Chapter 31: Truth or Truth
Hearing this, Yan smiled and said silently in his heart, "Sure enough, I didn't guess that Song Hemo would never give up any opportunity, otherwise he wouldn't have come here suddenly tonight, since he came here, then he must want to ask the truth of the matter." ”
However, now that he has guessed what Song Youmo came for and what kind of thoughts he came to ask this question, then he has already found a way to deal with it.
Although Yan Yi himself has found another way, he still prefers the mode of cutting through the mess quickly, he doesn't want to continue to entangle with Song and Mo here, because there is no point in continuing to entangle here, but it will waste each other's time, rather than ending it sooner, and giving each other some free space to think about other things, maybe there is still room for reversal in the relationship between the two of them.
Just when Yan Yi was about to speak, he heard Song Youmo with a wry smile on his face, and said to himself. "I have one thing that I don't understand, I like you this thing you really don't see it or fake, I don't understand it if I don't see it, I have been saying to you for so long, even all the people in the company, including the newly hired cleaning aunt, he knows that I like you, but why you don't know, so I wonder if you really don't know, or you are deliberately playing some tricks with me here, trying to test me." ”
"Why don't you tell me today, what do you mean, if you really deliberately play these little tricks with me, please tell me, don't use cold violence to solve this matter, I really don't like this way, and I will also lose my existing judgment because of other things, so I will do something to you that I don't expect, and I can't do anything unrecoverable."
Speaking of this, Song Hemo looked at Yan Yi very seriously. "I don't want to know why you were so cold to me before, and I don't want to hear some questions you answered perfunctory to me, I want to ask you a question now, do you like me or not, have you ever been serious about me?" ”
Looking at Song Youmo's serious expression, Yan Yiyi's psychology did not have any guilt, but felt very clear and clear, if he was thinking about how to explain to Song Yumo before, his heart was really very chaotic, but when Song Yumo really told himself his inner thoughts, Yan Yi's heart was unusually clear and clear.
Yan no longer avoided Song Youmo's eyes at first, but looked at her with a bright and bright face, because. He himself knows that now all the words he didn't say to Song He came from his heart, but there was not a word of foolishness, so he must have a correct attitude and tell him the result of this matter in a responsible mind.
In fact, after Song Youmo asked this sentence again, he suddenly regretted it, and he regretted a little why his mouth was suddenly so fast, so he could say this sentence, he originally planned to boil the frog in warm water and slowly say this matter, but he didn't expect that his heart was too anxious, and he didn't wait for the real words to lead, so he directly wanted to get the answer.
I also began to regret a little why I went to drink that glass of wine today, if I was in a bad mood, I was in a bad mood, why I wanted to open that bottle of wine, if I was in a bad mood, I could go to see the scenery outside the window and relieve my mood, but when I opened that bottle of wine, it was the most wrong start of the whole night.
He shouldn't have pretended to be drunk and came to Yan Yi's office and asked for the answer he wanted in the most expensive way, such a state must be the most hated state of Yifan, but he chose such a state, so Song Youmo began to regret what he did today.
Song and Mo didn't dare to look up at Yan Yi's eyes at this moment, Yan Yi's eyes were full of disgust, full of irony, full of rejection, and full of any expressions and behaviors that had a bad impression of him.
So Song and Mo forced a smile, then stood up, and said to Yan Yi a little embarrassed. "I'm sorry, I drank some wine today, I knew I couldn't drink, but I still wanted to drink, and it turned out to be a little out of shape, please don't take it to heart, what I said today you can just act as if nothing happened, don't remember it, don't give you too much burden, I'll leave first, you can go back early." ”
"Overtime is something that can never be done, it's better to deal with all the things tomorrow in the best state, and it's not a particularly good thing for girls to come home too late, as long as it's in normal times, I can send you, but in fact, I can't send you after I drink a little wine today, pay attention to safety when you go home, and tell me when you get home."
After saying this, Song and Mo were about to leave.
Looking at this scene, Yan Yi stood up and said to Song Youmo. "I don't have the feeling of hating you, and at the same time I don't have the feeling of disliking you, and I don't have to be cold to you, but I've been thinking about one thing, and through what you said earlier, I seem to have figured out what kind of state I am." ”
Listening to what Yan Yi said, Song Yumo was stunned, turned around to look at Yan Yi a little stiffly, and found that Yan Yi's eyes did not have that kind of acne expression, nor did he have the eyes in the early stage, but it was a feeling of taking something very seriously.
Seeing such a feeling, seeing such an expression Song Youmo should be happy, but there is a feeling of empty nagging in his heart, he always feels that what Yan Yi is going to say next will be inconsistent with his own thoughts, will deviate from the track, and it is not the kind of answer he has always wanted.
"As for me, I have always regarded you as a big brother, as a master, as a minister who brought me into this industry, if it were not for you, I may not have all my achievements today, I can only say that I am now raised by you, I am very grateful to you, and at the same time I want to be friends with you, as for other ideas, I have never been, and will never have."
Yan Yi said these words very seriously, for fear that Song Hemo would misunderstand what he meant: "I may have guessed some of your thoughts about me, but what I want to tell you is that I don't have this kind of thought, you are the person I respect the most, but there is no other possibility between us, only friends or nothing." ”
"Do you understand what I mean after I say this?"