Chapter 184: I Was an Adjutant in the Republic of China (Forty-Five)

Seeing that Lin Du misunderstood, Chen Yuanzhi didn't explain: "Okay, don't think about it so much." ”

"Since you can't like people in the plane, why are there departments that specialize in falling in love with people in the plane?" Lin Du was puzzled.

Chen Yuanzhi popularized science: "There are many different departments in our company, and some people do use falling in love with people in the plane to complete tasks, but this is not a departmental regulation, but they just choose their own task methods." They didn't really fall in love with someone in the plane, they just saw it as a love game. If you really fall in love with someone in the plane, it will be an absolute tragedy. We can't stay in a plane that doesn't belong to us for the rest of our lives, and it's impossible to take people in the plane out of their plane. ”

After chatting with Chen Yuanzhi, it was almost bright, and Lin Duan squinted for a while.

She was sleeping quietly, but Zheng Yilin and Xiao Wenyuan were arguing.

"What are you putting the killer in! Xiao Wenyuan, are you crazy? Actually want to kill his own compatriots? Zheng Yilin stood in front of Xiao Wenyuan's desk and asked for guilt.

Xiao Wenyuan stood up, "Fu Xianzhi, he's a traitor!" He didn't know why he had a feud with Thomson, and Thomson wanted to kill him, and I was just pushing the boat. Also, why are you so excited? What do you have to be excited about? Do you still like Fu Xianzhi's sanctimonious hypocrite? ”

Listening to Xiao Wenyuan's words, Zheng Yilin sneered: "You are a traitor, Xiao Wenyuan, you are a sanctimonious hypocrite." ”

Xiao Wenyuan vaguely felt bad in his heart, but he still stiffened: "Yilin, don't you say anything, okay?" I was also in a gaffe just now. I know you're angry, Guan Qiuhong is your friend, I'll apologize to you. ”

"Guan Qiuhong, don't pretend, I've found it all. Do you dare to tell me, what kind of goods did you give Yamamoto Jiexun? The reason why you want Fu Xianzhi's life is not because Yamamoto Jiexun urged and urged, do you want Fu Xianzhi to quickly release the management of the customs, so that you can give Yamamoto Jiexun the goods? Zheng Yilin's tone became calmer and calmer.

When Xiao Wenyuan heard Zheng Yilin's words, the anger in his heart faded little by little, replaced by endless fear, he was afraid that he would lose Zheng Yilin, "How do you know?" ”

"Xiao Wenyuan, I'm not a fool." Yilin sat down and calmed herself down.

Xiao Wenyuan also sat down slowly, slowly accepting the fact that Zheng Yilin had discovered the truth, "You must look down on me very much, I am not an iron-clad man like your ideal, but a groveling person." ”

"Wen Yuan, why? I want to know why? You once told me about your patriotic thoughts, I don't believe it was a lie. Jolin still trusts her instincts.

Xiao Wenyuan looked at Zheng Yilin, who was separated from him by a wooden desk, and suddenly felt that the two of them were far away, separated by a distance that he could not cross in his life, "Yilin, you know, others like to call me Xiao Sanshao, and they all think that my Xiao family is a famous family, and my two elder brothers hold important positions in Beiping, and each of them is a promising young man." But in fact, the Xiao family is left with an empty shell, all of which have been taken out. As soon as my father died, the Xiao family was on the verge of collapse. ”

Xiao Wenyuan is also a poor person who is carried by, swept by, and pushed away by the tide of this troubled time, "My two elder brothers can only collude with the Japanese to maintain their official positions in the Beiping government. When I was young, they sent me here to help Yamamoto with the goods and help them with customs. ”

He couldn't help himself, "Our family is supported by these relationships with Japan." I don't want to be a foreign lackey, I also want to be patriotic, to lead troops to fight like Fu Xianzhi, but I can't, once I don't do it, where should my two brothers and our Xiao family go? ”

Zheng Yilin didn't expect Xiao Sanshao, who seemed to have infinite scenery, to be so trembling and walking on thin ice, "Wen Yuan, why did you never tell me this?" ”

"How am I?" Xiao Wenyuan smiled bitterly, "Can I?" I don't look down on myself, so how can I tell you that you don't look down on me either? I know what you like is a man like Fu Xianzhi who does things recklessly, above board, and with a big heart, if you can, who wouldn't want to be Fu Xianzhi? ”

"Wen Yuan......" Zheng Yilin looked at the man in front of her distressedly.

"You're curious about Yu Zhaoming." Xiao Wenyuan couldn't stand being looked at with such sympathy by the girl he liked, and he suddenly changed the topic, "Yu Zhaoming's father is a scholar of Wenhuadian University in the Qing Dynasty, Yu Qingyun. When the revolutionaries broke into the palace, Yu Qingyun cut himself off in front of the Taihe Palace. And Yu Zhaoming stood in the ranks of the revolutionary party at that time, watching his father kill and martyr the Qing Dynasty. That's why he will be disheartened and go to sing and never ask about the world again. ”

"I see." The long-standing mystery has been solved, and Zheng Yilin finally knows the past that Yu Zhaoming is reluctant to mention.

"Do you know why I like to listen to Yu Zhaoming sing?" Xiao Wenyuan asked, he didn't wait for Zheng Yilin's answer, maybe he didn't care how Zheng Yilin answered, and continued to take care of himself: "Because I am jealous of Yu Zhaoming, when he joined the revolutionary party, I was locked up at home by my father and brother, he dared to resist Yu Qingyun, and dared to sever the father-son relationship with his father in the newspaper. But I couldn't, I could only watch with envy as he pursued his ideals, and I was trapped in that old dream. Later, he did a ninth-rate play, and I became a lackey of Kaixun Yamamoto. I hated myself, and it was only when I listened to him sing that I felt that everyone was in the mire, and no one was inferior to anyone else. Fortunately, now he finally figured out to leave the pear orchard to pursue his ideals again, and I was still trapped in that old dream. I'm still stuck in the mud, and he's got a better life. ”

"Don't think like that, Wen Yuan. In this world, no one lives an easy life. Zheng Yilin persuaded.

"Irene, I like you because you are like the most beautiful, cleanest, brightest sun in the morning. And I am the one who lives in the shadows. Even though I know we're not the same people, I still want to be with you, and I pretend to be as clean and bright as I am. It's a pity that what is pretended is pretended after all, and it can't be true, you have already discovered the truth. Xiao Wenyuan was very disappointed, but inexplicably there was a kind of relaxation that had settled.

He smiled: "Finally, I don't need to pretend to be what you like anymore, I don't need to lie to you every time, I don't need to rack my brains anymore to think about how to disguise myself in front of you." You see, I am like that, living in the darkest places and doing the most insidious and cunning things. I finally don't have to worry about losing you every time, it's a relief. ”