Chapter 536: Willing to Serve the Country with This Length (46)
After Zhou Jinchen's head no longer hurt, he looked at Zhao Yiyao seriously and said: "Yiyao, you are my first friend after amnesia, and the friend I care about the most, I treat you as a sister and a relative." I could give my life for you, but I'm sorry, I can't respond to your love. ”
"Who wants to be your sister and relative?" Zhao Yiyao had been looking forward to a thousand years of confession and didn't get a response, she felt uncomfortable like a flood, but she wanted to cry, but she was panicked in her heart, and she didn't know where to cry, "I don't want to be your sister, I want to be your lover, I saved you twice, which shows that we have a lot of fate, can't you try to like me?" ”
"Yi Yao, I'm sorry." Zhou Jinchen will never love someone because of gratitude.
Zhao Yiyao was helpless, she retreated: "Moxing, you can not love me, I don't force you, but I hope you can go back to the desert with me." You see, you have amnesia now, you can't remember the past, you don't know where you came from and how you returned, Sister Wanqing is going to get married, and Lord Liu has to go back to the capital, when the time comes, where should you go? In that case, why don't you go back to the desert with me first, and then make plans when you think of something. ”
Zhao Yiyao has been emphasizing that Lin Du and Liu Yijie are leaving, and she hopes that Zhou Jinchen will choose to leave with her because these familiar people are leaving.
Zhou Jinchen was silent, he really didn't know where he should go, "Yi Yao, I'm grateful to you for saving me, however, there is an old saying in the Apocalypse, there is a banquet in the world, you like the desert, but I want to go and see the scenery of the Apocalypse." As long as you need help, I will rush to your side at any time to help you, but I don't want to go to the desert. ”
The grace of saving his life is not something that Zhou Jinchen will do.
"Moxing, then I'll accompany you to travel through the apocalypse, in fact, I don't have to go back to the desert, I just don't know where I can go except the desert. I figured it out, the desert and the apocalypse, it's good anywhere, as long as there is you. I want to spend the four seasons with you, bathing in the spring wind, drenching in the summer rain, enjoying the autumn moon, and whitening in the winter snow. I have a lot of things I haven't done with you, and I have a long life I want to spend with you. I really have so many places I want to go with you, but it seems that no matter where I am, it's good to be by your side. Zhao Yiyao took another step back, in front of Zhou Jinchen, she was unprincipled.
If it was usual, Zhou Jinchen might agree to be with Zhao Yiyao as a companion, but now that Zhao Yiyao has confessed, since he doesn't like her, he won't give her any illusions, he definitely doesn't want to delay Zhao Yiyao, "Yiyao, you don't have to force yourself, you should follow your own heart, where you want to go, what kind of life you want to live, you don't need to accommodate me, you won't be happy." ”
"I'm happy!" Zhao Yiyao retorted to him, "As long as I'm with you, no matter where I am, I'm very happy." ”
"Yi Yao, I'm sorry." Zhou Jinchen knew that only if she completely rejected her and hurt her to the core, could she start a new life, "I don't like you, I don't want to be with you." ”
"Do you like Liu Yunqing?" Zhao Yiyao was very scared, afraid that even if Zhou Jinchen lost his memory, he would still like Jiang Li.
"Wan Qing ......" Zhou Jinchen fell into deep thought, "I have always had a strong feeling that she is important to me, and I think she is very familiar and strange. But if you put aside these intuitions, I probably won't like her, I always feel that if I had a girl I liked in the past, she must be lonely and strong, she loves to play small and strong, but this is not a green man. ”
Lonely and strong, he loves to play small and strong, isn't he the real Jiang Li.
The reason why Zhou Jinchen thinks he doesn't like Liu Wanqing is because the current Liu Wanqing is not the original her, but Lin Dui.
Lin Du and Jiang Li are two different people.
Lin Du couldn't imagine that Jiang Li, who he had been imitating, had deceived Liu Yijie, who had memories, and all of them, but Zhou Jinchen, who had amnesia.
This was something that Zhao Yiyao didn't expect, and she didn't recognize Lin Du replacing Jiang Li at first, even though she had observed Jiang Li for a long time. Although Lin Dui's disguise is not bad, it can also be like seven or eight points, especially her expression when she saw the amnesiac Zhou Jinchen, her look of love in her regret for Zhou Jinchen made Zhao Yiyao not doubt it at all.
But a fake is a fake, although Zhou Jinchen has amnesia, he can clearly feel whether Lin Du is really full of love for him.
Zhao Yiyao didn't know how to talk to Zhou Jinchen for a while.
"Yi Yao, I always feel that I have forgotten very important and important people, I don't want to leave the place where I should be again, one day, I will remember it. Even if I can't remember, I'll stay in Apocalypse and protect this land. "Zhou Jinchen will not lose his ambitions because of amnesia.
He continued: "You should also look for the life you want to live, you should not take my goals as your ambitions, you can't say what kind of life I like, you can live with me." One of the most important things in love is like-mindedness, and like-minded people will be happy when they work towards the same goal. Rather than one person blindly accommodating to another. Yi Yao, how many things can a person give and sacrifice? You should save it to those who deserve it, and you should save it to those who value them. ”
At this point, Zhou Jinchen and Lin Dui's thoughts coincide, love others and love yourself first.
"Moxing, Jinchen." Zhao Yiyao took a deep breath, "I love you very much, I really love you, you must not imagine how much I have paid and how much I have given up because I love you." But indeed, what she said is very right, everything in this world can be obtained through hard work, but love is not something that can be obtained through hard work. No matter how hard I try, I can't get your love back. ”
"Yi Yao......" Zhou Jinchen wanted to comfort Zhao Yiyao, but he didn't know where to start.
Zhao Yiyao raised her hand to stop his words: "Zhou Jinchen, let me finish." I don't want to look up to you anymore, I don't want to look at your back anymore, I don't want to be the one who listens to you all the time. My pride crumbled when I met you, and I tried my best to get a little bit of love from you, even if I didn't get your love, it was good to get your people. Now it seems that I am ridiculous and pathetic. ”
"Yi Yao, you will meet the man who appreciates you and is willing to respond to all your emotions, I am not blessed." Zhou Jinchen hopes that Zhao Yiyao will be happy, but he can't give Zhao Yiyao happiness.