When I woke up again, I found myself lying in a hospital bed in the school infirmary. Well, I'm completely dead now, these are real things, not dreams!

"Teacher, is she okay?" Ah Yue was talking to the school doctor about my situation.

"Don't worry, it's okay, it's a little hypoglycemic, just go back and rest well and eat on time." The school doctor, Mr. Wang, said as he lifted the round glasses on the bridge of his nose.

Mr. Wang looks twenty-seven or eighteen years old, with a baby face, although he is not handsome, but he is very cute, and people can't help but want to get closer to him. In my four years at the school, I have probably only met him twice, but I often hear his classmates talk about his gossip.

"Teacher, do you want to check again?" Ah Yue was obviously not very relieved of me, so he approached Teacher Wang and lowered his voice and said, "I think her brain is a little abnormal today." ”

"I've heard it all, I'm in my right mind." I said, touching my splitting head.

I saw Mr. Wang approaching me to look left and right, and then said seriously: "It looks quite normal, but it looks a little mentally not too normal, I suggest you go to the next office Teacher Jiang to have a look, she is an expert in this area." After saying that, he smiled a little shyly.

"Teacher Wang, I think you're going to find Teacher Jiang." I blurted out that I didn't listen to the previous gossip in vain.

"How do you talk, I'm very mentally normal." As if he had been seen through, Mr. Wang tried his best to cover it up.

"I'm not saying that you are mentally abnormal, I mean that happiness is earned by yourself, Mr. Wang, come on!" I made a gesture of encouragement to him.

"Eh, hehe, that teacher, since it's okay, let's go first, thank you, teacher." Ah Yue was probably afraid that I was going to smoke again, and it was not good to offend Mr. Wang, so he pulled me and prepared to leave.

I only heard Teacher Wang suddenly shout behind him: "Stop! ”

"How...... What's wrong, teacher? Ah Yue turned his head and grabbed my hand with one hand, as if he was afraid of Teacher Wang.

I saw that Mr. Wang's originally serious face immediately showed an incomprehensible smile, and he took out a pack of black things from the drawer and said: "Look, this is my unique secret recipe for treating headaches, see how sincere you are, I will give you two packs to try today, you're welcome, take it." With that, he shoved it into my hand.

"Are we sincere?" Ah Yue and I looked at each other, and Ah Yue was even more at a loss.

"Anyway, thank you, teacher, let's go first." I was a little overwhelmed, so I quickly asked Ah Yue to help me back to the dormitory.

I only heard Mr. Wang shouting behind me: "If you feel unhappy, you must go next door to find Mr. Jiang." ”

Ah Yue glanced at the door number of the office next door and said to me: "Next door is the psychological counseling room, uh, how can this school doctor talk about it, but Lin Damu, you scared me to death, do you know it." ”

"The new psychiatrist next door, I heard that she is a big beauty, the kind that mistakes her life at first sight." I was powerless to explain.

"Oh, I see, no wonder Mr. Wang is so strange, he must have taken a fancy to someone else." She grinned and said, "No, the new beautiful doctor, I don't even know, how do you know?" It's a lifetime of mistakes, have you seen it? How beautiful it is to be mistaken for life at first sight......" She muttered in my ear, and I couldn't listen to a word at the moment.

I felt like my heart was as hopeless as a grain of sand sinking to the bottom of the sea, and the thought that I would probably never be able to be with my loved ones made me feel like I was tormenting everything I did.

On the way back to the dormitory, I felt that my body was so heavy, I had never felt so heavy. My head was also a mess, I didn't know where to go, let alone what I could do.

I remember a few days ago I joked with Xingfan that if we could do it all over again, if we could travel back to the student days together and go to college again, then with our current life experience, getting along with these college students is not just like having fun, watching them is like watching a group of fools, and laughing out loud after speaking.

But it really happened to me, and I felt like that big fool, helpless.

Oh, yes, this is in line with my personality, I am always nervous and have nothing to do.

After returning to the dorm, I took a closer look at my face, well, this is definitely not a 30-year-old face, with firm skin, no wrinkles and a face full of collagen.

I told myself to be calm, not to panic, and to analyze slowly. Yes, if that's the case, then I'm definitely not the one I was in 2020 that I traveled directly over, so I'm still in that world in 2020. I comforted myself like this, and my mood was half calmer. I'm a consciousness crossing at best, but how do I get there? Is it because of my joke with Xingfan? If that's the case, I'll try to get myself back with a strong consciousness.

I stayed in the dormitory like this for most of the day, and I ignored her when Lan Lan told me to eat. Lan Lan is my roommate, there are four of us in the dormitory, and the other two are Xu Yan and Shuangshuang. Everyone probably thinks that my brain has been burned out by the fever these days, and they don't pay too much attention to my chatter.

It was almost evening, I was so hungry that I wanted to go out to forage for food, only to hear a ringtone on my mobile phone, I flipped through it for a long time to find the phone, and the result was a text message "Don't be late at night", which was concise and to the point.

Sender Jiang Shu!

What? Jiang Shu? He told me not to be late for the night? What's the situation? I slowly typed "What, don't be late?" "Again, word by word, deleted. I thought back carefully to the events of thirteen years ago, those dusty memories slowly unfolded in front of my eyes, and I didn't like Jiang Shu as I told Ah Yue to just like it.

My heart tingled faintly, why do I have to think again, of myself who was once humbled to the dust, of the self who had been silently following and secretly loving him under the guise of being playful and nymphophoic. It's just that all I can remember now is the feeling at the time, and as for what happened between us, I can't remember it for a long time.

I've always had a diary record, yes, I can read my diary. I flipped out the long-lost diary from the drawer, and turned to the latest page, strangely, there was no record of Jiang Shu, not even his name appeared, and every day was recorded some running accounts of eating and drinking with Ah Yue.

My mind went blank, no, I remember his name in my diary.

The dark clouds cast a shadow in our hearts...... "My mobile phone rings, it's Ah Yue."

"Hey, Oki, how are you? Is it better? Are you free at night? Didn't you see it that morning, why don't you have dinner in the evening? “

I touched my head and said, "What are you talking about, what did you not see?" I don't have time in the evening, I have a date. ”

"You're going on a date? Who is it? Wait, you're in the dorm, I'll come to you right away. "About five seconds after she hung up the phone, she showed up in front of me on time.

"Who, who, the handsome guy who asked you on the phone during military training? Or the one from the school next door? Ah Yue gossiped.

"No, no, it's Jiangshu."

"Who? Eki! In the morning, you confessed to the courtyard grass of the School of Information? Oh my God! She was so shocked that her pupils dilated.

"Why are you so surprised? He finally agreed to my date, shouldn't you be excited for me, right, what kind of expression do you have? I closed her gaping mouth with my hands in disgust.

"Lin Damu, what's your situation, don't you think I'm a sworn friend, when did you catch Jiang Shu?"

I looked at Du Yue in front of me suspiciously, whether she had a problem with her brain or me, why did she ask such a boring question, she obviously knew it all along.

"Eh, that, Ah Yue, if you don't go back first, I'll have to go downstairs right away." With that, I blasted her back into her bedroom.

"Don't be late for the night." I stared at the text messages on my phone and tried to remember them. I did date him thirteen years ago, the only date I had with him. My heart fluttered, I vaguely remembered some of the past, and laughed at myself for being so stupid at the time. One night thirteen years ago, I made an appointment with Jiang Shu, it was supposed to be the first time he saw me, I remember that he was polite at the time, and it was not as cold as the legend, and the communication between the two of us was probably all kinds of awkward chats, after that night, I kept my promise to myself, and I never hid to see him in a corner again. And he, as if he hadn't been in my life, all those moments about him were forgotten.

So tonight is the only date we've ever had? I was thinking about it, thinking back to the morning scene, and I instantly felt ashamed.

He must have thought I was a psychopath, and I thought I might as well not go to see him. But if you think about it, no, why am I so afraid of him, sister, I'm a thirty-year-old now, dating a nineteen-year-old kid who has never seen the world, I'm afraid of him? Isn't that a joke?

Forget it, don't think about it, if you come, you will be safe.

The soldiers will block, and the water will cover the earth.

"Well, what time is it?" I clumsily replied to him on the other end of the Nokia phone that I hadn't seen for a long time.

"Seven o'clock, at the west gate of the school."

Obviously, I stalked him about him, but I asked him for the specific time, which was obviously illogical, so I typed a line and sent it to him: "I'm just testing you, I'm afraid you will forget." ”

Looking at the text messages on my phone, I felt funny, as if I immediately accepted the setting that I was only nineteen years old now. After looking at the time, there were still two hours before our appointment, just right, first fill your stomach, and then ...... I looked at my unkempt self in the mirror, and even I began to dislike myself, how can I say that he is also my former male god, do I want to see him like this?

After I had eaten, I took a shower, washed my hair, changed my clothes, and matched the most satisfying set of all my clothes with my current vision, and by the way, I spent a light makeup.

After the toss, my roommates were stunned and asked me if this was an overnight transformation? I thought to myself, it's okay to fool you little boys.

It's just that what I didn't expect was that what was once the end became the beginning of today. Everything has changed, it has become strange, and those dusty memories have begun to be slowly blown away, naked in front of my eyes, and I can't resist it.

Teacher Wang, the school doctor's mood: I am obviously hiding so deeply, how did the child named Lin Mu know? Are today's children really going to heaven? So good at reading words.