Chapter 534: I Wish to Serve the Country with This Length (44)
"That's okay, but I personally think it's a bit too self-defeating to change myself to cater to him." Lin Du doesn't like this kind of feeling, "I always think that no matter what kind of feelings, the lover must love himself first." ”
She thought of the love between Zhuang Man and Jin Yunsu: "There are no prerequisites for real liking, what he likes is you as a person, not only your advantages, but also your shortcomings." If the person who likes you because of your change or has the prerequisites is not really like you, such a person does not need to be nostalgic. You have to believe that the world is so big, there will always be someone who really understands you and loves you, and you will always meet the person who is closely related to you. ”
"However, I only like Zhou Jinchen." Zhao Yiyao has also experienced a lot of planes and stories, "The kind of relationship you said is of course perfect and desirable, but we encounter more regrets in life, not always just like that, the person you like also likes you." I love Zhou Jinchen, of course I know that Lu Zhaoqing loves me, but between the person I love and the person who loves me, I will definitely choose the person I love. ”
"Of course you can choose who you love. But I still say that love your neighbor before yourself. Lin Du emphasized again, "If you lose yourself because you love someone, this love is not healthy." No matter when, we should love ourselves, keep ourselves, and even lose ourselves, what is the difference between that and duckweed and dodder flowers? In love, maintaining sobriety and self-esteem is also an extremely important part. ”
"But I can't help myself." Zhao Yiyao was also very painful, "You know, I fell in love with Zhou Jinchen at first sight, and the first time I saw him, there was a very strong voice in my heart telling me that it was this person." Later, I also struggled to retreat, and I hid my feelings to continue the mission. However, no matter how many planes I went through, I couldn't forget him, I secretly came back to see him, just one glance, my heart beat like a beat, I knew that I was finished. ”
"Have you ever liked someone, desperate?" Zhao Yiyao asked Lin Dui.
Lin Du was stunned for a moment and shook his head: "I haven't met anyone who can make me desperate, I feel that I am still rational in dealing with feelings, and loving others first and loving myself is the principle I have always adhered to." You like Zhou Jinchen, you like it a little sickly, you don't look like yourself anymore. I believe that the former Zhao Yiyao, the brave girl who can give her life for her feelings, will never calculate that the person she loves will seriously hurt him. ”
Zhao Yiyao looked at what she had done and smiled bitterly: "If you can always stick to your principles, it's not bad, don't be like me, like someone who doesn't like you, and even become unrecognizable because of this." To be honest, I used to look down on women who went to great lengths to get a man's love. It's a pity that I'm living my worst now. ”
"Yi Yao, go back and start your life again." Lin Du hoped that she would be lost, "Just as Jiang Li can get rid of the shackles of the killer, you can also get rid of the shackles of this love." ”
"There's no way I can start over." Zhao Yiyao was reluctant to leave, "I have hidden this man in my heart for thousands of years, thousands of years, you may not believe it, even after a thousand years, I will still be moved when I see him again." I can't let go of him, a thousand years of fetters, I can't go back. ”
"Yi Yao, you can return to the company, continue to do tasks, and slowly let go in the years to come, your life is still very long, and there will be many long millennia." Lin Duan said bitterly.
"Nope." Zhao Yiyao shook her head, "If you can't get his love, thousands of years or even hundreds of millions of years will be a burden, and I would rather die." ”
Lin Duan could feel the obsession in Zhao Yiyao's heart, she was helpless, sometimes, no matter how clear the reason is, that person is unwilling to do it, and it is useless, you will never wake up a person who pretends to be asleep.
Just like us, we have heard a lot of truths, but we still can't live this life, we must hit the south wall and go through all the detours in order to be completely willing.
Lin Duan didn't have anything to persuade Zhao Yiyao, "Yiyao, you should know that you can't stay here for too long." ”
"Of course I can, the plane company has nothing to do with me, if I am forcibly taken away, I will make a desperate bet and use all the plane energy I have accumulated over the years, which can only greatly damage the plane. Xue Yunting wouldn't do that. "Zhao Yiyao understands the operation of the plane company too well.
Lin Du really couldn't think of any reason and words to persuade Zhao Yiyao, Zhao Yiyao understood everything, but she was unwilling, she just wanted to force it, what could she do.
"These days, let's help Zhou Jinchen heal well, don't let him leave anything wrong with his body." She could only do her best for Zhou Jinchen's injuries and live up to the time she spent in the plane.
At night, Lin Du couldn't sleep, so she went to see him in Zhou Jinchen's room, he was still in a coma, and she helped him wipe his face.
"Yuan Zhi, he is seriously injured now, is there any way for him to recover his memory?" Lin Du remembered that his amnesia was also after a serious injury.
"He's injured in the soul now, and last time he was traumatized, it's different." Chen Yuanzhi searched for a lot of information, but she couldn't find any other way than her heart's work.
Seeing Lin Dui's slightly disappointed face, she couldn't bear it and said, "But...... I do have an idea that sometimes dimensional energy is not oppressive. Zhao Yiyao erased Zhou Jinchen's memories not with an eraser, those memories still belonged to Zhou Jinchen, but they were sealed by plane energy. If he has the ability himself, or if he is stimulated to explode and break the seal, he can also recover his memory. ”
"Seems to make some sense." Lin Du pondered, "What kind of excitement does that have to be?" I'll have to plan for it. ”
"Twilight, don't put all your hopes on that, because no one has ever been able to break through the seal of the plane's energy on memory until then." Chen Yuanzhi also knows that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.
Even if there is only a little hope, Lin Du will not give up: "I have to give it a try, and the dead horse should be used as a live horse doctor." ”
Zhao Yiyao and Lin Du worked together to restore Zhou Jinchen's body every day.
On this day, Zhou Jinchen finally woke up.
When Lin Duan got the news to see him, Zhao Yiyao was in his room.
She clearly heard him thank Zhao Yiyao: "Yiyao, thank you, you saved me again, if you hadn't found out that I was poisoned in time and accompanied me every day, I really don't know if I would be alive now." ”
"It's all I'm willing to do, no need to say thank you, it's too raw." Although Zhao Yiyao was a little weak-hearted, she still recognized Zhou Jinchen's thanks.