In fact, there is nothing to explain, Xu Zhekai is also my first love, if you count the things of another time and space, then my first love should be him in the previous time and space.

Of course, I can't talk to him about this.

was making a fuss about the meals, and while eating, I talked to Xu Zhekai about the experience of being chased in middle school, Xu Zhekai's eyes immediately lit up, he was full of interest, and his gossip physique was completely exposed.

In fact, there is nothing special, who did not have a few pink memories of their middle school days. Although I have never been in a relationship or had a crush on someone else, I have been chased.

The first time I was chased was in the second year of junior high school, and I was a senior in the third year of junior high school. I've said a long time ago that although I'm pretty good-looking, boys who have been with me for a long time often ignore my identity as a girl, so even if a few boys in my class had hazy thoughts about me at the beginning, they still ended up being iron buddies, and there was no one left.

The senior in the third year of junior high school is responsible for presiding over the flag-raising ceremony every Monday, and the place of work is the school radio room. At that time, each class in the school took turns to give a speech under the national flag every week. The speaker also read the speech in the radio room. So, in the week when my class was in charge of giving a speech, I, as a speaker selected by the teacher, met the senior named Wu Hao in the radio room.

At that time, in our school, he was quite popular, often serving as the host of some school-level activities, and there would be some female classmates in the class who would discuss some of his things in private. I also met him a few times at school. But he's not the type I like, I have an instinctive rejection of student cadres, and I always feel that the kind of pretending to be a serious official is a bit exaggerated, just a student, and he really regards himself as a leader. And Wu Hao is the kind of typical student union cadre temperament, I don't like it.

But after that time in the radio room together for a flag-raising ceremony, he began to pursue me. He's the kind of pursuit that he pokes and pokes. The main way is to write love letters, and the written love letters are not handed to me directly, but stuffed into the mailbox of our class, one a day, except for the first one directly after expressing love to me, the others are basically copying some fleshy modern poems or prose, no creativity. It went on like this for more than a month, and when I didn't respond, he stopped writing.

The teaching buildings of the first and second years of junior high school are not together with the third junior high school, so it is difficult to meet by chance on a huge campus without deliberately meeting each other. I'm glad that this way I can avoid some embarrassment.

I didn't tell anyone about him chasing me at the time, including my best friend at the time, and maybe I didn't think it was a pleasure to be chased by this person from the bottom of my bones.

Later, he could still be heard presiding over the flag-raising in the radio studio every week, and his voice was subdued and frustrated, and he was a bit of a leader.

After a while, I listened to the girls gossiping, saying that Wu Hao seemed to be with someone in their class, and so on, and I was completely relieved.

Later, I also saw him on the stage of the school's New Year's Day party, and he walked past me without squinting as if he didn't know me. It made me wonder if he had written those letters. But that's fine, it's better than dwelling.

The second time I was chased was when I was a freshman in high school. In my high school school, I had to train for a week in my first year of high school. During military training, the sixth class I was in was always next to the second class, and I would often face to face with their class when walking in a queue or standing in a military posture.

It was one afternoon when I was standing in a military posture that I noticed a boy on the other side of me. He turned against the light, and I couldn't see his facial features clearly, but I could see that he was very tall and had very dark skin, and I don't know if he was born or sunburned by military training.

During the break in military training, the instructor will always organize everyone to play a song in an old-fashioned manner, and the boy is the person in charge of the beginning of their class, with a very loud voice, and it was only then that I saw his appearance, I can't say that he is very handsome, but he is quite manly, not the type of white-faced scholar, quite sunny and healthy.

Because the two classes are next to each other during training, and the song is together again, so after a long time, the two classes are also familiar with each other, although they don't know each other's names, but they will nod and smile when they meet, which is a polite greeting.

There was a high school classmate of mine in the second class, and when I was chatting, I learned that the boy's name was Xue Yishan, and that was it.

Later, after the school started, I would occasionally meet me in the hallway, and he would always take the initiative to say hello to me. After a few exams, I learned that he was studying well, especially in science.

The real practical interaction was during the preparation for the May Fourth Youth Day party in the first semester of high school, when the year group selected one or two students from each class to participate in a group poem recitation. He and I were both chosen, and he happened to be behind me when the line was formed.

Because there have been several encounters before, it is natural to talk between breaks.

I was surprised that he knew my name and asked him how he knew.

He said that he was a boarding student, and that the boys in the dormitory often talked about the girls in his class, and that I was very popular among the boys, and everyone commented that I was not hypocritical.

At first, he didn't know that the "Shen Yiyi" in the boy's mouth was me, and then he slowly got on the number.

So we got to know each other, and in the process of chatting, I also found that we have a lot of common hobbies and read a lot of the same books.

Later, after the May Fourth party, he handed me a packaged gift box backstage.

I'm particularly different, but he just says you just open it and you'll know.

When I got home, I opened the box, and there was a music box inside, and there was a letter stuck under the music box, and I opened it and read it, and the general content was that he wished me a happy Youth Day, saying that what I was most looking forward to in the recent period was rehearsal, and asked me if I could meet often if I didn't rehearse in the future, not just like good friends.

Of course, I understood the meaning of Xue Yishan's words, and the next day I replied to him with a small note, telling him, "Thank you, of course I will be a good brother in the future." Of course, a character like a scholar knows that a good brother is of course not the same as what he said "not just a good friend", but if he doesn't say it, there is still room to become a friend.

Later, we were busy with our studies, and we were not in the same building after the liberal arts and sciences division, so we gradually didn't see each other much.

On the day I went to school to get the answers after the college entrance examination, he came to the door of my class and gave me a copy of "The Little Prince", which also contained a note: "I hope you will meet someone who guards you like a guardian of life in the future." ”

Later, I lost contact completely, maybe I did it deliberately, I didn't like it and didn't want to leave illusions for the other party. I only heard that he was admitted to Shanghai Jiaotong University.

I told Xu Zhekai about these two stories that were not considered emotional stories during middle school, and Xu Zhekai listened very carefully and was very emotional. I am also very emotional, if it weren't for Xu Zhekai asking this time, I seem to have forgotten these two memories in the past. Maybe youth is like this, there are many encounters that can only become encounters, and there will be no follow-up development, but in retrospect, it is still beautiful and you can still smile.

I asked Xu Zhekai with a smile, "How is it, compared to the crazy little fans around you since you were a child, I can't watch these two, right?" ”

Xu Zhekai said, I found out that those who write love letters have failed with you, and only those who confess directly like me can succeed.

I couldn't help but laugh at what he was concerned about. This brain circuit is also a Qingqi abnormality.

After lunch, the two of us went to the supermarket near the school to buy some daily necessities and snacks and fruits for the new semester.

I dragged him to the cup shelf and picked out a couple of cups. I was quite serious when I picked it, and I didn't believe that I would do this kind of little girl's behavior. Perhaps, it's all right to meet the right person.

Xu Zhekai looked at the couple mug, very happy, and called himself "a winner in life". I can only laugh at him for being insane.

With the return of Liu Jia, our 614 four sages have finally gathered again, and the new semester has begun.

Counting that I have been staying in this time and space for almost half a year, in this half a year I have relived the past girlfriends, love, overall, although there are entanglements, but still very happy, very happy, very beautiful.

It's been three months since 2008, and I have a lot of worries in the face of such a year. This is the Olympic year, and since I returned to school, I have noticed that there are a lot of Olympic slogans and other elements in the station and on both sides of the road, and the school is also promoting the recruitment of Olympic volunteers. Am I going to watch the Olympics again?

In 2008, I worked as a volunteer in the translation team, because I could speak well, and I worked as a translator for British athletes during the Olympics. So this time, do I have to do another selection and training? It was a very will-building process. I can't help but feel a little short of breath when I think about it.

But there's one more thing that worries me more. The earthquake of '08 was an inescapable topic, and in the past time, in May, and even later, I saw too much death, devastation, despair, and destruction in the news...... I also saw too many tears, strength, unity, hope and rebirth, and during that time, like every Chinese, I shed too many tears of sadness, and I was also moved by the perseverance of the motherland in many difficulties.

Now that we're more than two months away from the terrible memory of May, am I going to experience another event like that? Will this plane be as tragic as it has been in the past? My experiences are not exactly the same, will the history of time and space be repeated?

At this time, I can better understand the insignificance and helplessness of human beings, in the face of the vast time and space, in the face of the huge nature, the power of human beings is really limited. There are many things that we can't do to prevent them from happening, so we can only choose to face them when they happen, which may be another kind of strength.

2008, a year of great sorrow and joy, is very special for the country and the individual, so what kind of story will I have?

Either way, I still hope that the time and space will not be completely recreated, so that the tragedy will not happen again around me. May God hear my prayers.