Chapter 41: Worry
Listening to Yan Yi's words, Yan Xingzhi didn't believe Yan Yi's so-called news that he was living well abroad, in fact, every day Yan Xingzhi was very worried, after all, Yan Yi was not as good abroad as his own family, and he could usually take care of something, but when he went abroad, he could only rely on himself, first of all, the language barrier, and secondly, it was inevitable that he would suffer from different places.
Although Yan Xingzhi knows that these things are inevitable, he still feels sorry for his granddaughter, and still wants him to come back sooner, especially when he heard that he cried before sending his daughter, coupled with the words that Geng Yan said to himself here later, it seems that his granddaughter is not in a very good mood today, this mood is not good, every word and tone he said is like a needle in Yan Xingzhi's heart.
If these conditions are particularly allowed now, Yan Xingzhi feels that he is. Absolutely will immediately get on the plane, fly to their granddaughter, comfort their granddaughter, and bring their granddaughter back, what foreign countries are very good, what foreign money is more these are secondary, as long as their granddaughter is happy every day, as for the others, they don't care about what money is more and less, they are already half of the body has been made into the loess people, and now all the parents are for their granddaughters, since he has these, he also goes abroad, Where to add blockages to your heart, what are you doing, it's better to come back and accompany the two old people.
Yan Xingzhi frowned, very displeased, and said to Yan Yi. "You look like a child in my eyes, do you think you are here in front of an adult to be calm and strong, without any expression, do you think we may not be able to see it?" You have a good talk to grandpa, whether you have been bullied abroad, or if there is something particularly unsatisfactory at work, if this is the case, grandpa will book a ticket for you now, you hurry back from abroad, as for those other things, those companies can do what he wants, there is no one and a lot, you don't care about him, every day there suffers and suffers from his anger, what does this mean? . ”
Hearing this, Yan Yi smiled helplessly, stood up and opened the curtains in his room to let himself in his room. Add some light, it's not that Yan Yi is unwilling to turn on the light to indicate Yan, as soon as he feels that turning on the light now, his mood will change at this moment, and the other way is not to turn on the light, just open the curtains to let the moonlight into the room is also a way to change his mood.
After opening the curtains, Yan Yi said bitterly to his grandfather. "Grandpa, don't think about it here, I'm doing a good job here, I don't have anything, but as a result, when you say this, I feel like I've done something wrong, I've been punished here, I'm sad here, in fact, I haven't done anything, I'm just very emotional and want to add, after all, I haven't been back for so many years, how can you say I don't want to add?" It's not like I haven't heard your voice for a long time all of a sudden, and I'm more homesick today, so it's inevitable that this mood is a little complicated, and as a result, when I come to you, you think my mood is more complicated than mine. ”
"What about me, now I'm here to pat my chest on your chest and say to you, I haven't been bullied by anything when I work here, but I'm also trusted by the boss, I'm now in charge of a lot of people, and many projects are also carried out with me as the center, so what, you really let me go now, whether I'm really wronged or not, you let me go now I really can't go, I have too much work under my hands, even if it's a short handover, it's not clear, I might as well handle this matter well from beginning to end, and I will leave here after giving the boss a satisfactory result, which can be regarded as a complete explanation. ”
"Plus what kind of character I am, you must be much clearer than me, you let me give up halfway and throw the project here, then I can't do it, I must do it completely, before I can calm down my mind and do other things, now let me throw it away, my heart can't be quiet, and I can't do other things, so it's better to continue to stay here, so, grandpa, don't think too much, I'm really good here."
Yan Xingzhi heard what Yan Yi said, even if there was a lot of unease in his heart, no matter how much reluctance, no matter how much uneasiness he had, but at this moment, he could only remind himself of what his granddaughter said, because there is no way to do it now, he can't pull it back by himself, just like you said just now that you don't want to come back if you pull him back, it's better to let him stay there, and when he really suffers a big grievance over there, he will definitely come back. It's never too late to comfort yourself.
In the end, Yan Xingzhi sighed helplessly and said. "You, at a young age, it's hard to support, these things were not originally yours, you just want to impose it on your shoulders, as a result, now you make yourself so tired, and you haven't gone home for so many years, alas, I really don't know what to say about you, don't praise you if you can't do this, you do better than other children, make your grandfather very proud, is the capital of grandpa's pride, alas, you don't know what to do here." ”
Hearing this, Yan said to his grandfather without any worries. "What's so hard for you to do in this situation?" In the past, you were here to comfort me, but now I want to turn around and I will comfort you, how about you look at it, grandpa, now you don't have to think too much, you are Song and me, you will really go back after a while, this time I will never talk about foreign countries again, this time I won't lie to you, I really want to go back, so you just put your heart down, don't think too much. ”
"Now, the only thing you need to do is to buy more delicious food, and when I go back, you can cook me a good meal, so that I can feel the warmth of home, as for other things, you don't have to worry about me so much, although I am a child in your eyes, but I am really grown up now, you don't need to worry about me so hard, you just need to take care of yourself, don't let me worry."