Chapter 243: Self-blame

Five o'clock in the morning.

Before dawn, Su Yuan opened his eyes, looked at the dark room in front of him, and as soon as he moved his hand, he touched his wife lying beside him.

He got up slowly, his body exhausted, and his eyes were even more sour.

Insomnia and worries made him not sleep well that night, and finally fell asleep because his body couldn't bear it, but he woke up not long after.

Habitually picking up the cigarette at the bedside, he came to the balcony, looked at the dark world outside the room, and the subtle light gradually appearing in the east, clicked, lit the cigarette in his mouth, took a deep breath, and enjoyed the only darkness left before dawn.

Leaning on the balcony fence, the cold touch spreads throughout the body.

Then.

Suddenly, the glow of a flashlight appeared below.

Su Yuan looked down.

I saw a familiar figure dragging a sloppy corpse with great difficulty, walking towards the gate of the courtyard.

This scene surprised him slightly.

Under the light of the flashlight, he saw that the person dragging the corpse out was Gu Jingman.

He didn't stop it.

Presumably, Gu Jingman didn't sleep much this night, and now that he is dealing with the corpse, he probably wants to vent.

The fact that the little girl can't come back is uncomfortable for everyone in the villa.

It was a blow to Gu Jingman.

After Pei Xiangdong died before, the little girl has been living with Gu Jingman, and the relationship between the two is very good, but now that the little girl has disappeared, she must be more uncomfortable than anyone else.

Half of the cigarette between Su Yuan's fingers was gone.

Gu Jingman also dragged the body out of the courtyard of the villa.

She walked over to the car, opened the trunk, and with great effort, stuffed the sloppy body into the trunk.

When Su Yuan saw this scene, he was stunned.

I thought to myself, "Why did she stuff the body in the trunk?" What is she going to do? ”

Su Yuan was a little panicked.

You don't have to do that with corpses, do you?

Then.

Gu Jingman sat in the driver's seat of the car, started the car directly, and as soon as the headlights were turned on, he set off and went down the mountain.

"What's the situation!" Su Yuan was dumbfounded, threw away the remaining half of the cigarette in his hand, returned to the room, he took his clothes and shoes, and ran downstairs.

I didn't have time to get dressed, so I ran directly outside the yard, threw my clothes into the car, got into the car and started, kicked the accelerator, and chased after him.

Su Yuan was very afraid that Gu Jingman would do something irrational.

When he came to the intersection at the foot of the mountain, he slowed down and looked around, and saw the headlights that were moving away from the low mountain in the distance, so he hurriedly followed.

Su Yuan didn't hurry up to stop the car, but followed silently.

"What the hell is this little Gu going to do?"

Su Yuan was worried.

Follow it all the way.

As the sun rose and time passed, Su Yuan knew where Gu Jingman was going.

She's going to the intersection where she waited for a day yesterday.

Sure enough.

Half an hour later, Gu Jingman stopped the car at the intersection of Xicheng Road and Beicheng Road.

She got out of the car, opened the trunk, dragged the body out and dumped it in the middle of the road.

She looked at the sloppy corpse in front of her, and sat on the ground weakly, hugging her knees, her head buried deeply.

Soon.

Su Yuan drove here, saw Gu Jingman sitting in the middle of the road with his head buried in front of him, and stopped the car.

Putting on his clothes and shoes, he got out of the car.

Gu Jingman heard the movement and looked up.

The appearance of pear blossoms with rain makes people feel distressed.

She didn't seem surprised by Su Yuan's arrival, and turned her head away with a sob.

Su Yuan walked over, didn't say anything, just sat down next to her, and quietly lit a cigarette for herself.

Neither of them had much to say.

There was also a scruffy corpse on the side.

The cigarette ran out quickly.

Gu Jingman also wiped away the tears on his face at this time, turned his head, and said with red eyes: "Can you ...... Give me one? ”

Su Yuan was stunned for a moment, didn't say anything, took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, and handed it to her.

"How do you smoke this?" Gu Jingman asked.

She hadn't smoked and didn't know what to do.

"In your mouth."

Gu Jingman bit the cigarette in his mouth.

Click.

Su Yuan lit the lighter, burned the cigarette butt, and said, "Suck it in." ”

Gu Jingman inhaled hard, and the cigarette was lit.

Then, with the sound of coughing, Gu Jingman gradually got used to the cigarette in his hand.

Her eyes were red and bloodshot.

She smoked one cigarette after another, slowly and seriously.

After half a cigarette, she said, "Why didn't it work......

Su Yuan was slightly surprised by this.

Gu Jingman said: "Tang Fei told me before that when a man is upset, a cigarette can forget all the renovation things, but why, it's useless? ”

Su Yuan said: "How can it be so easy, if a cigarette can solve all the troubles, there will not be so many patients with depression in this world." ”

Gu Jingman looked at Su Yuan, wiped away her tears, and stopped smoking.

The remaining half of the cigarette burned on her fingers until the mouthpiece.

Su Yuan said, "Let's go, go back." ”

Gu Jingman shook his head, still sitting on the ground, and asked, "It's all my fault, if I had taken her with me that morning, there would have been no such thing." ”

Su Yuan frowned: "There's no need to say that, no one can ...... anything unexpected."

"It's not an accident!" Gu Jingman turned his head to look at Su Yuan, "This is something that can be completely avoided, as long as we have one person by the little girl's side at that time, the little girl will not be missing!" Things won't turn out the way they are! ”

Su Yuan was helpless in his heart.

Gu Jingman fell into self-blame.

"You don't have to think like that, if you want to talk about responsibility, everyone is responsible in this matter, this is everyone's negligence."

"But I'm the one who should be in charge of her! I made this happen, and I made it impossible for her to come back. ”

When Su Yuan heard this, he was furious in his heart and scolded: "What nonsense are you talking about!" Looking for what you mean, the little girl should be in charge of Pei Xiangdong! It's because Pei Xiangdong died that it has become the current situation, do you have to blame Lao Pei! ”

When Gu Jingman heard the scolding, he lowered his head again and sobbed.

Su Yuan was speechless for a moment.

He scratched his head, there was nothing he could do about it.

"Whew!"

At this time, the roar of the zombie suddenly came from behind him.

Su Yuan turned his head and saw more than a dozen zombies walking towards this side, obviously it was the voice of Su Yuan just now that attracted them.

Seeing these zombies, Su Yuan was also helpless, stretched out his hand to grope up and down, without weapons, hurriedly pulled up Gu Jingman and said, "Hurry up!" The zombies are coming! ”

"I'm not leaving!" Gu Jingman roared with tears in her eyes.

Su Yuan's face was stunned, and he gradually lost his patience, and then with a force, he directly pulled up Gu Jingman, who was sitting on the ground, and as soon as he bent his body, he picked her up and ran to the car.