Chapter 44: Whose Fault Is It?

As soon as he listened to the girl's confession, he felt that the green ball in his hand was about to move, and it seemed to capture the negative emotions that permeated it. Wounded Liunian held the green ball in his right hand and pressed down slightly with his left hand on it, as if he had been hit hard, the green ball twitched violently and then fell silent, and the girl who was wiping her tears was unaware of it.

"Do you think you can go back to normal school life as long as the person who bullied you is gone?" The girl asked after the girl stabilized her mood

"Isn't that so?" The girl gritted her teeth and asked

"Why do you think she would choose to bully you instead of someone else?"

"Heh, in short, is it the guilt of the victim? Aren't you all saying that? Why don't you bully someone else and bully me? I'm still responsible for my injuries, right? The girl seemed to be accustomed to the words of the old man, and replied mockingly, "Do you still want to say, 'There must be something hateful about the poor'?" That's all you think these days. ”

"She chose to bully you over someone else, not necessarily because you did something wrong, did it?" Hurt Liunian was not angry and continued to ask

"......" The girl was silent for a long time, and said lightly, "Because I am poor, because I am not good-looking, because I am bullied, no one will stand up to support me." But is it my fault? ”

"Let's not discuss whose fault it is, if she chooses to bully you for these reasons, then even if she dies in an accident, how do you know that there won't be a second person who bullies you for these reasons?"

"This..."The girl was asked by the hurt for a while, she only hoped that the person who bullied her would be unlucky, but she didn't think about what to do if someone else bullied her.

"Do you think that as long as the people who bully you have an accident, they won't dare to bully you?" Hurt Liunian continued to ask

"Isn't it?"

"Maybe, but how can you let everyone know that they had an accident because they bullied you?"

"Iβ€”" The girl stopped talking

"Well, suppose the people who bullied you are dead, and everyone around you thinks they are getting retribution for bullying you. How do you think the people around you will perceive you? Do they dare to approach you? The wounded year continued to throw one question after another to the troubled girl.

"It's... I... But..."The girl didn't know how to answer for a moment, and asked in a hurry, "Then should I suffer silently when I am bullied, even though I have done nothing wrong?" ”

"Of course you have to choose to fight, but the question is how. At least "pat the green ball in your arms" in the injured year, you shouldn't hope for a dead thing. ”

"But... But at least it worksβ€”" muttered the girl quietly

"Do you wish it that the person who bullied you will die?"

"Hmm...... And the person who bullied me did get into a car accident before going back to school...... The other two came back yesterday on the homecoming day, and I was afraid that everyone would find out about it, so I secretly hid it here. The girl said this thing, and instantly felt as if she had unloaded a thousand pounds of burden, and she was much happier, "But I just complained, I really didn't expect it to really work, and today I was discussing in the bedroom to visit the patient together, I... I... I didn't know how to deal with her. ”

"Ventriloquism" is a compulsory course for the training of the Thunder Dragon Brigade, long before the two began to chat, the wounded Liu Nian passed through the slight tremor of the throat, and did not make a sound, through the transparent synthetic material close to the jaw and throat, the subtle vibration was transmitted to the communicator, so as to get in touch with his own Long Mu for "silent" communication. According to the clues revealed by the girl, Wound Liu Nian had already communicated with Shangguan Shanshui for information support, and soon a piece of relevant information reached his ears through the hidden headphones.

"Let's assume that this thing played a role in the crash." "You know what? The owner of the car who hit your roommate was suspected of drunk driving, he ran away after the accident, and hit a mother with a child, but fortunately the speed of the car in the city was not fast, and the injuries were not serious. ”

"How do you know!" The girl looked at the injured years in horror

"Let's not mention this, is that mother with a child also the person you want to take revenge on?"

"I didn't expect it to be like this..."The girl had heard about the car accident from her two roommates last night, and she felt ashamed to be picked by the injured people at this time.

So what are you praying to it today? Is it praying that you won't hurt anyone else? Or does it mean that "the tone of the sad year suddenly became sharp" and felt that his prayer had taken effect, hoping to use it to hurt more people! ”

"I... I didn't, I didn't want to! The girl panicked

"And what are you praying to it?!" Hurt Nian asked

"I... I... It's all wrong to blame them! If they don't bully me! I'm not going to curse them! Why are they the only ones who can bully me! It's not fair! I'm going to make them feel the same pain as I do! Is there something wrong with that! The girl was forced, annoyed, and said angrily, "Why am I the only one who is hurt!" It's not fair! ”

"Then if you hurt them, you won't be hurt again? Let's go back to where we started, and without them, you won't be bullied, right? Hurt Liunian sighed and said softly

"Then what should I do! Am I just accepting the fact that I was being bullied! The girl said desperately

"If you change places, you're the roommate who bullied you, and she's you. So would you bully the weak because of your superiority to gain happiness? ”

"I would never do that! I will treat everyone around me well and respect them well! The girl said resolutely

"Really?" Hurt Liunian looked down at the green ball in his hand, "But when you find out that you may have the means to hurt others, you don't think so." ”

"I'm revenge! Because they bullied me. The girl argued

"So, they and innocent passers-by and children deserve to die under the wheels?" Hurt Liunian asked calmly

"......" The girl was silent, and after a long hesitation, Ai Ai said, "Mr. Hurt, what do you think I should do?" ”

"You shouldn't ask me about this, you should ask yourself." Hurt Liunian said calmly, "Just now you said in the narrative that because everyone excluded you, you were selected by everyone to team up with the remaining boys to make an experiment report, but you didn't pass it?" ”

"Hmm."

"So what do you think would happen if you weren't excluded?"

"I will team up with normal people to do an experiment report, so that I can complete the task perfectly without having to go back to school early to take credits."

"In other words, even if you know the pain of being excluded, for your own benefit, you will still choose to join the side that excludes that boy if you have the opportunity, right?"

"That's not what I meant! I..."The girl Huo Ran raised her head, looked at the injured people in shock, and wanted to defend but didn't know where to start

"You don't have to feel shy, it's normal. Each of us is working hard and struggling for our own interests. There are saints who are dedicated to others, but they are too rare and should not be used as a code of conduct. The continuation of humanity has never depended on Our Lady, but is based on the yearning for the unknown and the pursuit of interests. Your classmate is beautiful because of her good family background, so she makes fun of you by bullying you. You also reject the partner who is holding you back because you work harder and get better grades, and it doesn't matter if it's right or wrong. It's a choice that everyone makes from their own point of view, just as they have the right to choose how to treat you, and you have the right to choose how to face them. You think your relationship is unequal, but on the contrary, that's true equality. Each of us has the right to make the most of our resources and strengths, doesn't we? ”

"So because they come from a better family than me, is there a good reason to bully others?"

"The sea is inclusive, and tolerance is great. The wall is thousands of feet, and there is no desire to be rigid. When your heart is strong enough, no one can hurt you. And when you are good enough, others will naturally demand you because of your excellence. That's when you'll be able to take the initiative in relationships. Why was she able to bully you and successfully incite everyone to exclude you? It's just because her family background is better than yours, if you have been obsessed with this, then you will have been stuck in this quagmire for the next three years or so of campus life. ”

"So how do I go about it?"

"As I said, it's up to you. Have you ever wondered what you can do to make up for your family's disadvantage? Maybe you don't feel like you have any merit. There are always people who say, 'I am born to be useful', but Li Bai, who said this, has been recognized as a genius for thousands of years. In fact, at any time and anywhere, there are people who shine, there are people who have been background all their lives, there are people who have been bullied, and there are even people who have been suffering from pain and struggling with nightmares since birth. ”

Hurt Liunian said this, I couldn't help but think of my own time, and I was in a trance for a while: "Is fate unfair?" No, it's fair. It's just throwing the dice so casually, throwing a few points is a few points, no one should think that they can change their past, but your words and deeds can actually create the future. If you are disappointed in your current situation, learn to have a strong heart. To open up to others and understand each other, I believe that the past six months will not be full of painful memories, right? How to create more good memories, as long as you step out of the shadows and open your vision, you will definitely discover. ”

"Can I really change my situation......

"Maybe, maybe not. But I think it's necessary to give it a try, and if even you deny yourself, who else can love you? ”

"If you try hard to the end, you still can't do it......"

"Then keep up the good work, that's what life is all about."

"But why am I not wrong, and I still have to suffer this suffering..."

"Then remember this suffering and strive for your future life not to continue to suffer." Hurt Liunian said with a smile: "For example, from today onwards, whoever laughs at you, you will laugh at whoever you wants, and whoever attacks you, you will fight back." Whoever wants to get pleasure by bullying you has to hit a nail in the coffin for everyone who makes fun of you. When you look back on this period in the future, you will naturally smile at these pasts. ”

"Then I'll be even more unpopular..."The girl was made to cry and laugh by the joke that had been hurting for many years

"It's up to you to choose, but it's impossible to change by hiding in a corner and feeling sorry for yourself. And what you shouldn't do is to pin your dark thoughts on ethereal things. Hurt Liunian patted the green ball in his hand and said solemnly, "For example, hope for an inexplicable curse, remember: when you stare into the abyss, the abyss is also staring at you." Don't lose your humanity by being controlled by negative emotions. ”

"My roommate is really because..."

"How is that possible?" "Your roommate's car accident was just an accident, including the mother and son who were also in distress. You don't have to worry about it. ”

"Eh, so what the hell is this thing?" The girl was stunned

"This is just an ordinary old ornament, I'm a salesperson for a company that sells scientific research instruments. A while ago, when I was selling products to your Vice Dean Luo, your Dean and I mentioned this thing, and I like to collect some old things. At that time, Dean Luo at the wine table promised to give this to me, but I forgot to take it. Today, I was busy picking up and ran into you unexpectedly. That's why I said it was something I lost. However, it does bring misfortune to those who come into contact with it, it can shine because the paint uses radioactive materials, fluorescent decorations were popular back then, but everyone did not understand the harm of radioactivity, and now this kind of thing has long been extinct and can no longer be found. ”

"But..."The girl was surprised by the flawed explanation of the wounded years

Without waiting for the girl to speak, she leaned forward, stretched out her hand and gently stroked the girl's hair, and said in a low voice

"I'm a little confident in myself, I think you're beautiful, and you're no worse than your roommate if you dress up. You are still young, don't strangle your precious youth in inferiority. ”

The girl felt the warm touch coming from the top of her head, and suddenly felt her blood surge, and her cheeks suddenly turned red. She felt that the undried tears on her face were instantly dried at this moment, her mouth was dry and her throat was itchy, her mind was blank, and she didn't dare to look up at the deep and charming eyes of the injured people, and responded vaguely

"Hmmm......"

"Okay, let's go to dinner, let's visit your roommate, people are the most vulnerable when they are hurt, don't you think this is a good opportunity to open up and let go of your old suspicions? In-depth communication is the cornerstone of a friendship. Wound Nian withdrew his hand and winked at the girl.

Until the wounded year left for a long time, the girl was still stupidly stunned in place, the bright light of the afternoon sun gradually dispelled the haze in the girl's eyes, she cheered up and walked out of the classroom but the figure of the wounded year was long gone

"I shouldn't have lied to him, my surname is Wang... I don't know if he will remember me if he meets him by chance in the future..."

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