Chapter 205: The Pit of This Class of Young People: Influence and Interference (5)
Suni watched a movie when she was in school - "The Butterfly Effect". It tells the story of the male protagonist who suffered from intermittent amnesia in his childhood, went back to the past and wanted to change his fate, but it backfired.
Suni also saw a saying on the Internet that the result precedes the fact.
This view has not been argued and is not accepted by the mainstream academic community. In Suni's view, it seems to be just a hypothesis, similar to the representative of nihilism, Nietzsche said: "Life has no purpose, only process, and the so-called ultimate purpose is nothing." ”
Therefore, it emphasizes that man comes into this world to "experience". As for the result, it believes that even if people can be like the male protagonist in "The Butterfly Effect", they can repeatedly travel back to the past and change the process, but they still can't change the result-
Therefore, history is predestined.
Suni didn't know whether to believe such a "strange theory", she just suddenly thought of it after attending this "party" of Teacher Li Qianqian and chatting with Qi Yu.
And, walking out of "one person, one sitting", in the casual conversation with Yiling, Suni really, for the first time, deeply felt that human time can be questioned-
Time, which is linear and unidirectional, is composed of countless "event nodes", and these points, one link after another, think deeply, as if each link has its "guiding meaning" behind it......
Suni hypothesized a number of possibilities:
If she insisted on going her own way, that is, she held the purpose and fought against her mother to the end, then she would not have taken care of Zhang Lan, and she would have arranged her into kindergarten.
If she hadn't entered kindergarten, she wouldn't have known Li Qianqian.
If she didn't know Li Qianqian, she wouldn't have heard about 2012, and she wouldn't have visited 808 Square on a whim, and she wouldn't have been dragged to today's "believer gathering" with Yiling!
If he didn't participate in this "gathering of believers", Yiling would not have seen Qi Yu, let alone embraced the end of the world, and had the mentality of "I'd rather believe what I have than what I don't".
Then, it was precisely because of the worry that "time is limited" that Yiling suddenly let go of her arms and jumped out of the shadow of being "pitted" by Zhou Jiadong before, and then, in order to make up for the fact that she had never been in a serious relationship, she was so direct and brave, and "confessed" to Qi Yu, who felt good!
Sunico: "Huh? Isn't your heart broken by your last relationship? How? Alive? ”
Yiling did admit that she was affected by 2012, she said: "If the year after tomorrow is really the end, I am going to die, what else can't I get by?" If you think about it, the most wrong thing I've done until now is that I think I can capture the hearts of rich men.
In vain, I missed so many simple good boys in school, didn't talk about a serious and normal relationship, and grew myself into a woman with a seedling! Nini, I really, really regret it, you know?! When I see you and Zhang Wei, I will think that is what love should look like!
And me? I claim to have been in love, but have I ever been in love? So, if there is really only more than 1 year left, what I want to do most is to find a boy I like, and go with him, with ten fingers clasped, to that day. It's a pity, Qi Yu looks so handsome, but he doesn't want me to ......"
Suni pursed her lips, walked out of the gate of 808 Square with her, and said casually: "Then if you can't find anyone, you can find something else that you are willing to do!" ”
Yi Ling stopped at the moment, grabbed Suni's arm, suddenly grabbed her with a hand, and said, "Nini, why don't we go on a trip too?" If foreign travel is too expensive, we will travel domestically! Except for that time when I went to poverty alleviation with the community, I have never traveled with you on my own.
Do you think, if we can use one year to see the great rivers and mountains of the motherland, wouldn't it be a beautiful thing? How, how? ”
Suni looked at Yiling, who had an excited expression, and twitched her face: "But the school where I went to college is about to start." ”
Yiling pulled her and said as she walked in the direction of the subway station: "The earth is going to be destroyed, read a book of P?!" Of course, I want to do what I want to do quickly, so that this life will not be in vain! ”
Suni said: "Then didn't the money I paid for the exam and the money to buy study materials be in vain?" In order to take the exam, I also used weekends and off-duty time to work hard to endorse the book, aren't all these thoughts in vain? No, no, no! I finally got in, didn't you let me drop out of school directly?!
It's okay to go out with you for two or three days, who wants to be out with you all year round? Besides, just you and I are two road idiots, running to other places, I can't even tell the difference between the southeast and the northwest, don't be kidnapped into the ravine and ditch by someone, and be a daughter-in-law for Zhao Ermazi and Li Dagouzi! ”
"Hahahaha......" Yiling laughed, "who went with you?" We're on a group tour! Isn't it safe to travel in a group? ”
"Not safe! What if you are deceived into compulsory consumption, and if you don't spend a lot of money, you will deduct people, so what should I do?! ”
"I ......" Yiling was running out of words, and finally had to say: "I really convinced you!" ”
Suni said, "Huh? Wait a minute. When you first left the game company, you told me that you missed a major in 'e-commerce and law'. Don't tell me, just for the sake of 2012, you don't want to read it now, do you? ”
Seeing Yiling pouting, he didn't say anything.
Suni frowned, and said: "Yiling, although everyone's cognition has limitations, and we can't completely deny unknown and unsolved things, I don't think you need to take it too seriously."
We are all poor, just live one day, count one day, and do our jobs. I'm afraid that if it is deliberate, then in case, when the time comes, 2012 is not the end, after that, how will you deal with yourself? Don't look back, and regret it, isn't it worth the loss? ”
Yiling didn't care and said: "The year after tomorrow, it will be something that can be verified." What are you afraid of? Even if you play for 1 year and a half, what's wrong? In 2012, we were not too old, and the people went to school late, at this age, they had just graduated, okay?
Even if I look for a job and upgrade to a bachelor's degree after that day, it won't be too late. Jiang Listing is already late in marriage and late childbearing, so if the end doesn't come, I can get a diploma before I am 30 years old, right? If you really want to study, you're still studying at the age of 80!
The key is to do something you want to do while you're young! How's it going? You just go out with me for a trip, listen to you, play for two or three days first? ”
These words moved Suni a little, thought about it, and agreed: "Okay, I guess the kindergarten side, I will have the winter vacation in January, and it will be about the same, then when I leave my job, I will go out with you to play." ”
"Yay!" Yiling laughed and jumped into the subway car.
On the way, Suni was thinking: if 2012 is not the end of the world, many people have changed their behavior because they believe in it. Then maybe afterwards, it will eventually take the blame for people's "wanton indulgence", right? After all, human beings are creatures that need "reason" and "cause and effect......
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