Chapter 59: I Miss Him
Fu family, eight o'clock in the evening.
On this day, Fu Enzhu made a lot of requests to Shen Zhixin, and asked her to wash the old lady herself, not to mention other trivial things such as cooking, beating shoulders and legs, and chatting with her.
After a busy day, Shen Zhi had a sore back and a sore back.
She helped the old lady wash up, helped her to the bed, and arranged the quilt.
"Grandma, is there anything else I need to do?"
Although tired, Shen Zhixin still asked patiently.
Since she has come, let's simply do things well, which can be regarded as making amends for the wrong things she did before.
"No need, I see you're tired too, you can go and rest." The old lady said.
"Then my room is ......"
Fu Enzhu sneered and put his hands around his chest and said proudly.
Do you still need to ask this kind of thing? Shen Zhixin, don't forget, you're here to take care of grandma, not to be a big lady! β
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After speaking, Fu Enzhu pointed to the maid on the side and said, "Don't go and get the quilt yet." β
"Shen Zhixin, you can lay the floor here, grandma is old, you need it at any time, you have to be on call."
Shen Zhixin frowned, the Fu family has a big business, not to mention that this house covers an area of thousands of square meters, and there are countless guest rooms.
Is she here, and she doesn't even have a place to stay?
The old lady seemed a little unbearable, but she was glared back by Fu Enzhu's eyes.
The maid brought the quilt over, and Shen Zhixin hugged the quilt and silently spread the quilt on the ground.
Sleeping all night will not kill her, she doesn't want to leave a tongue for Fu Enzhu.
Fu Enzhu saw that Shen Zhixin was silent, and the action of making the bed was also very calm, and he was wondering in his heart.
She also thought that Shen Zhixin would quarrel with her because of this, and she would be seen by her mother who had just returned home, and she would naturally help her clean up Shen Zhixin together, but she didn't expect that she would ......
On this day, she used countless methods to toss Shen Zhixin, but she didn't expect the other party to do it without any resistance.
Good for you, Shen Zhixin, scheming is really heavy.
Fu Enzhu waited for a long time, and without waiting for Shen Zhixin to lose his temper, he went out of the old lady's room unhappily.
Shen Zhixin turned off the light, leaving only a bed lamp, and she lay on the ground bunk, pinching her sore arms and calves.
"Shen Zhixin, have you slept?" The old lady's voice suddenly rang out.
"No, grandma, do you need my help?" Shen Zhixin immediately got up from the floor and asked.
"No, this day, tired, right?"
"It's okay, grandma, these are all things I should do, as a granddaughter-in-law, I should be filial to my elders."
Hearing this, the old lady was surprised.
"You're not wronged? Don't you think Eunjoo did a bit too much today? β
Shen Zhixin paused and said, "Maybe it's a little." I can't talk about grievances, I know that she also feels sorry for Chengjing, and thinks that I didn't know what to do before, which made Chengjing angry and shamed the Fu family. β
Hearing her repeatedly admit her mistakes, the old lady felt a little better, she usually eats fasting and recites Buddha, and she has always been soft-hearted.
Today's performance of Shen Zhixin, she is in her eyes, but it is just ......
"You kept saying that you wanted to divorce Chengjing before, in that case, why do you still have to be filial to me? Angry with Eun Zhu? β
In the darkness, Shen Zhixin's old face turned red.
"Grandma, here and now, the last time I came to Fu's house, I said that I already knew that I was wrong. It's because I was so naΓ―ve before that I didn't know what kind of man was right for me.
I found that Fu Chengjing is indeed a very good man, don't look at him always with a cold face, but in fact...... It's good for me, but if I mention divorce again, it will be too bad. β
"Why did you come to ...... this time?"
"Grandma, I know that I was really excessive, but I still want to be cheeky and ask the family to give me another chance, I will definitely behave well, try to be a good wife, and integrate into this big family."
"Okay, let me ask you, do you love Chengjing?"
Grandma's words stopped Shen Zhixin, and if she answered affirmatively immediately, it would be considered a fool.
But when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't open his mouth.
In fact, she didn't know how she felt about Fu Chengjing, the only thing she was sure of was that she didn't hate him at all now, on the contrary, she still had a little indescribable closeness to him, just if she said love......
It seems that the distance is a little far, after being injured by Song Yi'an, she is disillusioned and no longer believes in love.
If you fall in love with someone, you have the opportunity to be hurt, and besides, Fu Chengjing may not be love for her.
The word love is too heavy.
"I ...... I don't know. Shen Zhi thought about it for a long time, and only gave one such answer.
The old lady was puzzled, but she said again.
"But I think love is an ethereal thing, Fu Chengjing's kindness to me makes me very moved, I am more of a responsibility to him, a kind of protection, I can guarantee that my responsibility to him can be a lifetime, unless at that time, he doesn't need me......"
Speaking of this, Shen Zhixin felt a sense of melancholy in his heart, and Fu Chengjing's appearance couldn't stop appearing in his mind.
When he died, she cried heartbreakingly.
Since his death, she has realized how unforgivable she once was, and she is willing to spend her life begging for forgiveness.
"Don't you think this is a deception for Chengjing?"
Shen Zhixin lowered his head, in the dark, his eyes were slightly hot, and crystal tears fell silently from his eyes.
"But grandma, he needs me, and all I can do is stay with him. Maybe if we get along day and night, I will gradually fall in love with him, but I can't pack this ticket now.
If I could, I would like to make my marriage with him my life's work and run it well. If I do this, Fu Chengjing will feel happy, then I am willing to deceive him until the day I grow old. β
Shen Zhixin spoke softly, but her voice was loud, and her attitude had changed differently from her previous resistance.
"Tell me, son, why did you suddenly change so quickly?"
Shen Zhixin sniffed, "Probably something happened around me, which made me begin to know that everything can't just look at the surface, and people's willfulness should also have a degree, putting aside prejudices, Fu Chengjing is really good to me." β
"Far more than that."
"Grandma, what did you say?"
"Chengjing's kindness to you is far more than what it seems on the surface."
"What else did he do for me, is it something I don't know?" Shen Zhixin asked curiously.
The old lady let out a long sigh, "Everything is fate. Shen Zhixin, if you have the ability to deceive Chengjing for the rest of your life, just go on like this. Promise me never to tell him that you are not in love with him, that will break his heart. β
Shen Zhixin snorted in a nasal voice.
Although she didn't fall in love with him, she was thinking about him on the first day he left Nancheng.