Every morning he waited for me downstairs in the dormitory, and the two of them took a bus for more than ten minutes to reach the destination, and after entering the house, he would make a pot of tea, sometimes Qi Hong, sometimes ripe, and more often jasmine. Then we found a comfortable corner in the living room and started to study on our own.

I often nestled casually in the sofa, and he sat in front of the desk not far away, sitting upright, with a quaint teacup in his hand, quite an old cadre.

We will continue to study until 11 o'clock in the afternoon, and then we will go to the restaurant in the neighborhood to have a casual meal. Although we both know how to cook, we still choose to eat out in order to save the trouble of washing and cleaning up the stove. There was a particularly delicious haggis soup in the family area, and we became regular customers.

After lunch, we will take a walk around the neighborhood to eliminate food. I am a girl from the Northeast, compared to my hometown, the winter in Beijing is not very cold for me, and there will be a warm winter sun at noon, and it is quite comfortable to start out. It's just that when I take a walk, I often meet the residents of the community, some of them are former colleagues of Xu Zhekai's grandfather, obviously they are quite interested in Xu Zhekai's side, and they will ask with a smile if they are more direct: "Kaikai is back with his girlfriend?" What a beautiful girl! Xu Zhekai always replied jokingly: "It's okay, it's just an ordinary person!" Whenever this happens, I always smiling and pinching his "dog paws".

The schedule in the afternoon is basically the same as in the morning, except that in order to drive away the sleepiness, I will play some lighter music. Xu Zhekai will use a Moka pot to make two cups of coffee.

The Moka pot was given to him by Xu Zhekai's grandmother, and he introduced his grandmother as a scholarly lady, who visited the UK for a few years when he was young, that is, he fell in love with coffee at that time, and this habit continued after returning to China. So in this antique Chinese-style room, the tea fragrance loved by grandpa and the intoxicated coffee fragrance of grandma are often blended together, just like the heaviness of the years and the longevity of love.

My favorite time of the week was two or three o'clock in the afternoon. Xu Zhekai's desk is next to the floor-to-ceiling window in the living room, and the sun at two or three o'clock in the winter afternoon is particularly gentle, and the sunlight pours on his hair and eyelashes, making Xu Zhekai's handsome face more fluffy and cute. Whenever this happens, I can't help but look away from the book and to him, silently sighing how my vision can be so good.

"Don't covet my beauty, the future is important!" My eyes were so burning when I peeked, of course Xu Zhekai could detect it, and he would always respond to me shamelessly.

The afternoon sun shines on my body so comfortably, I occasionally take a nap while reading a book on the sofa, and every time I wake up, I have a blanket that Xu Zhekai doesn't know when. Sometimes I wake up and find him sitting next to me reading a book, and then I become a lazy cat, resting my head on his shoulder, squinting my eyes, waiting for a kiss he will give.

At about 6 o'clock in the evening, we would pack up and go back to school, have dinner, and then go for a walk and go back to the dormitory to wash up and rest. Not staying overnight at his grandparents' house on the one hand is that the school is still relatively strict, and not returning to bed for no reason will affect the evaluation, and on the other hand, I am not doing a good job of accompanying him day and night. During the day, I am busy with my studies, and I don't feel too intimate even if we are together all the time, but at night, when a lonely man and a widow are in the same room, it is a little more ambiguous.

Maybe it's because of the indoctrination of my parents since I was a child, "girls should be self-respecting", although my personality is very lively, but I am very traditional and conservative in terms of male and female interactions, although I do not have a "virgin complex", "virgin complex", but as far as I am concerned, I still refuse to have a relationship before marriage, I still hope to enjoy the beauty on the wedding night, as if to write the most perfect answer to each other's lives. So in another time and space, although Xu Zhekai and I have been dating for several years and have had many opportunities to be in the same room, we have never reached the last step, he once said that he respects my choice and is willing to wait until the final beauty, but unfortunately, from the moment of the breakup, he ended this possibility in advance.

In this regard, Xiaoru and Jiang An are still relatively open, not long after they were together, the two had their "first intimate contact", I still remember that it was more than eleven o'clock that night, and the door of the dormitory was closed, but Xiaoru and I were very worried, afraid that something would happen to Xiaoru, and was about to call her, but she called back to the dormitory first.

The phone was answered by Yu Han, and it was hands-free, Xiaoru said that she would not come back at night, and if the department checked the bed, she would borrow a girl from another department and sleep on the top bunk with her head covered and pretending to be her. Liu Jia asked her where she was, and Xiaoru just said mysteriously, "I'm with Jiang An, don't worry." The three of us exchanged glances, and immediately understood, Yu Han deliberately exaggerated and shouted, "Oh! I see! Liu Jia and I "gave birth to a noble son early!" "A hundred years together!" "Dog man and woman!" The ground kept screaming, not caring about Xiaoru laughing and scolding over there, the three of us had already laughed.

When Xiaoru came back the next afternoon, she was still a little embarrassed, Yu Han dragged her over and asked her to explain the process, I emphasized "to describe the details", Liu Jia even said "Young woman, you are so beautiful", making Xiaoru, who is usually delicate and cute, blushing and begging for mercy.

Now that I think about it, Xiaoru is really the happiest and smoothest one in our dormitory, I met the love of my life at the best age, from the campus to the church, the wedding dress replaced the school uniform, both parents are very satisfied, the work of the two people is also very good, life is rich and stable, in the eyes of many people, this is a woman's best life.

We once talked about living together before marriage during a dormitory conversation, and I asked Xiaoru, "Wouldn't you feel sorry if the person in the future wasn't him?" I always remember Xiaoru's answer, she said, "When I decided to go this far, I told myself that no matter how many difficulties I encountered in the future, I would try to make sure that the last person must be him, unless he made a mistake that I could not tolerate." Now it seems that Xiaoru's answer at that time was more or less unworldly idealistic, and even had the element of gambling on future happiness, but I still envy her bravery, and I am happy that she got what she wanted.

In everyone's opinion, I am much stronger than Xiaoru, I will always be rampage, chic and arbitrary, Xiaoru will always be cute and cute, and the birds are human. But in terms of love, maybe it's really really the braver the luckier the person, compared to Xiaoru's daring to love and dare to express, I am always so passive, in love with each other, when I am not sure of the other party's mind, I resolutely do not say love, after separation, the surface is resolute, but the bottom of the heart can not break the inextricable nostalgia. At that time, I was like this, and I didn't improve in this time and space, and even more cowardly at the beginning, God is indeed fair, it gave me a happy family, the best parents, good appearance, excellent grades, excellent character and popularity, but in terms of love, give me one less tendon, such a life, fortunately? Misfortune? It's all fate!

Anyway, now I am with Xu Zhekai again, no matter what kind of unpleasant past we had in the past time and space, but it seems to be able to be ignored, maybe I know how to cherish it after loss, in this time and space, I am even more greedy for the time with him, I am afraid that when I wake up one day, I have returned to the world I once was, afraid that there will be no him around me again, and I am afraid that I will face double memories alone. So every time I hold hands with him and walk in the community and campus, every time I snuggle up in the sofa and bask in the warm winter sun, I hope that time will stop here and spring will not come.

However, time is still moving slowly, the time for revision is decreasing little by little, and the date of the exam is getting closer and closer, which also means that the winter vacation is coming, and we will be separated by almost two months. Most of the surrounding classmates have already booked tickets home in advance, Xu Zhekai's grandparents will go back to Beijing for the New Year, although Hainan is warmer, but the old people are still very traditional, thinking that the New Year must be spent in their hometown, his parents, uncles and aunts will also go back to Beijing for reunion, Xu Zhekai also has no need to buy tickets.

I also booked a ticket home in advance, and I was still very nervous about going home, after all, since I came to this time and space, I have only texted and talked to my parents on the phone, and I have not seen them in person. I really don't know what kind of home I will see when I go back this time, what kind of home I will see, and everything in the house will be the same as it was ten years ago? Will Mom and Dad be as young as they remember? Sometimes I think about these questions during sleepless nights, but I never have the answers, and I can only know when I go home and look at them.

There are three days left before the first exam of our department, and the philosophy department is one day earlier than us, for the sake of grades, for the sake of excellence, Xu Zhekai is very serious in the remaining days, although he has always been a good young man who is motivated, and he has also won the first place in the philosophy department, but there are too many great gods in the philosophy department, and there is not much difference in the level of each other, even if he is an excellent young man, he will never dare to take it lightly. While I was reviewing, I was always puzzled about whether my current test results would affect another time and space, of course, there was no answer to this confusion, I could only count it as having an impact, so I took it very seriously.

Fortunately, when I reviewed, I had someone I liked by my side, and my life was a lot more fun, and the final review was not as hateful as when I was alone before. It's just that as the exam approaches, we run out of pens, consume more and more tea and coffee, and after replenishing the goods twice, Xu Zhekai concluded, "If you want me to say, the exam is the first productive force." "I think so, too.