Chapter 94: To be a beggar
Le Yan got out of bed and slowly walked to the front of the dresser, and took out a jade pendant, this is a jade pendant that is very valuable at a glance, the warm red color of the whole body, and you can feel a trace of warmth pouring into your body in the palm of your hand.
The identity of the person who can wear this kind of jade pendant must be very unusual, the original owner didn't want to report to the official to arrest the other party at all, she was worried that she would be retaliated against and affect her mother and brother.
Looking at this jade pendant, Le Yan was in pain, everything she experienced could not be changed, Yan Sibei did not accept that they could only be friends.
Snort to make yourself feel better, there is no man and family! She comforted herself like this, but she still felt very uncomfortable.
Ning Shi entered her daughter holding the jade pendant, she sighed, "Yan Yan, eat, wait a while, sleep well, and you will be fine when you get up." ”
Le Yan nodded helplessly, she had a headache, "Mother, I'm not hungry, you can eat!" I want to sleep a little longer. ”
Ning gritted her teeth, she was also very distressed when she looked at her daughter like this, but she still had to say some things: "Yan Yan, my mother knows that you are very uncomfortable and painful, but do you know?" Xiaobao heard our conversation today, and he even told me that he was going to tell the boy to live with us in the future, so don't be angry! ”
Le Yan's tears fell, and he looked at Ning Shi in surprise and said, "What nonsense is he talking about?" ”
Ning Shi pulled her to sit down, "My mother has suffered the same experience as you now, but my mother still persevered, you can't be depressed because of a man, what about the child?" His words today are clearly thinking that he is dragging you down. ”
Le Yan wiped away her tears and said, "Mother, I know, you can rest assured, I'm just sad, but I will live a good life." ”
Ning didn't say anything anymore, just pulled Le Yan to the dining table, "Sit down and eat!" You are Le Yan, you haven't been defeated before, and you won't be now! ”
Le Yan pulled out a smile and nodded, looked at Xiaobao who had been lowering his head next to him, and hugged him into his arms, "Mother's baby!" ”
Xiaobao trembled, he raised his head in disbelief and looked at his mother, "Mother? He shouted cautiously, full of surprise and uncertainty.
Le Yan's heart twitched, she really hurt her son because of her lovelorn, "What's the matter?" ”
Xiaobao suddenly cried, turned around and hugged Le Yan and said, "Mother, uncle dislikes me? He doesn't like me! Xiaobao cried very sadly.
Le Yan also shook her head helplessly, she knew that Xiaobao liked Yan Sibei very much and treated him like a father, "No, uncle didn't dislike you, I quarreled with him, it's an adult's business, not a child's business!" ”
Xiaobao lowered his head and didn't speak, he still didn't believe this, and felt that his mother must have lied to him.
Le Yan coaxed a few words, and then fed her son, Xiaobao has always eaten by herself, but today Le Yan wants to feed him, Xiaobao is sensitive and insecure, and she is afraid that her son will have an accident.
"Mother, you clean up the kitchen, I'll take Xiaobao to sleep first." Le Yan hugged his son tightly and said to Ning.
Ning observed it and found that although her daughter was still unhappy, she was no longer immersed in sad emotions, so she nodded and said, "Okay, then you can go!" ”
Le Yan nodded, took Xiaobao back to the house, and the mother and son lay down on the bed.
"Xiaobao, mother is the only one you can rely on now, you can't leave me know?" Le Yan hugged Xiaobao tightly.
Xiaobao stopped talking, closed his mouth tightly, the decision in his heart was even firmer, his mother loved him very much, he loved his mother very much, he hoped that his mother could be happy!
Le Yan looked at her son lying in her arms and patted her cheek again, she is not qualified to die or live for a love, because she still has a son and a mother, and she can only be strong for them!
In the middle of the night, Xiaobao suddenly opened his eyes, looked at Le Yan lying beside him, gently leaned over and kissed her, then got up and dressed himself and shoes and was about to open the door and leave.
"Xiaobao, where are you going?" Le Yan suddenly sat up and spoke.
Xiaobao's little body trembled, turned to look at Le Yan, and said with a crying voice: "I'm leaving!" ”
"Why?" Le Yan shouted out in disbelief, "Where can you go when you leave home when you're only three years old?" What do you live on? ”
Xiaobao shook his head, "I've seen it in the town before, there are a lot of children gathered together, they can and I can do it!" ”
Le Yan then remembered what Xiaobao said, "Those are all beggars, children without fathers and mothers get together and live by begging, you still have a mother!" And my grandmother and uncle! ”
Xiaobao shook his head, turned his head and said seriously: "Mother, I hope you can be happy, you can be happy, I know everything, my uncle dislikes me, as long as I am not there, he will not be disgusted, and you will be very happy!" ”
Le Yan couldn't hold back anymore when she heard this, and suddenly threw herself in front of Xiaobao from the bed, hugged Xiaobao and cried, "You're leaving, how can my mother live?" I can't live without you! ”
The crying woke up Ning Shi in her sleep, and she hurried over to see Le Yan crying with Xiaobao in her arms, and said anxiously: "Yan Yan, what's wrong?" ”
Le Yan was distressed and angry, and couldn't help but slap Xiaobao's ass twice, "Mother, tell me about this bear child, he actually wants to leave in the middle of the night and go to the town to be a beggar!" ”
Ning was also taken aback when he heard this, "Xiaobao, what do you think!" "I was a little angry when I said that.
Xiaobao's tears also fell, and he didn't want to leave, but he was sad that his mother was unhappy!
Le Yan wiped away her tears, hugged Xiaobao to the bed, looked at him with a smile and said, "I can't be like this in the future!" You know you can't live without you! Besides, Uncle didn't dislike you either! ”
Xiaobao lay in Le Yan's arms and didn't speak, he felt that his mother was comforting him.
Neither mother nor son spoke, and Le Yan said to Ning: "Mother, you go to sleep first!" I'll enlighten him! ”
Ning wiped his tears, and wanted to say something, looking at Xiaobao and closing his eyes again.
Le Yan took off his son's clothes, lay down and said, "Xiaobao, the people in the village have been talking about you, so I know you probably understand what's going on!" ”
Xiaobao nodded, he knew that he was different from others, he didn't have a father, and everyone kept scolding him for being a wild seed.
"My mother can give birth to and raise you in everyone's abuse, and you will know how important you are to your mother! You can be said to be my life! If you don't want me anymore, then my mother really won't be able to live! ”
"Xiaobao, you are still young and don't understand a lot of things, but my mother still wants to tell you that we can't only have love in the world, but also our own responsibilities and families!"
Xiaobao didn't understand what her mother's words meant, so she could only blink and look at her mother.
Le Yan kissed him gently, "Don't think about it so much, just remember that my mother can't live without you!" ”
Those words were not so much for Xiaobao as for herself! She is not a teenage girl, she wants to die or live for love.
"Mother, I know it's wrong, Xiaobao will definitely not leave you in the future!" Xiaobao gently patted Le Yan's body and said cautiously.