The next day, Suni was really like a "zombie", lying straight on the bed and sleeping in the dark. Suni can't remember how she got back or how she opened the door. I also forgot how to send Yiling to the house, and how much did the two of them drink?

In a trance, I only feel that time and space are staggered, the years are blurred, and I don't know what time and night it is, and how many degrees the flowers bloom?

I can only hear the wall clock on the wall, meticulous and "ticking" closely, day and night. The desk calendar on the TV cabinet in the living room was turned page after page by Suni's mother, and Suni occasionally "went out of her body" and thought: Are we flesh-shaped robots counting the days?

She is really going to become a robot, in order to take an English level 4 exam, she turned a vocabulary book and forgot about it. I feel that my brain, this memory, is simply a leaky tank, a leaky tank, new words, one scoop after another, poured in, and the lower ones are constantly seeping out-

Suni competed with herself, worked hard for 3 months, and as a result, she was still carrying Abandon.

It's really going to collapse!

In the second half of the sophomore year, in the dormitory, everyone has already planned for the future. Wang Zhen is preparing to upgrade to a bachelor's degree and take the Chinese language and literature major at Jiang Normal University, and she said that she will want to study another major in philosophy and work hard to get a double bachelor's degree.

She applied for the English level 4 test in June, but she had memorized two-thirds of the word book to level 6.

Suni also admires her very much, and feels that since Wang Zhen's social phobia is getting better day by day, her whole person has to be open! She is not afraid to enter the examination room, and now, it is a piece of cake to try her out!

And Zhang Feier has started an internship, and the internship unit is the nursing home where she and Li Jiaqin went to volunteer during the winter and summer vacations.

Usually, colleges and universities arrange internships in the second half of the third year. However, students with excellent grades specially approved by Jiangshang Vocational and Technical College can go out for internship in advance.

Although Zhang Feier had several classes with Suni and Mei Mei in her freshman year, her scores in each exam were very high, and her impression on the teachers was generally very good, and she had no record of failing or retaking courses, so she submitted an internship application, which was also among the special approvals.

So this semester, every Tuesday and Thursday afternoon, she didn't have to go to class, and she was exempted from two courses.

It was only at this time that Suni regretted a little, when Li Jiaqin came to inform the volunteer activities, she always felt that this was the school in disguised oppression, those pension institutions, sanitation companies, linked to the school, to provide such opportunities to school students, is to use their group of young people with no social experience as free labor.

She only saw the "loss" in front of her, but she did not see the "profit" in the distance. Suni doesn't know that this world, "free", is becoming popular......

But she still remembers Zhang Fei'er's response at that time. This girl, who has always been unobtrusive about other things, was resolute in the discussion about whether or not to volunteer.

She said, "I'm going to participate, and I'll go to the class president to sign up in a while." ”

It doesn't matter how Suni and Mei Mei are.

As a result, Suni has just discovered today that Zhang Fei'er is not the introverted and assertive image she imagined-

On the contrary, she has a big idea!

As for Mei Mei, the reason why she only cared about whether this matter was a credit at that time and didn't care about work at all was because her father had already built a bridge and paved the road for her, and as soon as she graduated, he would bring the meal to her.

Suni recalled the summer vacation of her freshman year, and Meimei's father came to pick her up, thinking about it, too, a girl who has a nanny and a driver at home, why worry about the future? She is not a child from the bottom like Suni.

Including Yiling, who was able to say at that time, "The family is not waiting for me to eat, what is the hurry", it is also because she has thought about it early in the morning, and she has her cousin and sister-in-law to rely on-

Yes, Yiling also went to her cousin's company for an internship this semester.

Suni realized that Yiling was much smarter than herself, but why didn't she get admitted to the undergraduate? It turns out that the calmness and unmotivation of these people around them are all due to the fact that they all know what they have!

Only she, Suni, is the one who lives the most confused!

Fang Xiaoqing said, Nini, "I sometimes look at it coldly and find that you are too easily influenced by others."

Yes, Suni, who has soft ears, looking back, she can't count herself, how many rumors and so-called suggestions she has heard? How many evils did you believe?

Now, she sees that the people around her are busy, except for a small goal of passing the English level 4 test, a longer future, she really doesn't know, where is it?

Although that day, Wang Zhen taught her to plan for the future, and asked her to write down everything she wanted to do and was willing to do. But in the end, she only wrote in general terms that she wanted to do business in the future.

But, what exactly is the business? There is no source of goods, and she lacks "integration ability", but she has not yet figured out a reason.

Confusion is a person's journey. Who do you want to talk to about this journey?

But that Thursday night, Zhang Fei'er returned to her bedroom from the nursing home, but she had something to say.

She brought back a bunch of complaints, and said to Suni, Mei Mei and Wang Zhen: "I chatted with a working sister today, and I learned that the nursing home where we interned was saturated, and only 6 people were recruited after graduating this year." But there are at least 20 internships in the past junior year.

That means the acceptance rate is only 30%. This is the situation this year, I don't know yet next year, what will happen when we graduate? At that time, there will definitely be more people who come for internships, and it will be even more difficult to stay and work there! ”

Mei Mei said: "What's so good about the nursing home?" You have to stay there. The salary is not high, is there 5,000 a month? ”

Zhang Fei'er replied: "The salary is not high, but it is stable." This is the same as state-owned enterprises and public institutions. Why does everyone want to work in the system? Isn't it just to seek a stable, wind-free life?!

Now the pace of society is too fast, and working outside the system, no one can afford to boil frogs in warm water anymore. Looking at the industry that is not bad today, tomorrow I don't know who will subvert and kill it, and with layoffs and salary cuts, the people inside will have to be pushed down and restarted. If you don't believe it, ask those who are 35 years old, how many jobs have they changed after living to this age?

So, ah. I used to think that I could buy a house on my own, but now, I feel that this goal is too high! It's better for me to look for a 'little luck' instead, get a stable job, and then find a boyfriend with a house to marry.

Although the work of the nursing home is inconspicuous, this family is public, and if you can stay, it will be the same as working in the system. I heard my mother say that in the blind date market now, the vast majority of men are also girls with stable jobs, such as teachers and doctors, who are always popular. ”

After a pause, he took a cup, and he didn't even have time to drink water, so he hurriedly said again: "Squad leader—oh, she's been removed now, and she's no longer the squad leader—I heard that Li Jiaqin has already started to act." She's trying to get through the back door to get into the house. ”