Monday, 25 November 2004--,—

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It's been a long time, and there is still no news from my mother.

I guess she's really gone. (Why am I neither sad nor looking forward to this?) Am I abnormal? ）

Today, somehow, I suddenly felt a sense of loss and inexplicable depression, so I pulled out this journal again, I didn't think I should have thrown it under the cabinet before, now I only have such an old fellow.

Could it be that I'm in a bad mood because I haven't been out for a long time?

I'm not complaining about the bad here.

It was really nice, the floor was clean and the floor was beautiful, and the room and all the decoration made it feel very peaceful. I ate well every day and lived very well, I should say that I never thought that I would live such a good life.

But after staying for a long time, I always feel bored.

I guess it has something to do with my bad mood.

Actually, I wanted to go out, I told them many times, but they replied to me, "You can't leave until your sister is healed." ”

I don't understand what my actions have to do with my sister's healing period.

I asked, but they didn't say anything.

I remembered that I used to have a little hamster at home, and I had food and play, but it was kept in a cage and I thought it would be happy.

And now, am I the same hamster?

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Ouyang Luo looked at the ceiling attentively, and Lin Xu's pale brown eyes looked at Ouyang Luo.

"Sometimes I feel like I'm just a superman, a superman."

Ouyang Luo turned his head and smiled at Lin Xu: "Do you feel envious?" ”

Lin Xu tilted his head and hesitated for a moment and shook his head, which made Ouyang Luo quite surprised.

Lin Xu looked at Ouyang Luo cautiously: "I remember someone told me before, 'The excellent performance of an individual in a social body can only exist within the scope of group consciousness, and once it exceeds the range, it will be regarded as an outlier'." ”

Ouyang Luo was stunned for a moment, obviously not expecting Lin Xu to say such a thing.

Lin Xu lowered his head: "I'm sorry, my words made you unhappy......"

Ouyang Luo hurriedly waved his hand and threw the hose connected to the hanging bottle like a swing.

"No, no, no, I think it's quite a surprise. But also happy! I can now think that you really think of me as a friend! ”

Ouyang Luo smiled nonchalantly: "You're right, if you've been with me for a long time, you'll always find all kinds of strangeness." So don't look at my fox friends and dog friends, but they are not deep friends.

As far as Meng Hui's eight calves and you, the two of you and my sister-in-law, I feel quite close. Hiss...... But I regret that I entered Meng Hui's thief ship......"

Lin Xu looked at the corners of Ouyang Luo's mouth slightly upturned, listening to his chatter.

He felt that he was understanding Ouyang Luo's situation more and more, because the "outliers" who were too prominent and beyond the scope of the group's cognition would always stand out from the crowd; Let the chickens in the flock be curious, look up, jealous, and even hold grudges or even want to eliminate.

And there is no doubt that Ouyang Luo's performance has confirmed this more and more.

If he doesn't find a way to hide what he can't say, then he'll be kicked out.

In this way, this person is actually quite lonely.

There are only two people who can exchange hearts for hearts, but now, does it also include yourself?

Lin Xu didn't know why Ouyang Luo would list himself in it, judging from all the things he had experienced in the past, he always grasped an out-and-out truth in it; But when he saw Ouyang Luo like this, that truth seemed to be a little shaken.

"I think you're special, from the fact that you took me to the hospital and accompanied me to see a psychiatrist."

Lin Xu interrupted the other party.

Ouyang Luo scratched his head and a touch of shyness appeared: "Hehe, is it?" You're special, too. Hey, will you be scared by me or anything in the future? ”

Lin Xu was curious: "Scared? ”

"I think about the big truth you just said, and I think it's quite right. If you don't get scared, you won't be a chicken, maybe you'll be a crane? ”

Lin Xu laughed, laughing quite happily. But there was no reply.

Ouyang Luo pulled out the needle: "Okay, it's finally over, it's taken a few hours." What do you want to eat today, I'll let them prepare it for you? ”

Lin Xu: "I'm not a picky eater, what about you?" ”

Ouyang Luo: "I'm not hungry." Why don't you go out for a walk with me after eating? ”

Lin Xu: "Okay. ”

……

A day later, Lin Xu finally went to work.

As soon as I got to work, I was greeted by the curious eyes of my colleagues and the "smile" of the leaders who dared not speak.

Lin Xu didn't see him sitting back in his exclusive position to work, but he heard a little bit of the whispering of others; It's mostly some complaints and complaints of injustice.

The captain came, a strange person younger than Xing Guanglou.

He hadn't seen this person, and if he hadn't seen the words on the other party's work card, he wouldn't have known that it was his immediate boss.

"Hehehehe, you are Lin Xu."

As soon as this person saw Lin Xu, a smile appeared on his face.

Lin Xu consciously stood up: "Captain Liang, hello." ”

"Oh! Hello hello hello! Liang Jingyu stretched out his hand and shook him warmly, which made Lin Xu a little baffled.

Liang Jingyu: "Oh, I heard that you were arranged by Inspector Ouyang to guide the work?" Tsk, that old boy in Xingguanglou is too snub to you, isn't he? I'll give you a new place to go in a moment. ”

Lin Xu was stunned for a moment and laughed dryly: "Huh? No, no need Captain Liang. I'm fine here. By the way, did the captain of the torture take a leave of absence, I haven't seen him all the time? ”

Liang Jingyu: "He was permanently transferred out and can't come back." This one...... Xiao Xu, if you need anything in the future, just open your mouth, don't be polite to me! ”

Lin Xu opened his mouth and wanted to ask something, but after thinking about it, he closed it again.

Listening to Captain Liang's tone and looking at his expression, he should have thought that Xing Guanglou's sudden transfer was related to him, probably because he was afraid that provoking himself would be equivalent to provoking the people of the Ouyang family, so he deliberately came over to play haha.

Lin Xu is an understanding person, and he stopped talking nonsense at the moment and nodded directly: "Okay." Thank you, Captain Liang! ”

After that, there was another greeting, and after Liang Jingyu said goodbye, Lin Xu sat down and watched the screen wander out of the world.

Xingguanglou was permanently transferred?

It must have something to do with the anomaly group, right?

Lin Xu picked up his mobile phone to make a call and no one answered, and the voice machine responded with "not in the service area"; So he had to leave a text message.

Putting down his phone, he wanted to sort out the materials that had not been sorted out for several days.

But when he clicked on the folder, he found that all the folders had been organized, all the documents were sorted into the corresponding folders, and the relevant filing forms were also handled clearly.

…… Did you help him tidy up when he wasn't there?

Lin Xu raised his head and looked around, but none of the people around him responded to him with expressions or eyes.

Lin Xu had no clue, so he had to give up, as if some kind person had helped him.

At this time, the chat software suddenly flashed a few times.

Lin Xu moved the mouse over and opened it.

I saw that it said, "I know its story." ”

Then there is a pattern attached to it, and this pattern is very familiar.