I thought that the Yun family was patriarchal, and he should be very attentive to Ze'er and Qing'er! It turns out that this is not the case.

The Yun family has always been raising children roughly, whether it is to the original owner, or later her, or his two younger brothers.

The Yun family only noticed the three of them when she remembered it, her eyes and thoughts always followed Dong Changhe, and she couldn't fit anyone in her heart!

She loves Dong Changhe to the bone marrow, and Xue'er believes that if Dong Changhe is gone, the Yun family will follow. She has lost her self in love. A person who loves her husband and doesn't even love herself, can you expect her to care for her children?

She is like the heroine in Qiong Yao, there is only love in her whole life, nothing else.

So Xue'er didn't complain about the Yun family for a long time, but would pity her from time to time, and pity her for everything she did for Dong Changhe.

Compared with Yun's love for Dong Changhe, Xue'er Fang found that her love for her boyfriend was not called love at all, but dependence.

So now that she has let go, she rarely thinks about her past life, the man who abandoned her and married someone else.

Just like the dream she had that night, she cried just because she was sad about the loss of her only support, not sad because of the loss of her love.

So she is still a more rational person.

At that time, when she saw that the woman was abandoned, she either committed suicide or took revenge heartbreakingly, and Cher would scoff at it every time she saw this.

No one in this world will not be able to live without anyone, the earth will still turn, and the sun will still rise.

Everyone's life is only once, and those who know how to love themselves will live happily and chicly.

Without love, you can still have family affection, without family affection, you can still have a career, without a career, you can also have yourself, even if the feeling of not being valued and not being cared for is very uncomfortable, sleep and cry, and everything will pass.

It was the first time Mo Shijiu heard what she had done in the past from Xue'er's mouth, and her heart was sour, and she asked softly, "Hasn't the county lord ever complained, never hated?" ”

"Where is there no hate, without love? If you don't expect, you won't complain! Physical pain is nothing compared to mental suffering! There are many people in this world who are not as happy as me, and I am already very happy compared to those people!

Instead of living in the past and living in those grievances, it is better to live in the present and think about how to make your life better in the future.

People have this or that kind of pain in life, as long as you don't take pain seriously, nothing can hurt you! It's hard to dismantle ......," Cher said with a smile.

Mo Shijiu was really convinced, and she recognized everything Xue'er said, but she understood this truth, but she couldn't summarize it.

She remembered Xuanyuan Che's thoughts, and said tentatively: "The county lord had a high fever that night, His Royal Highness knew that he guarded you all night, and personally changed the veil for you, in my memory, His Royal Highness has never served others like this." In private, His Highness also reprimanded the three of us severely.

His Royal Highness has taken care of the county lord all the way, does the county lord feel it? ”

Xue'er glanced at her and asked funny, "What does Shijiu think these all mean?" ”

Seeing the stunned expression on her face, Xue'er asked with a smile: "Didn't you ask King Youshang to escort me into Beijing today, and he regarded this as a responsibility and was wrong?" Did you think too much about it? ”

Mo Shijiu jumped to her feet, the things that His Royal Highness has done privately for the county lord over the years can't fool her, an insider: "The county lord is pretending to be stupid, in short, His Highness's friendship with you can't deceive people!" ”

"So what? What else can I do but hide as much as I can! Cher shook her head and said nonchalantly.

"Why are you hiding, isn't it good for His Highness? His Royal Highness is the only prince of the Daxi Dynasty, handsome and powerful. ”

"Your Highness is very good, a talent, not as weak as a crown can gallop on the battlefield, protect the religion and defend the country. There are few people in the world who have the status and power to match. But because he was so good, I hid and didn't want to have any entanglement with him. Cher replied sincerely.

"Why?" Mo Shijiu really didn't understand.

She is just an ordinary guard, and she doesn't dare to think about His Royal Highness, but who doesn't have a girl's heart? If he had the family background and status of the county lord, he would not give up such a good opportunity.

"Because I and he are people of two worlds, because even if he is like His Highness, he can't control his marriage."

"But it's man-made, isn't it? Although the county lord was born in the countryside, the talent and bearing of the county lord are not much worse than those of the noble daughters of the family, why is the county lord so sure that there is no possibility between you? Mo Shijiu felt that Xue'er's idea was too arbitrary.

Xue'er smiled, she was not an ungrateful person: "Actually, I know that His Royal Highness has been secretly taking care of the Dong family all these years, and the county marquis mansion has today, and he must have made a lot of efforts in this!"

But as you said, Dong Xue'er in the past was just a yellow-haired girl in the countryside, and today I am dressed in gorgeous county lord clothes, but it still can't change the fact that I was born in the countryside!

People are self-aware. When Xiao thinks about the same thing and a person, first of all, you have to weigh your own catties.

The door is not only about the family, but also about the living environment since childhood!

In other words, His Highness is not a figure that I can imagine as a county lord from a rural background.

Not to mention that there are many beautiful things we like in this world, but if you don't like it, you must keep it for yourself. ”

After a pause, Xue'er continued: "Besides, His Royal Highness may not mean that to me, I am only twelve years old this year, and I am still a little girl who has not grown up."

I am grateful for His Highness's kindness to me, but I am only grateful, I still have self-knowledge.

Besides, the life I yearn for is the rural life of 'picking chrysanthemums under the east fence and leisurely seeing Nanshan'. In the future, find an ordinary person and live an ordinary life.

At first, I was worried that my parents would trade my life for what they wanted because of my appearance. Now that my identity is there, my parents won't sell me easily, and I don't worry about it anymore. ”

Cher doesn't believe that she will be the protagonist of the story just because she is a time-traveler. will not think that Xuanyuan Che will really take a fancy to himself because of his good looks.

What she said was what she thought, but it wasn't necessarily the truth.

"But even if the identity of the county lord is there, it can't avoid such a thing from happening!" Mo Shijiu asked puzzled.

"Yes, maybe it can't be avoided, but so what? At least I'm a county lord, and I'm the county lord who I'm personally entitled. Even if I marry a non-person, I am still the same me! ”