Chapter 021: I wish to have one heart

At noon, I took Xu Zhekai to eat the most authentic Northeast cuisine, pot wrapped meat, ground three fresh, big bone sauerkraut blood sausage. Xu Zhekai was not a picky eater, and he was naturally tired after a morning of shopping, and the food was very delicious, so the two of us basically realized the CD. The little girl who ordered food was worried that we wouldn't be able to eat at first, but later saw that our combat effectiveness was so strong, and she came over to ask if we needed something else. I'm really sorry.

After lunch, I took him around the Sophia Church, the second landmark building in Harbin. Even though it was winter, there were quite a few people who fed the pigeons there. The pigeons in Sophia's church square are chubby, apparently the result of daily feeding. When I was a child, I liked to come here with my parents to see pigeons, and I liked to see a flock of pigeons flying suddenly, as if the mood also flew up, free and romantic.

I bought two packets of pigeon food and handed one of them to Xu Zhekai. Maybe the pigeon also looked at the dishes under his face, and Hula suddenly gathered a large group around Xu Zhekai. The children next to him also naturally surrounded the pigeons, and the scene was like Xu Zhekai was the principal of the kindergarten, taking a group of children to play games, which was very warm and harmonious. I quietly held up my phone and took a picture of what I was looking for. I took several shots. One of them I particularly liked: Xu Zhekai half-squatted on the ground, a pigeon fell on his left shoulder, a cute chubby little girl in red stood aside and pointed to the pigeon on Xu Zhekai's shoulder, Xu Zhekai looked at the little girl with a smile, with a gentle face, behind him were several pigeons that were rising in the air, their wings were fully open, extremely stretched.

I showed the photo to Xu Zhekai and laughed at him as if he was taking his daughter out to play, looking at a three or four-year-old girl with a doting face. Xu Zhekai said that if we get married and have children in the future, we will have a daughter, and I want her to be the happiest little girl in the world.

I laughed at him for being shameless, and said what he wanted to get married and have children, and he was there with a hippie smile on his face, which was completely inconsistent with the image of the quiet beautiful man who fed the pigeons just now.

In addition to the fighting, my heart is also filled with countless sadness, I don't know what we will go in this time and space, in another time and space, we can't have a daughter, because we won't be together. I shook my head slightly, trying to dispel the previous memories and tell myself to grasp the present moment and not to anger the people in front of me with the emotions of another time and space.

It was about half past four in the afternoon, and it was winter in the northeast, and the sky had begun to darken. Xu Zhekai's ticket is more than seven o'clock, so we only have dinner time left.

I took out my phone and called my mother, telling her that I was out with my classmates and that I wouldn't go back to dinner, so that she and my dad could spend a sweet world together. Mom thought I was hiding on purpose, and I was a little embarrassed, but I was actually embarrassed.

When I was on the phone, Xu Zhekai snickered on the side, and after putting down the phone, he gave me a thumbs up and praised me for my skill in lying and being a talent. I can only kick him once to thank him.

I ate very much at noon, and I took him to eat the famous casserole in the Northeast for dinner, a small casserole for one person, a bowl of rice, the amount of rice was just right, and it was distinctive and delicious. Xu Zhekai still eats heartily.

When I came out of the restaurant, it was already dark, the lights were on, and the flow of people and cars after work was hustle and bustle. Among the people who come and go, a large proportion are couples, some of whom are holding large or small bouquets in their hands, snuggling up to each other and walking sweetly. My bouquet of flowers was given to the little girl in red in the square, maybe it was the first Valentine's Day flower in her life.

On the way to the train station, I was a little depressed and full of reluctance to Xu Zhekai. In fact, if he doesn't come, I may not have such a strong sadness, and the video every day can also relieve the pain of lovesickness. However, the person in the video screen really came to your city, your side, and you know the beauty of face-to-face companionship. The sense of realism that can be seen and touched is far better than the visible and untouchable of the Internet.

It is also at this moment that I better understand that long-distance relationships are not easy, we are not in a long-distance relationship in the full sense, just temporarily separated during the winter vacation, so it is difficult to give up, so how can those lovers who are in a long-distance place all the year round face lovers who can't be touched, it is really difficult to persevere. So, what about long-distance love, I can't help but think about this question again. In another time and space, Xu Zhekai did not give each other a chance to fall in love with each other, and I have no way of knowing that the feeling of being far away from the ocean and sending lovesickness from afar must be more difficult than now. Of course, it is meaningless to think about these things now, Ji Yang is the one who has thought about these problems in that time and space, and I can only think about it, and there is no chance to verify it.

Xu Zhekai saw that I was not in a high mood and thought that I was sad about another separation. He comforted me that school will start in half a month, just over two weeks, and we will be able to meet again soon, and we can still video every day.

I didn't speak, just lifted my head resting on his shoulder, kissed him on the right cheek, and whispered in his ear, "Thank you for coming, I love you." ”

A smile welled up on his lips as he held my hand tightly in his own.

I sat in the waiting room with him and waited for the train to come, and the train station was so crowded at all times. I've always been curious about where they came from and where they're going, and I told Xu Zhekai about my curiosity. He said that from life to life, all the rush is for life.

"What about you, are you going to two cities in one day just to make a living?" I raise the bar.

"I'm for you, you're all I have in life," he said in all seriousness.

I laughed at his flamboyant tongue, but I still felt warm in my heart.

The car entered the station, and Xu Zhekai wanted to check the ticket and left. The last time we separated, he sent me, and this time, in turn, I was finally able to deeply understand his mood at that time, the feeling of wanting to buy a ticket and leave with him. Watching him move out of my sight little by little, the tears I held back still fell.

On the way home, Xu Zhekai sent a text message, "Yiyi baby, I really hope that I don't have to send it here and there in the future, and I can have you everywhere." ”

"Always with you," I replied to him.

I don't know how many times I have to go through separation before I can really be together forever, and I don't know if there will be a chance to be together forever. I wrapped my scarf tightly, looked at the street lights, the crowds, and the traffic flashing outside the car window, and silently made a wish in my heart that one day we would be able to walk on the same street hand in hand.

After sending Xu Zhekai back, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening when the taxi arrived downstairs at my house. I looked upstairs at the window of my house, and the lights were turned off. I took out my mobile phone and was hesitating to call my parents, my father's phone came in, he said that he had booked a seat in the hotel tonight, and was going to take his wife and little lover to dinner, but I didn't expect to be released by the pigeon, and now I just finished eating with my mother, and was about to watch a night movie to be romantic, and asked me if I participated. Of course, I turned down the opportunity to be a light bulb, and before hanging up the phone, I mysteriously told my dad that he could also live without going home and find the passion of his youth. Dad said, "The child grows up and learns badly." ”

As I went upstairs, I thought back to what my father said, "I released the pigeons", but didn't I, I did release the pigeons today, haha!

After taking a shower and taking care of my skin, I got into the quilt and sent a text message to Xu Zhekai, telling him that I was missing him in the "Fairy Mansion", and asked him to clean himself and not be hooked by all kinds of goblins on the road.

Xu Zhekai replied, "You can also cultivate immortals well and become an adult as soon as possible." ”

This stinky guy actually scolds me in a different way!

I think back to every moment I was with Xu Zhekai during the day, the more I thought about it, the more excited I became, I wanted to find someone to talk to, Xiaoru must not be able to do it, maybe there are some indescribable things to do with Jiang An, Yu Han, a lovelorn person, I still don't want to provoke, think about it, I can only harass Liu Jia. So, I called Liu Jia and asked her if she had an appointment.

"There's a fart, I saw a man on this day, it's still my dad!" Liu Jia said through gritted teeth on the other end of the phone.

I laughed out loud and told her that Xu Zhekai had come to me today.

Liu Jia was very surprised, and quickly asked me to describe the process in detail, everyone has a heart for gossip!

In the process of telling Liu Jia, I once again recalled the sudden happiness of this day. Liu Jia naturally exclaimed romantically with envy and hatred.

In her continuous exclamation, we ended the call, and before going to bed, I texted Xu Zhekai to say goodnight, told him to be safe, and told me when he got home. He replied, "Good night, love you." ”

About twelve o'clock in the night, in the hazy darkness, I heard the sound of my parents coming back, and although they were very soft, I still felt it. I didn't go out to disturb them, so let them live this two-person world that belongs to them.

But my bedroom door was gently pushed open and closed a few seconds later. Maybe my parents want to make sure I'm home.

It seems that after people become parents, they can no longer live only for themselves, just like them, live a two-person world, and always remember me.

I remember my mom telling her story of love with my dad. They were introduced, the first time they met, it was my father who went to my mother's unit to find her, my mother worked in a newspaper, and the introducer only said which office she was in and what her name was, and did not give a photo, nor did she describe her mother's appearance in detail. But as soon as my father arrived at the door of the office, he noticed my mother at a glance among the many female colleagues inside, although my mother was indeed very beautiful, but there were many beautiful girls in their office at that time. Dad later explained that he didn't know why, but he thought it must be this person, and when he was sure that it was really this person, Dad said that there was a kind of surprise of winning the jackpot.

Not long after the relationship was confirmed, my mother was sent to a government department to do an accompanying interview in a field for three months. The two began to correspond, and my father once told in his heart how he felt when he first saw his mother, and also quoted Zhang Ailing's sentence numbly: "Meet the person you meet among thousands of people, in the endless wilderness of time for thousands of years, there is no earlier step, no later step, just catch up, then there is nothing else to say, only to ask softly: "Oh, are you here too?" "It made my mother's best friend at the time call my father a love saint.

Just like that, from love at first sight to half a life, my parents gave me the most positive demonstration of love, their love fairy tale made me believe in the existence of love, but I also have to admit that love also needs luck, love at first sight may not be able to grow old, how lucky people can meet the existence of this life at once.

I wish to have one heart, and the white head will not be separated. It's okay to fall in love at first sight, or to meet in the end in the first poor year, as long as it's the "one-hearted person" in the end, my person, Xu Zhekai, is it you? Will it still be you?