Chapter 030: I Want to Love You So Much

When Xu Zhekai and his team were more than halfway through the preparations, posters of speech contests had been posted all over the campus, and at the same time, posters of campus singer competitions, teacher skills competitions and other competitions were also overwhelming.

April and May every year is the "peak season" for various activities of our school, and young people with various stunts show their youth on various stages, and that kind of young enthusiasm is particularly contagious.

In another time and space, I participated in a debate competition, an entrepreneurship competition, and a campus singer competition. The first two competitions have won good rankings, but the campus singer competition is really a duck on the shelves. I belong to the kind of KTV singer, and I can get through the trick by shouting a few sentences casually, but as soon as I get on the stage, I show timidity when I follow the soundtrack and the rhythm, so I only won a participation award that year. But I'm still having fun, it's all about participating!

I participated in the second semester of my freshman year, and I didn't know Xu Zhekai yet, so I guess if he listened to my singing, he might reconsider whether to be with me.

Now, although I am in this time and space under the name of this twenty-year-old, I am actually thirty years old in my heart, and I have long lost the enthusiasm of these competitions, not to mention that I have participated in them, not to mention that I am now busy to the death.

Xiaoru is full of enthusiasm for everything, she signed up for this year's campus singer competition, and successfully passed the preliminary selection and entered the top 16 of the semi-finals.

Xiaoru is a southern girl, she is beautiful and sweet, and it is natural for her to be promoted. We 614 Sixian made an appointment to go to the scene to cheer together during the rematch.

Xu Zhekai was busy preparing for the speech contest, saying that he didn't have the energy to participate in other competitions, but it was a pity that he had a charming "subwoofer". But as the third runner-up of the last session, he was invited to assist in the finals, which can be regarded as satisfying the wishes of the majority of fans.

I don't care, because I can order songs at any time, and Xu Zhekai is my walking jukebox. He has no professional education, but he has a good voice and good pitch.

He is a person, and he doesn't reject new songs and old songs, but he is better at old songs. "Looking Back Again", "The Story of Time", and "Ghost Lost Heart" are sung especially well, and "Silence is Golden" and "I Like You" are also good, but the Cantonese pronunciation is still more or less standard.

Xiaoru had one more thing to do every morning and before going to bed at night - hanging her throat, and before the other three of us could give her opinion, the sisters in the next bedroom stopped doing it and pounded the wall in protest. Xiao Ru had no choice but to go out every morning and sing in Jiaojiu's small garden with Jiang An for a while.

Sometimes there is no evening class, and Jiang An will accompany her to the KTV near the school to practice singing.

Xiaoru can sing a lot of songs, and she is worried about what to sing during the rematch. Her voice is extremely clear and sweet, Liu Jia suggested that she sing Zhou Hui's "I Want to Love You Well", Xiaoru practiced a few times, and felt good, so she decided to take this song to participate in the semi-finals. So, from morning to night in our bedroom, "I really want to love you well, this sentence can only be hidden as a secret ......"

It's good, it's good, I can't stand it, Liu Jia couldn't stand it for a few days, and shouted into the air:

"Oh my God! Okay, okay! Let her secret be completely hidden! Don't sing! ”

Yu Han and I laughed completely crazy.

The semi-final was held on Friday evening, and we had a class in the last class on Friday afternoon, but we ran away together for the sake of Xiaoru.

Xiao Ru was dressed up in the bedroom, Liu Jia was in charge of makeup, and Yu Han and I were responsible for packing the borrowed fairy dress and the pair of fifteen-centimeter high heels that Xiao Ru was going to wear, and brought them to the competition venue.

The game starts at 7 p.m. At six o'clock sharp, we were already sitting in the waiting area. Jiang An naturally waited there early, and bought fast food such as hamburgers to distribute to us.

Xiaoru is a person with a very good mentality, she was not nervous at all because she was going to compete, but she had a bite of fried chicken and a bite of hamburger to the fullest, and Liu Jia had to help her make up for it.

At about half past six, I accompanied Xiaoru to the changing room and changed into the white fairy long skirt, Xiaoru is not very tall, but not tall enough, the heel to make up, after putting on the silver fifteen cm combat boots, Xiaoru immediately opened up her aura. I dragged her skirt behind her.

In the department, I am also a powerful figure, but at this time, I am like a calling girl, and I can be regarded as sacrificing my image for my girlfriend.

As an escort, I stood on the side of the stage to accompany Xiaoru and them in the backcourt, normally I can't stand here, but the singer contest is also a person who usually does student work together, and they are more familiar, so I opened a small back door.

Yu Han and Liu Jia were sitting in the audience, one holding a sign of "Renmei Song Sweet" in his hand, and the other holding a poster printed with Xiaoru's beautiful photos, conscientiously fulfilling the duties of the cheerleader, and the cheerleader thief was composed of classmates from my class and Jiang An's class, and the lineup was quite large.

Xu Zhekai and the others have to give etiquette and typhoon guidance to the contestants tonight, and they can't catch up, but they have already ordered a bouquet of flowers in advance, and let me offer them after the competition, which is also very heartfelt. At this time, the bouquet of flowers was under the stage, kept by Liu Jia and them, and it was Xiaoru's favorite lily.

At seven o'clock, the game officially began, and Xiaoru drew lots and drew the lucky number nine, as if she was happy.

I sat backstage with her and listened to the contestants sing on stage one after another, all of them were very powerful contestants, both in English and Chinese, Mandarin, Southern Burmese, and Cantonese. A few even heard the feeling of the original song. The last thing our school lacks is a variety of talents.

In that time and space, after I joined the work, I would also guide and judge various student competitions in the school. It is true that I deeply feel that one generation is stronger than the next. Looking at their youth and enthusiasm, you will be sure that the future is promising, and everything will flourish.

Looking at them, I will also recall all kinds of pictures of my school days, classes, competitions, playing, serious, with Xu Zhekai, without Xu Zhekai, and I always feel embarrassed after thinking about it.

And now, I am back to the youth that I will miss in the future, and I seem to feel that this thirty-year-old self is watching the twenty-year-old me, drawing courage against time from that little girl who is not afraid of heaven and earth.

I looked at the audience through the gap in the backstage curtain, there were a lot of spectators, each contestant had their own cheerleading squad, singing on stage, and people in the audience were waving light signs, posters, and light sticks, and the atmosphere was very warm.

I glanced at Xiaoru beside me, and her state was still relaxed. This is her first time participating in the competition, and I remember that in the past, she wanted to participate in her freshman year, but it seemed that she was catching a cold and her throat was inflamed, so she put it off until her sophomore year. In the end, he also entered the finals and won the ranking.

I'm sure she'll finish the race really well today.

The one who was singing on the field was already the No. 7 contestant, a boy from the foreign language department, singing an English lyric song that I had never heard, with a very special voice, rustling, quite mature. The audience also returned to silence, everyone was listening to the song quietly, and at the end of the song, the applause was thunderous.

The No. 8 contestant had already walked to the center of the stage, and at this time, the student union officer in charge of the contestant's arrangement found Xiaoru and told her to stand on the side of the stage and prepare to go on stage.

I hurriedly helped her fix her hair and skirt, and took out the puff that Liu Jia stuffed for me when she left, and swept it on her face and neck a few times, confirming that there was no problem, and she should also play.

Not to mention, Xiaoru's cheerleading team today is really unambiguous, there are many girls in our education department, and under the command of Yu Han and Liu Jia, they have used the voice of "shrew scolding the street", which is very shocking. And Jiang An is mostly a remote boy, and the strong male voice has also increased a lot of momentum, and Xiaoru has not started singing yet, and the cheerleading team has won.

I stood on the side of the stage and silently applauded Xiaoru.

Xiaoru stood in the center of the stage, with a white off-the-shoulder long skirt, the waist was tightened, and the exquisiteness of her curves was highlighted, and the long skirt dragged behind her, covering the high heels under her feet, so the whole person looked particularly tall and very goddessy.

Liu Jia was busy with her hair curled at noon and draped it over her shoulders, adding a touch of charm.

Today's outfit is completely different from her usual casual and athletic style, she rarely dresses like this, if memory serves, this is the first time I have seen it at this time. And I've only seen it three times so far, and two more at graduation parties on another time and ...... at her wedding.

On the day of the wedding, it was also such a long trail, but at that time she was more of a mature woman's style, and now she is more of an unstoppable youthful vitality.

I glanced at the audience, Jiang Anzheng was looking at Xiaoru, with amazement in his eyes, and even more affection. Just like the eyes I saw at the wedding. It turned out that his gaze had not changed, and Xiaoru was really happy and lucky.

The melodious prelude sounded, and Xiao Ru's voice echoed over the arena.

"I still have the warmth you gave me in my pocket, and the smell of your kiss in my palm...... Keep track of my memories so that I can get close to you...... There are some people who are easy to be emotional and easy to forget, I have loved you, my heart will always be there, and I want to love you well This sentence can only be hidden as a secret...... I want to love you so much, but I don't have the right to hold you tight......"

The lyrics came to my ears word by word, and Xiaoru's sweet voice also expressed the emotions in the lyrics vividly and vividly.

"Follow the memory so I can get close to you", the lyrics hit my heart straight to the heart. I thought of Xu Zhekai, who should still be busy at this time, shining in the world that belongs to him. And when I returned from time and space this time, couldn't it be that I was able to approach him who had fallen into my dreams countless times by following my memories?

I've heard this song many times, but I haven't paid much attention to its lyrics, and today, I listen to it word by word, and every word can think of that time and space and Xu Zhekai's past.

Xiaoru is not like a participating singer at this time, but thinks of being the teller of our story, sentence by sentence, letting the emotions of the past surge in the bottom of my heart.

"I want to love you so much but I don't have the right to hold you tight" Hearing this, I am very sad, I still have the right to hug him again, but I don't know when this right will be taken back.

I took out my phone, edited a text message, hesitated, but still couldn't hold back, and sent it out.

"I want to love you so much, I want to be hugged by you forever."

Xu Zhekai didn't reply, he must have been too busy to watch.

I put my phone back in my pocket, and Xiaoru's song on stage was nearing the end.

"You're always be my love, I still miss you......"

As the last lyrics were sung, and with the last note abruptly stopped, Xiaoru's game was over.

She sang so well, better than every practice, and the audience was thunderous, not only the original cheerleaders, but also the fans who just joined at the scene. I saw that Teacher Xu of the Youth League Committee of the school was also smiling, and I knew that there was basically no problem for Xiaoru to enter the finals.

Xiaoru stepped down, and the two of us high-fived in celebration. Changing out of the fairy dress, she regained her previous activity.

We listened to the singing of the contestants behind us with a relaxed mood, and finally announced the list of finalists, and Xiaoru was really on the list.

Jiang An hugged Xiaoru and gave her a sweet congratulatory kiss, I picked up the bouquet of flowers ordered by Xu Zhekai in advance and sent it to Xiaoru, and said, "I wish the two newcomers a good 100 years together!" The people around laughed.

The moment the words came out, I was in a trance, because in another old time and space, before the wedding ceremony, I also handed the bouquet to Xiaoru.

Similar pictures, similar people, different time and space and stories, there are always so many coincidences in life, I shook my head lightly and sighed.