Finally, the tumor was taken out, Qi Berlin breathed a sigh of relief and told the nurse: "Send it to the frozen pathology." ”

The next chest closure was done by Zhu Jingran, and the last stitches were made, and she looked at Lin Dui, "Come on." ”

Lin Du was prepared, she didn't hesitate when she stitched up, she was very serious, hoping not to leave Sister Wu with too ugly scars.

After the operation, as soon as Zhu Jingran came out of the operating room, she said coldly to Lin Dui: "Come to my office." ”

Lin Dui's face froze, knowing that he was going to be reprimanded.

Today's surgery is more important and typical, so the interns outside the chest all went to the observation room to study, and Lin Du is the second assistant of Qi Berlin.

In the office, Zhu Jingran was very dissatisfied: "Yao Mingchu, don't think that Director Qi is optimistic about you, if you stay outside your chest or even stay in the hospital, you will be nine out of ten, as long as you are in my group for a day, I can eliminate you at any time and let you go." ”

Lin Dui lowered his head.

"What are you doing on the operating table? Yes? Zhu Jingran slapped the table: "Is that how I usually teach you?" How? You have a good relationship with that patient? Even if you don't dare to go down the first knife, you will cringe when you get stitched. Are you embarrassed to say you're my student? I'm embarrassed when you're embarrassed. ”

Lin Du didn't expect that she also had problems with her sutures, she felt that she was no different from usual, "I'm sorry, Teacher Zhu, I talked a little more with the patient who operated on today, that is, during the ward rounds and the bed, and the relationship is a little closer." ”

Zhu Jingran listened to it and said sarcastically: "Don't think that you will really become an angel when you wear this white coat, you will become the embodiment of truth, goodness and beauty to sow the seeds of love everywhere, you are not an angel, let alone God, you are a doctor, an ordinary person." ”

"I remember." Lin Du also knew that he had done something wrong, and he had a good attitude of admitting his mistakes.

"What a great opportunity today, Director Qi gave you. I don't want to bring you, I want to bring the rest of our group. But Director Qi said that there are some rumors in the hospital that are very bad recently, and he hopes to tell everyone the attitude outside his chest with his actions, hoping to make you feel relieved. Is your behavior today worthy of Director Qi's good intentions? Zhu Jingran frowned slightly, she and Qi Bolin had differences in many aspects, she didn't agree with some of Qi Bolin's practices, but she also had to admit that Qi Bolin was really cultivating her with good intentions for Lin Duan.

Lin Du didn't expect that the reason for his operation was like this, Qi Bolin seemed to be really good to his student Yao Mingchu.

"Okay, I won't say anything more, you are Director Qi's top student, I said more, he should be unhappy when he turns around." Zhu Jingran pointed to the door, "You go out and let those students who are observing come in." ”

Lin Du nodded and went out.

Qi Berlin asked her to continue with the next operation, and she continued to do pre-operative preparations.

The next surgery is relatively simple, thoracoscopic is sufficient.

While doing the operation, Qi Bolin asked Lin Dui: "Do you wish the teacher to talk about you?" ”

Lin Du bowed: "It's me who did something wrong, and the teacher said it's normal." ”

"Alcohol gauze." Qi Berlin took the alcohol gauze from the nurse's hand, "Do you know what went wrong today?" ”

"I hesitated and cringed when I went under the knife and stitched up." Lin Du replied to Qi Berlin with Zhu Jingran's words.

Qi Berlin shook his head: "No, your problem is not to go under the knife and stitch up." You have strong clinical skills and are the best of the interns. You're not a matter of technology, it's a matter of heart. ”

"Heart?" Lin Du looked at Qi Berlin curiously, waiting for an explanation.

"Don't be friends with patients." Qi Bolin looked at the screen of the thoracoscopy and said, "Since you are a doctor, you can no longer be a friend to patients." I've seen you talk to that female patient, and I know the duck neck she brought you. The distance between you and the patient has exceeded the safe distance, which is not allowed, and it is a big no-no. ”

Last time, Lin Du met Qi Berlin at dinner in the lounge, Qi Berlin asked about the duck neck, and she casually said that it was sent by the patient, but she didn't expect Qi Berlin to know who it was.

"Why can't you be friends with patients?" Lin Du felt strange, "Don't you often say that we doctors are doctors with benevolent hearts, and we want to worry about the worries of patients, put ourselves in their place, and experience their pain and sorrow?" ”

"But I didn't let you be friends with them." Qi Bolin was more patient than Zhu Jingran, and he explained: "We doctors can only be the patient's comrades-in-arms. Modern medicine has only a few hundred years of history, and there are still many incurable diseases and unconquerable lesions. Indeed, you can only heal them better if you put yourself in their shoes and feel their pain and sorrow. But at the same time, you don't have time to be helpless with them, you don't have time to be at a loss, and you don't have time to shed tears. You are their comrade-in-arms, and no matter how difficult this battle is, you must accompany them to fight until the last moment. If you hesitate, what about the patient, they are not giving their lives to you, not so that you can shed tears with them like a friend. So, put yourself in their shoes, but at the same time, keep a safe distance from the sick person. ”

"I understand, Mr. Qi." Lin Du is also the first time to engage in this profession, and even the first time to contact medicine. This is different from the previous plane, where she was engaged in the brokerage industry, and her profession was also economics. Medicine in this plane is a far cry from her specialty.

Lin Du was very grateful for Qi Bolin's teachings.

She also knew that Qi Bolin now had more or less the intention of cultivating cronies, but as a teacher, he was really good for Lin Dui, which was enough to make Lin Dui grateful.

At the end of this operation, the results of the frozen pathology of Sister Wu's tumor also came out, malignant.

Lin Du only felt that it was a blow to the head, vicious.

Qi Berlin is very calm, as a doctor, he has seen a lot, "She is now staged relatively late, her physical fitness can tolerate chemotherapy, and the risk of adverse reactions related to chemotherapy is relatively low." Prepare for adjuvant chemotherapy after surgery. ”

The doctor next to him hurriedly made a note of it.

"You're in charge of this patient." Qi Bolin looked at Lin Du solemnly, "Ming Chu, this is another lesson I want to teach you when you enter the hospital." The cruelty of the doctor's profession often lies in his need to watch good things fade, and often in his need to accept the fragility of life. You need to learn to live peacefully with a sense of powerlessness, we are not gods and cannot save everyone. ”

Lin Du nodded with a heavy heart.

Qi Bolin formulated Sister Wu's chemotherapy plan later, and Lin Du has been following up, she watched the gentle and gentle Sister Wu vomit all day in the dark, can't eat anything, is skinny and skinny, and her hair is falling out a lot, and she often can't walk with numbness in her hands and feet.

When Sister Wu was admitted to the hospital, she was beautiful and quiet, less than forty years old, and now, she looks like she is already fifty years old, so thin that it seems that a gust of wind can blow it away, and her bones can be broken at any time.