Chapter 135: She Continues to Rely on It, She Struggles to Break Free (1)
On Sunday, Suni and Yiling were together on the bus back to school, Suni pouted and chattered: "Oh, I now completely understand what you said, 'having a relationship is not necessarily a good thing'." ”
Yiling asked, "What happened?" ”
Suni told Yiling about being forced by her mother to take the kindergarten teacher qualification certificate, and described how she was chased and beaten by her mother, how her mother flew slippers on her, etc., etc.
The little mouth "gotcha" is simply colorful, with rich expressions, Yiling and the fellow travelers sitting around her all listen to it frequently.
Yiling felt incredible, with her understanding of Suni's mother, Suni's mother was never such a violent person.
The passers-by in the same car were purely attracted by the story. I feel that this girl is very smooth, like a storyteller, and she can almost go to the bottom of the overpass to set up a stall. Of course, the content of its story is also quite attractive, and it is a family film and a martial arts film.
So there was an uncle by the window, and after listening to it, he couldn't help but snicker.
Suni was extremely distressed, covering her cheeks with her hands and complaining, "Yiling, why do you think I'm so unlucky?!" Every time I want to do something, my family is always against it! When I was in junior high school and high school, I wanted to study painting and go to art school, but my mother said that a class was very expensive and the family had no money, so forget it.
I went to a junior college and wanted to apply for a flight attendant major, but my mother felt bad again, saying that the flight attendant was a youth meal, not long, and she would get married in the future, and she would not be able to take care of her family.
Now I tell her I want to do business, and she is against it! Saying that our family's conditions are not the material for doing business, because we can't afford to lose.
It doesn't matter if I like it or not, he insists that I become a kindergarten teacher. Hey......"
Suni let out a long sigh, the fighting spirit of being an exhibition and being promoted to vice president was suddenly depressed because of her mother's coercion this weekend, so she wilted at the moment, and continued:
"Yiling, I sometimes really feel that people are very boring in this life, and they can't even do what they like. It's like living for the sake of living. Suppressed everywhere, beaten all the time, not being a marionette of his parents, just for a bite of food, become a dream of the soul.
You say, is it that our parents' generation, the idea of 'marrying a man, marrying a man, dressing and eating', is too deep-rooted? Therefore, when they have a daughter, in the process of training, they are completely inseparable, for the sake of their daughter's future marriage? !
I chose a major for the sake of my future family. I have to find a job to cater to the needs of the blind date market! Was the purpose of my birth just to get married and reproduce like a cat or a dog?
What about my interests? What about my pursuit? In their eyes, is it completely unimportant? In this way, what is the difference between my life and livestock?! ”
The more Suni spoke, the more angry she became, and she was about to cry with grievance.
The wind blowing in from the car window also carries the tide. The weather forecast says tonight, there is rain.
Yiling lowered her head and listened quietly for a long time. Interests, pursuits. She chewed these four words silently, glanced at Suni, and said in her heart: At least Suni, there is still pursuit......
On the face, he said: "The parents' considerations are not completely ignored, after all, the roads they have walked, the scenery they have seen, and the experiences they have gotten, no girl will not marry when she grows up." So, maybe our whole life is indeed ...... That's it......"
The latter sentence is very light. Yiling lowered her head again.
"That's it."
Suni suddenly remembered that in the past, as early as after the dream of learning to paint was shattered, she also had this idea, "That's it", whatever, what kind of love, what is it.
Then let it go and do it in the name of "waste".
But, but since she tasted the sweetness of the club's "counterattack", Wang Zhen told her that she was attractive, "100 points cute and serious", so she did something that even Li Jiaqin and Long Zeming couldn't do! She made that black-bellied, poisonous-mouthed, and iron--like boss Chen an iron buddy that she couldn't pry!
Suni thinks that as long as she works sincerely and hard, she can gain more or less, right?
Yes. Even if it is a salted fish, what is the reason for jumping twice before dying, and if you are forced to do it twice, you will directly raise your hand and surrender?
So gritting her teeth, Suni patted Yiling on the shoulder heavily and spat: "I'm bah!" ”
The spit starlet sprayed directly on Yiling's face, and Yiling wiped it in disgust, squinting at her.
However, Yiling didn't say anything, because she saw the stars in Suni's eyes. She said: "I don't believe it, God gave me a life just to make me a puppet!" I'm so old that I can't be my own master? I don't want my relatives to introduce me to jobs, I have to find an internship on my own, so my mother can see it! Hum! ”
Yiling smiled and shook her head: "Okay, you go and do it against your mother, Hengzhu, I don't have this kind of heart." When you hit your head and bleed, you will know, just you, a college student, in Jiangshi, which is full of talents, what good job can you find and what kind of heaven can you turn over? ”
"It's not promising!" was scolded by Suni.
Yiling rolled her eyes - it was impossible not to rely on people. She thought.
So, even if Yiling, who is "not necessarily happy", continues to rely on the relationship at home. And Suni, who is "unwilling to be unhappy", is trying hard to break free from the family relationship.
In the evening, Suni received a call from Zhang Wei in the dormitory, saying that she was at the side door of her school at the moment and had something to talk to Suni face-to-face.
Suni hurried out the door.
I haven't seen him for a few days, and Zhang Wei has lost some weight. Suni asked him, "Is it a lot of pressure to study?" ”
Zhang Wei suddenly hugged her and didn't answer this. He only said, "Suni, do you still like me?" ”
Suni said, "I like it." My heart for you has never changed. Why do you say that? ”
Zhang Wei hugged her tighter, his voice sounded a little sad, and he said, "I'm afraid that you will be chased away by others, and I'm afraid that you will be good with others." ”
Suni was stunned for a moment, then left his arms and looked at Zhang Wei: "Why do you have such an idea?" ”
"I heard...... There's a rich man chasing you. ”
"Who did you listen to? Who?! You asked him to stand up for me! Isn't that provoking?! ”
"Actually, there was a while, before May Day, one day I didn't work, I rested, and went to the playground to play basketball at night, and I met Jiang Yiming. He told me that he would go to the bar for the New Year to fish for you. He said, "He and I have been deceived by you, saying that you are not what we saw, so simple......"
Suni's head "buzzed", interrupted Zhang Wei, and scolded: "He put P!" This long-tongued man! Neuropathy! ”