Chapter 40: Little Turtle
Zhong Yuxiu was stunned, "No, I'm going to take the exam; Recently, I needed to take a leave of absence, and the professors discussed it and asked me to take the exam, and I could ask for leave after the exam. ”
"I see!" Xu Hongqi suddenly realized, "You are smart, you are serious about studying, you can draw inferences from what the professor said, you should have passed the test, right?" ”
"Well, I'm on leave, and I won't come to class every day after that."
Xu Hongqi smiled enviously, "You are so good, why didn't my parents give me a smart brain." ”
"Classmate Xu is too humble, and it's not good to be arrogant; If you weren't smart, would you be able to get into BGI? "Everyone's situation is different, if there is no fast wear for a few lifetimes, she may also be an ordinary college student.
Xu Hongqi was slightly stunned, and then shook his head and smiled, "What you said is also that my situation is much better than others; At least I'm a prestigious university, so it's easy to find a job in the future. ”
"Yes, we're luckier than many." Climbing is not impossible, but the premise is to have the strength to match the climbing.
It is the saddest and most tiring thing for a person to get lost on the road of running in this life; Only by understanding your own strengths, weaknesses and strengths can you give the correct positioning, so that you will not be tired and tired but feel that everything is unsatisfactory.
"Wow, I'm the one who drills the horns." Xu Hongqi is quite open-minded, open-minded and easy to accept many things, "Classmate Zhong, how long do you want to take a vacation?" ”
"The time is uncertain, I have something important to do, and I have to take a leave of absence."
Xu Hongqi knew that she would not say the real reason, nor would she be disgusted; The professors all agreed, indicating that Zhong Yuxiu did have a reason to take a leave of absence.
"I understand, you're busy; Anyway, you are already one step ahead of us in your studies, and you are not afraid of falling behind in your studies; In half a month, we will have a summer vacation. ”
Zhong Yuxiu smiled and did not answer.
Xu Hongqi said again: "Okay, don't talk about it, I have to go to the cafeteria, I'm afraid I won't have anything to eat if it's any longer." ”
"Okay, goodbye."
Xu Hongqi also said goodbye, the two separated, Zhong Yuxiu packed up her things and went home; Successfully asked for leave, was in a good mood, felt pleasing to the eye when I saw everything at the school gate, and the same was true when I saw Yan Rushan, who was tall and tall and temperamental.
"Comrade Yan!"
Yan Rushan turned around, his eyes moved slightly, and a light smile overflowed the corners of his lips, "Classmate Zhong, you're done." ”
"Well, you're waiting for me again, and you've said you don't have to wait, I can go back; Comrade Hao Nan and Comrade Tian Shangguo were there. Every time she made people wait, she was also helpless.
"It's okay, let's drop by." Yan Rushan chuckled suddenly, silly girl, what is he waiting for?
Zhong Yuxiu didn't know what was going on, but his voice was nice and his smile was good.
"Let's go, go back to dinner early, I'm on leave today."
"Congratulations." Yan Rushan put away his smile, walked side by side with her, slowed down his pace, and followed her pace, "Don't you plan to come to class next, just do research in the compound?" ”
"Yes." I was finally able to do my research freely, "When will I get what I want?" ”
Yan Rushan said: "Soon, the drawings have been sent to the machinery factory, and I urge them; It should be delivered in about three days, the engine should be delivered to your home, and as for lithium electronic materials, it is still in short supply, and it will take two days. ”
"That's fine, I'll work on the generator first; The engine we are using now consumes too much fuel and electricity, so I'll see how we can improve it. "Today's engines are either bulky or impractical.
"It's okay, when you research the generator, remember to tell me; I'll give it to my grandfather and send it, and you'll get a benefit. ”
Zhong Yuxiu nodded happily, "I haven't used the bonus I gave last time, and I haven't taken it; I'll see when I'm going to take it out and get another passbook. ”
"Sunday may not be possible, so Monday through Friday will have to be chosen." Yan Rushan gave his opinion, and his eyes never left the people around him.
"Tomorrow Friday, tomorrow to go." A decision is made in a moment.
Yan Rushan's smile became thicker and thicker, and his voice was slightly tempting, "I'll accompany you." ”
"Thank you, Comrade Yan, but you still have class tomorrow; I took Hao Nan and Comrade Tian Shangguo with me, and it didn't take long to deposit and withdraw money. "There's no need to bring another bodyguard.
"You can take a leave of absence."
Zhong Yuxiu hurriedly shook her head, "No, you go to class well, your studies are the most important." ”
The smile in Yan Rushan's eyes faded, and his footsteps stopped, staring at her fixedly.
"It's okay to miss two classes."
Facing Yan Rushan's deep and gloomy gaze, Zhong Yuxiu was inexplicably weak-hearted, and forced himself to calm down: "If you miss the course, you have to make up for it later, why bother?" ”
"It's not a waste of time to be with you." The little turtle shrinks into its shell when something is wrong.
Zhong Yuxiu panicked in her heart, and suddenly faced Yan Rushan's undisguised confession, she would still be flustered and her heartbeat was unbalanced; I thought I could deal with it freely, but I didn't want to, and I didn't know the result until the end.
After being speechless for a long time, Zhong Yuxiu suffocated in her heart, raised her eyelids and glanced at him; saw that his eyes were darker and slightly embarrassed, so he snorted and cleared his throat.
"You, if you want to follow, I can't stop you."
The pair of stunning eyes were visibly warmed up to the naked eye, and Yan Rushan said: "Zhong Yuxiu, listen well, I don't need your response; But please don't run away every time, I'm good to you, that's because I want to be good to you, you don't have to have a psychological burden. ”
That being said, who will be psychologically pressured to accept the good of others for no reason?
Zhong Yuxiu bit her lip and pursed it lightly, "That's because you don't have a burden." ”
Yan Rushan took a deep breath, and a sense of powerlessness rose from the depths of his heart.
"Yan Rushan, Brother Yan, Comrade Yan; You're good to me, I know, but have you ever wondered if I'm going to feel better? I'm not the type of person who likes to take advantage, nor am I vanity. "It's like she's a green tea.
"I know very well that you are self-reliant, self-respecting and self-loving, you have your own dreams, and you can give up many things for your dreams." Yan Rushan sighed secretly, could it be that he used the wrong method?
Zhong Yuxiu nodded lightly and gladly accepted this evaluation, "So, please don't take it for granted to be nice to me, okay?" ”
"Nope." refused decisively, Yan Rushan hurriedly explained: "I am good to you, I have intentions for you, I covet you as a person, you don't owe me; From a Buddhist point of view, coveting you is the cause, and I am good to you is the effect. ”
It's also about Buddhism!
In Buddhism, there is a theory of cause and effect, which seems to be the truth.
But is that how the emotional thing is explained?
Zhong Yuxiu shook her head, "You covet me, that's your cause and your effect, and it's up to me to decide whether to accept this effect or not." ”
The eyes are staggered, the collision of thinking and ideas, no one refuses to retreat; Reading each other's firmness and seriousness from each other's eyes, no one can convince anyone, and there is a stalemate.
In the end, it didn't work.