her biological parents at all.

Even when she came here and got along with Dong Changhe and his wife, she regarded him as an elder, as her boss, and as her own job.

Of course, people will have feelings after getting along for a long time, but that feeling is not the real affection.

Those memories are real, but the feelings in them have dissipated with the departure of the original owner.

But she made Xuanyuan Che even more distressed, he thought that Xue'er was too sad to be like this.

But I heard Xue'er continue: "But I understand that for a child, in this world, only his biological parents can give him a sense of security, and no one wants to be an unfilial son in the eyes of his parents."

No one wants to leave their parents when they are born, even if their parents may not love him or take advantage of him.

Children also only want to stay with their parents. ”

She thought that what she said was already very clear, she was unwilling to raise children for others, but it was no problem to teach a little girl.

It's just that she is afraid that every time she faces that child, she will think of Xuanyuan Che's past.

She feared that feeling would always be there, and she didn't want to remember the events of that time.

If you don't see it, you can deceive yourself that Xuanyuan Che belongs to her completely.

But these are not all the reasons, the so-called do not do to others what you do not want to do to others, her words are sincere, she also hopes that Xuanyuan Yu can grow up by her biological mother's side and get all the maternal love of the Zhao family.

What she once asked for, she hoped that the child would know how to cherish.

Putting down the tea cup in her hand, Xue'er stood up, holding the railing with both hands as if looking from a distance, this Luo Xuexuan is in a high position, and it is also beautiful to look at the palace in the night in this attic.

The lights in the palace of the king are bright, no matter the covered bridge in the house, or the verandah, or the path, there are stone lanterns on both sides, looking at the mirror lake at this moment, the covered bridge on it is like the Milky Way in the sky, the scenery is particularly spectacular.

The wind ruffled her clothes and loose hair, and Xuanyuan Che always felt as if she could disappear anytime or anywhere.

Xue'er had just used her personal experience to tell him that she didn't want Yu'er to be separated from Zhao, and that she wouldn't teach the child herself.