Hearing this, a bitter smile appeared on Zhou Qingshu's lips.

"The house is for you, I don't want ......"

With that, he turned and walked away.

Zhou Qingshu's heart was very aggrieved, very aggrieved, very uncomfortable.

He originally thought that Xu Jiewei would have a little place in his heart, even if it was a little bit.

But it seems that he has always been self-inflicted!

In her eyes, his husband is just a servant and slave who takes care of her and serves her!

Over the years, he has devoted himself to Xu Jiewei, no friends, no close people.

Both parents live abroad, and the second elder has a pension and a pension, and he doesn't have to rely on him to support him, but he is at ease.

He didn't get anything, a marriage went hand in hand, and finally came back empty-handed.

Zhou Qingshu was uncomfortable for a long time, and finally figured it out and wanted to go to the northwest region to teach.

He wants to start a new life, he wants to forget the past and start all over again.

Distant mountains, boundless, traffic blocked, signals underdeveloped, almost all contact with the outside world.

The night in the northwest is cold, and the north is bleak and crying.

When was it, Zhou Qingshu would brave the heavy snow to pick up Xu Jiewei who had sat on the cold winter moon.

Then Xu Jiewei was viciously disgusted, why didn't you buy a car?

Well, he buys the car.

Once upon a time, he would also carry Xu Jiewei behind him on a summer night, when the ground was wet and flooding, so as not to let her step on the water and dirty her feet, and mop the floor a little by himself with a mop.

Then Xu Jiewei will be scolded by Xu Jiewei again, why don't you buy a building?

Well, he bought the bungalow, bought the building.

She is his ancestor, and he will come as happy as she is.

Now she is finally no longer his ancestor, he just needs to live happily by himself, he doesn't know how Xu Jiewei is doing now, with blue sky and white clouds above her head, facing this group of energetic children every day, the wounds in her heart are healed little by little.

But no matter how much you heal, you can't heal.

The scabbed scar was bloody and painful to touch.

On weekdays, children like to pester him and ask him, big brother, do you have a girlfriend, big brother, when will you get married.

Zhou Qingshu smiled silently.

Only he alone knows that he will never get married in his life.

He was really hurt by love.

……

The sky is unpredictable.

One day, a mudslide suddenly occurred in the mountainous area, and the house collapsed, and Zhou Qingshu was crushed to death by the fallen beams in order to save a first-grade boy hiding under the table.

On the day he died, Zhou Qingshu had a serene and calm smile on his face.

He has no regrets about saving this fresh life.

In my life, it was plain and bumpy, I buried my good youth and time for a woman, lived for more than 20 years, and never did anything worthy of praise at all.

But.

He regretted that in this life, he had been running around for a woman all his life.

If there is an afterlife...... In the next life, he must not meet Xu Jiewei again.

In the next life, he will live for himself.

In the next life, he wants to be a dashing Zhou Qingshu.

He doesn't want to like someone who he likes anymore, and he will never like himself.

Love is good.

But, don't lose yourself because of love.

At the age of three and a half, Lu Xiaoxiao sent her to report to kindergarten.

Seeing her daughter staggering into the kindergarten with two little short legs, and the two ponytails in the back swayed one after another, Lu Xiaoxiao suddenly felt a little emotional.

Time flies.

In the past few years, she has been alone, taking care of Nian Nian, without a man, and she has just come over.

Once upon a time, Lu Xiaoxiao believed that a woman must have a man to take care of her in this life.

Otherwise, I will be lonely and lonely all my life.

But now Lu Xiaoxiao's mind has changed.

What is a man?

Women are doing well without men.

Fate is such a thing, here, she takes advantage of it.

If she doesn't come, she doesn't force it, and it's not something that you have to do.

A few more months passed, and it was every year's birthday.

Lu Xiaoxiao invited Liang Fanxin's family, and Lu Jingli's family came.

Seeing Liang Fanxin, Lu Xiaoxiao inevitably apologized.

After a few years, no matter how many times she saw Liang Fanxin, Lu Xiaoxiao felt guilty for the stupid things she had done before.

Liang Fanxin was already a group of children in his arms, waved his hand and sighed, "It's all over, anyway, cousin, you were also punished at that time, don't mention it." ”

Lu Xiaoxiao laughed, "Yes, I was whipped ten times by my grandmother at that time, and it still hurts when I think about it now!" ”

It's just a joke.

Having said that, the big guys are all happy

Every year, I invited the best friend in the kindergarten, Lele, and also came.

The two little girls are of the same age, and they seem to be like-minded and can talk.

Towards the end, a young man came outside, looking to be in his early thirties, saying that his name was Fang Chengming, Lele's uncle, and he was coming to pick up Lele back.

Lu Xiaoxiao smiled at Lele, "Is it really your uncle?" ”

Lele bit the lollipop at the corner of his mouth and nodded, "Well, it's Lele's uncle, Lele lives with his uncle now!" ”

Lele's parents both worked outside the home and left the child in the care of his uncle.

Fang Chengming hugged Lele, but his eyes kept falling on Lu Xiaoxiao's body.

At the end, I exchanged a few words with Lu Xiaoxiao before leaving.

Liang Fanxin said on the side: "Cousin, that man was interested in you just now, and his eyes have been on you." ”

Xiao Nian pulled the corner of Liang Fanxin's clothes, and said in a milky voice, "Auntie, what do you mean to be interesting to your mother?" ”

"Ah, I just want to be a father every year."

"Don't, don't, every year as long as mom, not dad."

Xiao Niannian thought that Lele's uncle was going to break her up with Lu Xiaoxiao, so he held his mouth and cried.

Lu Xiaoxiao hugged the child and said with a smile, "Okay, don't tease the child, don't worry about every year, my mother will not want to be every year for the rest of her life." ”

Liang Fanxin's sixth sense was quite accurate, and the next day Lu Xiaoxiao sent her daughter to kindergarten as usual, and then she heard someone calling her name, and when she turned her head, she saw that it was Fang Chengming.

The man is wearing a casual dress, although he is not handsome, but he can also see it, he is tall, about 185 or so, and there is a little blue stubble on his chin, which does not affect the appearance.

Fang Chengming smiled at Lu Xiaoxiao, "Yesterday, I heard Lele go back and say that Nian Nian is her best friend in kindergarten, I, I'm busy with work on weekdays, Lele is my brother's child again, plus I have no experience, I am also negligent in caring for this child, if Miss Lu is convenient, how about having a cup of coffee together and exchanging parenting experience?" ”

is a very smart man, from the perspective of a child, the drunkard does not mean to drink, in fact, Lu Xiaoxiao understands, but at the man's smiling face, he still nodded.

It's just a cup of coffee, but nothing can be done.

After some conversation, Fang Chengming also learned that Lu Xiaoxiao was a single mother, and Lu Xiaoxiao also appreciated Fang Chengming's conversation.

But this person is just 30 years old this year, she is already 38 years old, it's not that she has never had a sister-brother relationship, she was nearly ten years old behind Luo Jinnian before, and the contradiction between the two people will be shown in the future, so this time Lu Xiaoxiao does not plan to have an in-depth relationship with Fang Chengming.

However, Fang Chengming seemed to be very interesting to Lu Xiaoxiao.

Lu Xiaoxiao grew up in the Lu family since she was a child, with an outstanding temperament, coupled with a charming face, she has been well maintained over the years, and she doesn't look like a woman who is almost 40 years old, so Fang Chengming is inevitably upset.

After leaving his contact information, Fang Chengming's calls and text messages came one after another.

It's like an intermediary salesman, and I have to call at least three times a day, and every time I undoubtedly ask about trivial things.

Fang Chengming's voice is very good, the unique lowness of a thirty-year-old man, not the kind of broken gong voice that shouts.

Lu Xiaoxiao is also a normal woman, although she has experienced several failed relationships, it does not mean that she has lost confidence in love.

She had already said that if fate came, she didn't want to resist.

Now there is such a man who talks well and shows his concern to her from time to time, this kind of care is so great that Lu Xiaoxiao has not experienced it for a long time.

After getting along like this for a while, the two established a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship.

But Lu Xiaoxiao didn't expect that on the first day of establishing a relationship, Fang Chengming took her to the hotel.

When he arrived at the door of the hotel, Lu Xiaoxiao asked him what he was going to do, and Fang Chengming smiled, "They are all adults, and they still need to dress innocently, don't you understand?" ”

"I'm asking you what you mean."

Lu Xiaoxiao's eyebrows and eyes were cold, and she looked very aggressive.

Fang Chengming grabbed the woman's waist with one hand, and continued to smile disapprovingly, "Aren't we boyfriend and girlfriend now, it's just right for me to sleep with you, I know you may think it's too fast, after all, we have just established a relationship, but Xiaoxiao, I'm already thirty years old, and you're not a little girl anymore, we're all past the age of youth, like the mode of pulling a little hand and kissing a small mouth, it's no longer suitable for us, sooner or later we will have to sleep, today's beautiful day, I have already booked the room, isn't it good to go in and spend a night together?" ”

Lu Xiaoxiao: "I don't think so. Maybe there's a generation gap between us, even if I'm old, I like to go step by step, I'm not to the point where anyone can be hungry and eat, if you're close to me for this, then we'll break up, it's not suitable. ”

The older a woman gets, the more she is heartbroken, and the more she longs for a solid and safe embrace, this fast-paced mode Lu Xiaoxiao herself is not happy.

Fang Chengming's face was embarrassed, but he was still patient, "Xiaoxiao, I promise that I will be good to you, I don't dislike you for being divorced, nor do I dislike you for being a single mother, but if we get married in the future, we still have to pass this level, right, if there is disharmony and harmony in that aspect, the marriage will not be happy, we are willing to do it, just rub each other in, what do you say?" ”

Lu Xiaoxiao still shook her head, "You said that you love me, I'm not happy, you have nothing to do with me." ”

"But my room is booked, just on the top, it's a big suite, and the view is very good."

Lu Xiaoxiao didn't speak, but just took half a step back, and after opening a half-step distance between her and Fang Chengming, she took out a dozen brand-new hundred-yuan bills from her wallet and stuffed them into the man's hand, "This is the money in the room, is it enough?" ”