Chapter 12: Inspiration
The moon outside the window was getting rounder day by day, and I looked out the window and became sad. Yes, I miss him, and more precisely, I miss us, and I think of the times that once seemed less romantic and even a little boring belonged to us.
I don't know how the one I know is now, I looked at the time, half past eight in the evening, he should still be working overtime in the company at this time, right? I wonder if there is still a me in another world, no matter how late he comes back, I still keep the light for him and wait for him silently?
In the past thirteen years, he has been like the sun in my life, the light that suddenly broke into my dark life, illuminating me and warming me.
Before I met him, I always felt that I was a strong person, and any difficulties could be solved on my own, I didn't like to show the sadness in my heart to others, and I always disguised myself as a happy and heartless person. After getting to know him, I suddenly realized that I didn't have to try to pretend to be strong, and I didn't have to grit my teeth and secretly hold back my tears when I was sad. I could tell him anything, and I felt like I could always grow up like a child in front of him. I was so dependent on him that it's hard to imagine what I would be without him.
How can I sit still and wait for me to die? In the past, I was indeed a very passive person, even if I had staged thousands of active attacks in my heart, I never knew to wait for the other party to take action. Otherwise, maybe I wouldn't have missed Jiang Shu, as soon as such an idea came out, I slapped myself in the face in my heart, which was too self-indulgent.
Anyway, now I don't want to be the self I used to hate. I quickly sorted out the half-written English essay, took out my mobile phone, and dialed Xingfan's phone directly.
I felt my heart pounding, and I never knew I could be nervous like this when I called him. Tick - tick ββ, it's through! I wanted to hear his voice but was afraid to hear it. This short tick seemed to me centuries long at this time.
"Hey." A familiar and unfamiliar voice came from the other end of the phone.
My heart was shocked, oh my God, what am I going to say? It's surprisingly quiet in the study hall, how can I be stupid enough to call him in the study hall of so many people, am I really crazy?
"Hello?" The other end of the phone tentatively confirmed.
I hurriedly grabbed my school bag and ran away from the study room, and by the time I found no one and picked up the phone again, the other end of the phone had already hung up.
After knowing that he hung up, my heart calmed down, thinking that it was good that I didn't speak, otherwise it would be very shameless for him to know that I was calling but didn't know what to say? Thinking like this, I feel ridiculous again, obviously at the age of thirty, how can I still derive the reserve of a girl.
I struggled for a long time holding the phone, but I still couldn't escape the urge to call him, although I didn't have a topic, I just wanted to talk to him, I wanted to hear his voice. So I plucked up the courage to call him again.
Unexpectedly, this time the other end of the phone seemed to know that I was going to call him again, only to beep and quickly connect, only to hear some suspicion on the other end of the phone but asked softly: "Lin Mu?" βγ
Forest? My heart was shocked, and he ...... Why does he know it's me? In a panic, I hung up the phone again in a hurry.
Why the hell did he know it was me? I imagined a hundred reasons in my mind, but I never thought it would be what I later knew.
I walked slowly downstairs to the dormitory, pretending to be reading the newspaper in the window in front of the downstairs of his dormitory, and stooped my back to look at the door of their dormitory, thinking that maybe at this time, he would just be back in the dormitory.
I looked around, and although the lights were dim, it would be very unsightly to run into an acquaintance, so I took out a book from my bag and covered it.
"Is the board good?"
"Yes, it's okay." I didn't even look at the other person and started talking nonsense.
"You can see it when it's so dark?" As he spoke, he came up to me and blocked my view.
"Yes, I have good eyesight." I bypassed him and continued to peek.
"Anglo-American literature? You're a good book, why don't you lend me a look? As he spoke, he reached out and snatched the book from which I covered my face.
"What are you doing, don't rob it!" I looked up. He and I called each other's names almost at the same time.
Yang Eun Yue! This plague god is really everywhere!
"You, you, I'm talking about it, who is sneaking around here in the middle of the night. It turned out that he had come to peep at our tree again. "He was the first wicked to complain.
"I'm me, I'm peeping at Jiang Shu? You're sick, you! "When I saw him, I didn't get angry.
"You're still angry, I know everything, you watery poplar, a woman who is in the twilight!" He didn't give up.
"What do you know? Where am I water-based poplars, morning and evening? β
"Our family tree didn't think about tea and dinner for you, and even knew that the class had escaped, so you were good, and you turned around and threw yourself into the arms of others."
I slowly put a question mark in my heart, and I was speechless for a while, thinking that I couldn't tell him clearly, so it would be better to go back to the dormitory first. I didn't want to be dragged by him: "Alas, you want to leave before you say it clearly." β
"Big brother, what do you want me to say, okay, okay, I'm a water-based poplar, I'm okay with three and four, right?" I pretended to beg for mercy.
"No, you can't!" He was right in his words.
"Then what the hell do you want me to do!"
"You have to promise me two things." An eerie smile appeared on his face.
"What?" I'm a little impatient.
"First, I'm afraid that if I hear about cats from someone else's ears, I'll make everyone know about your peeping into the boys' dormitory tonight."
Tut-tut, I'm afraid that the cat is still so vicious, he is the only one in this world!
"Second, it's my birthday in a while, and I'll hold a birthday party then, and you're going to come to it!" He laughed even more weirdly.
"What do I attend for your birthday?" I said it funny and angry.
"Of course, I took this opportunity to make peace with the tree!"
"I'm reconciled with Jiang Shu?" I can't keep up with the brain circuits of this thing.
I glanced at my arm that was tightly held by him, and then at his firm eyes, thinking that if I didn't agree to him, I probably wouldn't be able to return to the dormitory today, I already knew that he had a good relationship with Jiang Shu, but I didn't know how good it was, I thought that Ah Yue chased him so hard back then and didn't see him moved, and he was so concerned about Jiang Shu's affairs, he wouldn't be ......
Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing, my brain has been poisoned by the Internet in the past two years.
"What are you laughing at? You promised? β
"No, nothing." I held back my laughter, pondered for a while, and then suddenly an idea flashed and said, "If you want me to promise you, it's fine, but when is your birthday?" β
"September 30, the day before the National Day, it's almost time"
"National Day? Where's the fast? I can promise you, but it won't be too late until your birthday, and you have to rush before the Mid-Autumn Festival. I said firmly.
He looked puzzled but said, "It's good to know that you're in a hurry, okay, I promise you, and I'll create opportunities for you and the tree immediately." β
"It's not this thing that I asked you to promise me, I mean the two of us can make a deal, I'll help you make an appointment with Jiang Shu, no, I will reconcile with Jiang Shu, you have to help me get Ah Yue to get rid of that scumbag, how about it?" I looked at him expectantly.
Question marks were written all over his face.
"Du Yue, you know, right? That Fan Lei, you saw it last time, and I told you that I was crossing, oh no, I said I would tell fortunes, the first time I saw Fan Lei, I knew that he was a scumbag, he probably dumped Du Yue around the Mid-Autumn Festival, Du Yue is my good best friend, since I know this, how can I sit still, right? "Besides, after that, Ah Yue chased Yang Enyue for a long, long time, and this time Yang Enyue chased her. Thinking like this, I was beaming with pride.
"Since you are such a god, can you help me calculate my future?" He looked at me flatteringly.
I pointed to the hand he was still holding and said, "Is this the attitude you should have?" β
He immediately let go, and laughed more and more flatteringly.
I closed my eyes and pretended to help him calculate a hexagram and said, "You kid, your future is limitless." β
"Really? Let's talk about it. "He couldn't wait.
I pretended to be deep: "But the secret of heaven must not be revealed. β
"I'll chase Du Yue tomorrow!"
"Good! Then I'll reluctantly leak it once, but my ability is limited, and I can only see what you will look like in ten years. β
"Ten years later? It's okay, it's okay, say it! β
"I saw you wearing a soldier's uniform ten years later, and then the rank was two bars and two stars." Fortunately, Xingfan said something some time ago, and I smiled proudly.
"Really? No way? Ten years later, I'll be two stars. He grabbed my hand and jumped up like crazy.
"What are you doing?" A cold voice rang in my ears.
Seeing this, Yang Enyue quickly let go of my hand and explained to the man, "Shu, don't misunderstand. She said I'm ten years from now, ahhh β
"Hehe, Jiang Shu, don't listen to his nonsense, then we are here to discuss British and American literature." I held the book in my hand in front of Jiang Shu.
He glanced at me, and when I was about to leave, I suddenly thought of the deal I had just made with Yang Enyue, and it was naturally as fast as possible to ask him to help, so I grabbed him and said, "Jiang Shu, I beg you, let's make peace quickly, or I'll give you a smile, and I will pay for it." With that, I reluctantly showed my eight teeth.
"Neuropathy." He shook off my hand and walked towards the dormitory.
"Yes, it's shameless to deal with our family tree." Yang Enyue nodded with satisfaction and went to chase Jiang Shu.
When it was too late, I grabbed his backpack and pulled it back and said, "Sister, I'm called keeping my promises, and you'd better too!" Otherwise, if I make my sister unhappy, I may not be able to keep your few bars and stars as soon as I make a move. β
"Hey, sister-in-law, don't worry, from now on you will be my sister, and I will only look forward to you." He flattered.
"That's good, you can get Du Yue before the Mid-Autumn Festival, and step down." For a while, I was in a good mood, and I felt that solving Fan Lei's big trouble was just around the corner.
"Mid-Autumn Festival? Are you serious? The Mid-Autumn Festival is less than a week away, and you asked me to pry away my girlfriend who is in love? Although I am handsome enough, I am not overestimated. He said narcissistically.
"I don't care, anyway, I just want the result, you can do it. Otherwise, I'll do itβ"
"Okay, don't do it, I'm really scared of you."
I patted him on the shoulder with satisfaction and shook it off.
Shen Xingfan's mood: Why did she call me so early today? But why is it hanging again?