Chapter 172: Heartbeat
Fa Ming didn't expect Bai Xi to hug himself and kiss him as soon as he was happy, his face was flushed, and the feeling in his heart was indescribably complicated. Shame is certain, it's not normal for him to be a monk and not annoyed by others, besides, the other party is married, what's the matter with being slight?
But he had some expectations in his heart, he knew that this should not be, he knew that he was a monk, and he should not move his heart, but at this time, he was a little excited in his heart, and he secretly scolded himself for not being calm while reciting the meditation mantra.
Bai Xi on the side saw Fa Ming's face with a look of shame for a while, and a look of disdain for a while, and a feeling of loss secretly rose in his heart, and sure enough, the other party began to dislike himself, they humans despise the woman of the water-based poplar the most, and his behavior must have made the other party look down on him.
She lowered her head, and in despair, she had some thoughts of self-abandonment, and with a wave of her hand, she withdrew the immortal rope tied to Fa Ming's body. The moment she took back the immortal rope, she was inexplicably desperate in her heart, as if Fa Ming had killed her and she had admitted it.
Fa Ming felt that he was let go, and he was a little surprised, and he forgot about the Nian Jing Mantra for a while, and looked at Bai Xi with a gloomy and desperate face in surprise, and couldn't help but speak: "What's wrong with you?" ”
Bai Xi suddenly heard Fa Ming talking to him, raised his eyes and saw that Fa Ming's face was close at hand, and there was no longer the disdain just now, and he was happy in his heart, and said, "You...... You're not mad at me anymore? After a pause, he hurriedly added: "I promise not to do this again in the future." ”
Fa Ming didn't know what kind of mood he was in when he got such a guarantee, so he only hummed lightly and disappeared. Thinking that the shackles on his body had been untied and there was no reason to continue lying here, he got up and said, "You can rest here first, and I will come to see you when I am done." ”
After that, he got up and carefully covered Bai Xi with the quilt, and then tidied up the monk's robe on his body and walked out of the quiet room.
Bai Xi looked at the quilt on his body in a daze after Fa Ming left, and didn't come back to his senses for a long time. She has been married to scholar Qi San for a year and a half, and although the two of them have been married in harmony in the past year and a half, Qi San has never covered himself with a quilt.
Bai Xi looks dignified and elegant on the surface, but in fact, he is very skinny, otherwise he would not have done anything to come to the White Horse Temple to be a demon and flirt with the little monk Fa Ming. Naturally, her sleeping position at night is not much better.
Qi San has to read every morning, but she loves to sleep lazy, and when she wakes up, she often finds Qi San sitting not far away, kicking the quilt by herself, and her body is frozen blue, but Qi San turns a blind eye.
The demon clan doesn't have such a habit of taking care of each other, and besides, she is alone, and she has no relatives or friends, so naturally no one has taken care of herself, she thinks everyone is like this. But today's Fa Ming has made her see a different human being.
It turns out that a man can take care of another person so carefully, and they all say that they know it slightly, although it is only a small thing, but Bai Xi knows that Qi San will never be able to do such a small thing, only this handsome little monk will carefully cover the quilt for himself.
Bai Xi lay in a daze on the bed for a day, thinking about a lot of things in her head, and it wasn't until the evening when Fa Ming came in with a food box that she came back to her senses, and quietly looked at the handsome little monk who didn't talk like a word.
At this time, Fa Ming is very different from a few years ago, although Fa Ming at that time was also handsome, but a little immature, now Fa Ming has taken off his childishness, wearing a robe that can only be worn by hosts, a body of books, if you change into Confucian clothes, it looks more like a scholar than a scholar.
It is said that there is poetry and books in the belly, and the monk Faming is the typical Qi Zihua, full of poems and books, full of scriptures, clear and handsome, so that Bai Xi, who has never known the taste of feelings, has a throbbing feeling in his heart for the first time.
Fa Ming walked to the side of the bed, put the food box at the head of the bed, reached out and helped Bai Xi, who had little strength on her body, and let her lean on the mat, then opened the food box and took out the food in the food box.
At first, Fa Ming took out the green vegetables and tofu that are often found in the temple, but the last plate was a plate of boiled shrimp. Fa Ming picked up the boiled shrimp on the plate, cleaned his hands and peeled the shrimp one by one, then picked up the rice bowl, sandwiched the shrimp and vegetables in the bowl, and fed Baixi to eat.
While delivering the food to Baixi's mouth, he said: "Meat is forbidden in the temple, there is no meat and vegetables, but I went out to inquire in the afternoon, and the people in the town said that pregnant women should eat more meat, fish and shrimp, and the child will grow smart." I bought it for you from the town. ”
Bai Xi looked at Fa Ming in shock when he heard this, Fa Ming was the presiding officer of the White Horse Temple, and he was extremely famous in the nearby villages and towns. But he is a very famous and virtuous monk who went to the town to buy shrimp to eat, what will the people in the town think of him? Isn't his reputation ruined?
And he did all this just to make himself a little more nutritious, so that the child in his belly could grow smarter. Bai Xi's heart was sour and unbearable, he was seven months pregnant, and Qi San never cared about what he needed to eat during pregnancy.
She suddenly had a terrible thought in her heart, how good it would be if the person she married was Fa Ming, then she must be happier than now, right? It's just that as soon as this idea came out, she forcibly pressed it back, Fa Ming is such a dustless monk, how can a demon like himself blaspheme him?
She was already remorseful before, for fear that her rash behavior would make the other party look down on her, or even drive her away, how could she have more disrespectful thoughts?
Yes, she was actually afraid that the other party would drive her away. Obviously, because she didn't want to come here, she was seriously injured and almost died, but it was only a long time, she didn't want to leave here, she wanted the little monk to take care of herself like this all the time.
"Why are you doing this? If the people in the town think that you eat meat, others will scold you for being sanctimonious in the future, and it doesn't matter if I eat shrimp or not. Bai Xi's eyes were red and he choked up.
Fa Ming didn't have any expression on his face, and sent another bite of food to Bai Xi's mouth, and said lightly: "It's okay." ”
Bai Xi looked at Fa Ming like this and suddenly didn't know what to say, quietly finished the whole meal, watched Fa Ming put the dinner plate into the food box, carefully wiped his mouth, put himself back on the bed and lay down, and covered himself with the quilt, before he lifted the food box without saying a word and left the room.
Looking at that figure, Bai Xi had mixed feelings in her heart, she forced herself to close her eyes, and slowly used the demonic power in her body to start cultivating, not allowing herself to have leisure time to think about things that should not be considered.
In the following days, every day when it was time to eat, Fa Ming would personally carry the food box to feed her, and I don't know if Fa Ming didn't see it or he pretended not to see it, Bai Xi obviously had the strength to walk on the ground, but he still pretended to be unable to move and waited for him to feed him on the bed, and he took care of Bai Xi every day.
After a long time, Bai Xi looked at the handsome figure who took care of herself every day, and the throbbing in her heart could no longer be suppressed, she knew that her heart was moved, in life, no, for the first time in the demon life, she really liked this monk.
But this is destined to be an impossible relationship. If you don't say that Fa Ming can't tolerate a shemale falling in love, how can a virtuous monk like Fa Ming who is not stained with dust be with a demon clan of his own? This is simply a blasphemy against Fa Ming, not to mention that he is still a married woman, and there are other men's children in his belly.
Her heart was gloomy, although she was reluctant, she still wanted to leave here as soon as possible, and she felt that she was about to be unable to hold on. She couldn't face Fa Ming every day, she was afraid that one day she would be impulsive and would do something light about Fa Ming, she was afraid of seeing Fa Ming's disgusted and disdainful gaze.
Even if she can't be liked by Fa Ming and can't be with Fa Ming, she doesn't want the other party to dislike her. She thought, leave as soon as possible and never see each other again, maybe this relationship can be diluted, right?
Fa Ming didn't know what Bai Xi was thinking, he saw Bai Xi planning how to leave again, how to return to her husband's side, and his heart was gloomy. Even if she married the scholar at that time in order to repay the cause and effect, but after a year and a half, it is unforgettable, right? What's more, the two also conceived a child.
At the end of Fa Ming's feeding this day, he said expressionlessly: "Shemale, it's not in line with the way of heaven, I advise you to go and leave." If you don't think about yourself, you should also think about the child in your belly, you don't have the demon power now, and if you force you to leave, you may hurt the child. ”
Bai Xi's words were in his ears, but they were very harsh, Fa Ming is a human being, and he is a demon, does this mean that they will never be possible? She lowered her eyes, hid the dim starlight in her eyes, and whispered, "I see." ”
She knew that she was about to give birth, and if she went out and encountered danger, she had no ability to resist at all, so it was better to stay here, at least Fa Ming would protect herself, which was the best choice for herself.
She knows it, and so does Fa Ming. However, Fa Ming is too good to herself, she is frightened, and she feels that her heart can't help but fill this person, she has become a woman with watery poplars in the mouth of the world.
She is no longer qualified to love Fa Ming, or rather, she is not qualified to love Fa Ming from the beginning, but she is moved by her heart and feelings. Her fingers circled slightly, and her heart ached like a pinprick.
In this way, time passed, and on the day of Baixi's labor, Fa Ming invited an old Wen Po from the bottom of the mountain to deliver for her, but he didn't want Qi San to hear the news, so he followed the Wen Po and quietly followed to the White Horse Temple.
The White Horse Temple receives pilgrims all year round, Qi San pretended to be a pilgrim, and the disciples in the temple did not suspect him and introduced him into the temple, and he took advantage of the disciples' inattention, quietly slipped to the backyard, and began to look for the location of Baixi......